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Over time, I don't think I've presented myself too well to you all, and I feel out-of-place in this guild. I've got many regrets pertaining to this guild, and instead of staying and trying to make things better, I've chosen the usual way of running away from a difficult situation.

I mean... if you want me to stay, I gladly would, but I really couldn't care less if I was here or not. It's up to you guys.

I had no idea you were here. That's cool... I guess.

What I mean by out-of-place is that my admission of having vices (which only humanize me) seem to rather demonize me in the eyes of many, and I feel somewhat repulsive after creating that drunk topic.

I think boredom with gaia in general is my issue. I don't even check the sub-forums anymore.
Do what ya gotta do...

From what I've seen you're pretty much started out on the wrong foot.
I'm not going to tell you to stay or go, because pretty much it's unecessary drama. People come and go as they please all the time.

I will say that people have been a bit harsh on both sides though, to the point of debating having to write up PMs regarding flaming. ~_~ I'm of the personal opinion that everyone has to make their own choices in life. I might not agree with some of them, and I might even let people know that I don't agree with their choices sometimes, but that is still their choice in the end.

As for the drunk topic... writting up any topic when inebriated is generally considered a bad idea. Alchohol does affect your judgement, and at the time you were generally unknown, so it wasn't exactly the best way to present yourself to the guild. It was your choice to do so, and in the end you had to deal with the concequences of your decision.

You shouldn't worry too much about what people on the internet think about you. mrgreen

Gaian memory tends to be short. If you keep posting interesting comments, the drunk thread will fade from most peoples' minds pretty quickly.

I really don't think you need to leave the guild over this. You've made some very thoughtful comments in other places (like the Poe thread you started) and I think we do enjoy having you here.

stay