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 Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 3:38 pm
Currently I am a college student, I've worked multiple jobs, all of which I have never been fired from.
Every job i've been to I've not been able to accel at it as much as I would like to.
The current job I have they constantly mock and redicule me, constantly make fun of me, constantly attack not only my self-esteem character but my intellegence.
Apparently I am the biggest idiot ever while I'm there
Now I bring these issues to my father, and he, through a freudian slip (meaning he didn't mean to say it but he did) agrees with them.
What happens when the whole world considers you and dismisses you at subpar intellegience?
What do you do when you feel trapped, no where to go, and your sinking.....
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 3:53 pm
i suggest listening to a song by Thousand Foot Krutch, which i happen to b listening to now, here, i'll show you the liyrics, its a cry to God.
Taking hold, breaking in
The pressures on, need to circulate
Mesmerized and taken in
Moving slow, so it resonates
It's time to rest, not to sleep away
My thoughts alone, try to complicate
I'll do my best, to seek you out
And be myself, not impersonate
Tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same
I've always been strong
But i can't make this happen
'Cause i need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
And I need to breathe you in, I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in
I'm going in, so cover me
Your compass will, help me turn the page
The laughing stock I'll never be
Because I won't let them take me
Tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same
I've always been strong
But i can't make this happen
'Cause i need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
And I need to breathe you in, I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in
Took awhile to see all the love that's around me
Through the highs and the lows there's a truth that I've known
And it's You
Tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same
I've always been strong
But i can't make this happen
'Cause i need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
And I need to breathe you in, I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in
this is a good song. Here's my advice, pray, give it to God, let him hold and comfort you, just ask for it, he'll give it to you. Your a threat to Satan, more then ever apparently, so fight back, don't let him destroy you. dont let the loser win, he's already lost, so don let him win this. Pray, read the bible, sneak in time, you'll find it. Just ask God what to do, He'll take care of it. He's always there, he always will be, so dun give up hope. Also, maybe this job isn the right one for you, just a small thought.
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 4:02 pm
Thrash, I appreciate that so much, especially with the TFK reference
I've just start praying, and asking for situatiosn to rely on God with, maybe this is one of them
As for the not the right job.......I don't know where I can go when it comes to a new job......
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 4:05 pm
what would you prefer to do? if your not sure, take it up with God, what does HE want you to do?
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 4:11 pm
thrashmetaljunkie what would you prefer to do? if your not sure, take it up with God, what does HE want you to do? This www.xanga.com/JABIC That post is what my summer might be about, and I want to do it!!!
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 4:18 pm
this may be why your having so much trouble, Satan prolly dosen want you going there, so hes trying to tear you down as much as possible, because if you go, you'll b such a threat, that any demons that dedide they wanna go near you, will have such a hard time they'll give up in a matter of minutes, do to othe strong presence of God. perhaps this is what God wants, n definatley NOT wat satan wants, cuz he knows when u come back from it, you'll b a deadly prayer warrior in God's army. i g2g eat dinner, i'm gonna request u as a friend so we can talk bout this more
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Posted: Mon May 22, 2006 4:19 pm
thrashmetaljunkie this may be why your having so much trouble, Satan prolly dosen want you going there, so hes trying to tear you down as much as possible, because if you go, you'll b such a threat, that any demons that dedide they wanna go near you, will have such a hard time they'll give up in a matter of minutes, do to othe strong presence of God. perhaps this is what God wants, n definatley NOT wat satan wants, cuz he knows when u come back from it, you'll b a deadly prayer warrior in God's army. i g2g eat dinner, i'm gonna request u as a friend so we can talk bout this more Sounds good dude
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2006 8:48 pm
God made everyone with certain talents and you're special in His eyes. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 6:49 am
you have to consider the fact that, whatever job you can take is whatever job you get.
if they attack your intelligence, in the end it doesnt trully matter. once you get a degree the only thing that shows ANYTHING is your degree. what i mean by this is, it doesnt matter what others say to you, the only thing thats going to "speak" to future bosses is that you have a degree and experience in the field that they're hiring.
thats all that matters, but until that unfortunately we have to wokr gruelling dull jobs. i acutally lost my job some odd weeks ago and im trying to get hired at my old job at Dairy Queen. i hate working for fast food -_- people are so freaking PICKY when it comes to food. they're impatient and treat you however they want to just because we serve them.
so yes, unfortunately you're going to have to deal with the people at work...but if these are co workers, dont let them walk all over you. stand up and put your foot down.
however if its a boss, and its the only job you can get....thers nothing you can do. bosses are bosses and horribly so cuz there isnt much you can say to them that WOULDNT get you fired. thats just how it works these days. if bosses WANT to know your opinion, they'll ask for it.
the world....sucks...
but if you can find a better job right now thats great! good luck dude, i know exactly how you feel.
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Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 2:51 pm
You turn to God. Even when it seems like your so far down that you can't possibly get back up, even when you feel like the lonliest person in the world He'll be there to pick you up, hold you and show you how amazing and worthy you are. I don't know you but i do know that in Gods eyes He see's the exact opposite of what people do! He loves you so much that he was willing to sacrifice something he loved just as much. He has something amazing planned for your life! you just need to wait for him to reveal it.
Please pm me if you need somebody to talk to
Love <3
Stix
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 5:34 pm
People are stupid. No, really, they are. They are cruel, unkind, unthoughtful, and just all-around idiots.
God is perfect, omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, and hte source of all good in the universe.
That's why it doesn't matter what people think of you, only what God thinks of you.
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Posted: Sat Jun 10, 2006 10:05 am
You may not come out as a knowledgeable person to the people at work, but there is something you probably have mor knowledge in than they do, and thats the Bible. Let them see how brilliant you trully are through the word of God.
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Posted: Sun Jun 11, 2006 10:23 pm
When I'm in a bind, I likw to think things over.
What did I do?
What should I do?
Whats the next step?
I also listen to alot of christian music. And really listen to the words.
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