Hey y'all! It's been a while. I forgot how pretty my avatar was *hair flip*
So first I wanna apologize for how whiny and dramatic I was in the guild's heyday. I was a teenager with a horrible home life, loads of trauma, and untreated depression and PTSD. Everything was dramatic. I think I've calmed down since then.
Next, I wanna thank you all. You got me through all of that bullshit. Just having a (semi-)safe place to come and be that whiny and dramatic helped a lot, and I made a lot of friends, some of whom I still talk to!
And finally, life update! Still crazy lol - I'm disabled and unable to work, but I am a knit and crochet designer now, and starting to blossom into that. I figured out (in my 30s, no less!) that not only was I queer, but I was also nonbinary and go by she/they pronouns now. Everything's good now, for the first time in my life.
I hope you're all doing good, and doing well. I hope this dumpster fire of a world isn't getting you down.
So first I wanna apologize for how whiny and dramatic I was in the guild's heyday. I was a teenager with a horrible home life, loads of trauma, and untreated depression and PTSD. Everything was dramatic. I think I've calmed down since then.
Next, I wanna thank you all. You got me through all of that bullshit. Just having a (semi-)safe place to come and be that whiny and dramatic helped a lot, and I made a lot of friends, some of whom I still talk to!
And finally, life update! Still crazy lol - I'm disabled and unable to work, but I am a knit and crochet designer now, and starting to blossom into that. I figured out (in my 30s, no less!) that not only was I queer, but I was also nonbinary and go by she/they pronouns now. Everything's good now, for the first time in my life.
I hope you're all doing good, and doing well. I hope this dumpster fire of a world isn't getting you down.
