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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:01 am
He'd half been expecting a text back along the lines of "come see me when you get here, then" and half realized that this was not typically the way Edith did things. So it had been as much a tentative, careful test--he still did not quite know how to behave around the Moon lead--as it had been a matter of practical truth: on the path back up from the school, instead of back at the dorms in ten minutes or I'll be at the cafeteria in fifteen. It was late afternoon, and he'd been up since before dawn engaged in one of his usual near-frantic work binges, with the result that he was more or less drenched in sweat, enormously grateful that he'd shed the beard, and looking like hell, with an edge of tiredness but not quite exhaustion--he did not want, he thought, a lecture--marking the shape of his stride. He paused to fumble for his cigarettes--with difficulty, today being a day of uncooperative hands--and then to wrestle briefly with his lighter. The realization that she had, in fact, come to meet him startled a polite cough out of him halfway through the exhale.
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:05 am
Edith lifted her head and lowered it again in almost queenly nod that roughly translated to: that's what you get for smoking. The rest of his appearance received no judgement other than mild satisfaction, as it was the look of one who had been working hard.
She moved to keep pace beside him and despite the difference in height, it was very obvious, upon seeing the two, who was in charge. "Thompson, you needed a word or two?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:11 am
"Or several," he agreed, and as always it was noticeable, when he was sufficiently distracted, how much more graceful in motion he was than he had any right to be, looking like did. A nervous pause. "Been talking to a couple of established hunters. Jordan Miller, Bix. Specialization comes up. I might be.. jumping the gun a bit. Haven't even had a chance to get any bulletholes or bloodstains in the coat yet, really. But given how things are going--orientation coming up and--and everything--I guess it's better that I put a word in now about where I want to go eventually."
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:14 am
Edith almost managed to look patient for the babble, prompting him with an expectant look, "And that is...?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:21 am
Another pause, because he'd come up with a dozen ways to phrase it but they all seemed stupid now, like putting "domestic engineer" on a resume where "janitor" ought to go. "I want to help--normal people. Civilians. I still--begging your pardon, ma'am, since you're the one who handed me a promotion over it--feel like I ******** up that mission with the girls and the idea of having another chance to ******** one of those missions up frankly ******** terrifies ********, sorry, ma'am--frankly terrifies me, but I felt... better about that than anything else I've done here. It's what I thought I'd be doing, when I joined up. I know we have a dozen f--a dozen battlefields and everything's important but that's what--feels like front lines, to me, I guess," he finished lamely.
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:33 am
The lead went quiet for a few moments, quietly shuffling off the junk from the point of what he was saying. "Civilian work can be very satisfying, Thompson. Most hunters experience a distancing from that society, which rearranges their priorities. It's good that you haven't adjusted in that manner, but the mission you were on was not a normal situation dealing with civilians, you understand? They had an awareness and in the aftermath, your own work was much tidier than it would have been otherwise." They neared a bench, and Edith sat down on it with enough space for him to join her. "You got a lot of experience as a Death trainee, staying under the radar and all that. That experience will be important because civilians cannot walk away knowing about us or the things we fight. So when it comes to protecting them, we work quietly, and we treat that world like a campground in a national park, you got me? Clean up after yourself. Make things better if at all possible, but your footprint better be nigh on invisible."
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:36 am
He hesitated before he sank down next to her, suddenly aware of the fact that he was carting around a day's worth of stink. It didn't matter that he objectively knew she wouldn't care: old insecurities clawed upwards. "So much the better, frankly," he said quietly, turning his head to exhale away from her.
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:42 am
"Schools are starting to get back into session, and a few of them have had some strange activity recently. There are certain trends arising, so we're following these leads where we find them," Edith began and at first it may have seemed a sort of ramble of her own, but this was Edith, and so it was nothing of the sort. "We've been using these missions to help challenge those deemed ready for promotion, but there's more cropping up everyday. Investigate at least one and give me a better example of you interacting with civilians on a mission level."
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:45 am
His breath caught, not a cough this time but a moment of realization, and as if she hadn't already inadvertently pushed a dozen little buttons for him today there was a fraction of an instant of raw panic at the very suggestion of uncooperative lungs. "Schools like--like high schools. I ran into Ripley Crowell. He mentioned--" He didn't finish. He took an agitated drag instead.
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:52 am
Nodding calmly, Edith stated, "I'm aware of the mission and that you may feel a certain tie over what occurred. But yes, schools such as the one he looked into. Missions like that happen and civilians are much more fragile than us, things happen to them, and sometimes those things will wear your face or the face of someone you care about." For a moment she looked unusually thoughtful, and then went on, "In their way, the dreams and visions that we get so often? They drag up the worst in both ourselves and those around us, but they're the kindest sort of training wheels for what can happen out there."
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:54 am
He tried to give this the respect it deserved, give it some sort of intelligent answer, but his thoughts were elsewhere and all he managed was a long silence, and when he broke it he was even more softspoken than usual. "Do they still have one here?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:56 am
"There is the one brought back by Weiman and the one brought back after your own mission."
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 4:57 am
"And they've learned from it? Please," he added softly, "don't tell me it's not my division. It is."
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 5:02 am
"As far a I know," she sighed, "it's going well. It's enough to have the division lead himself consider it a personal project." Her mouth went tight at the thought but didn't share her feelings beyond that. "His last personal project helped destroy and entire civilization, and before that? Weaponization. It's apparently important, but if you want to know more, you'll have to ask him. Be careful, if you do. Don't sign yourself up as test subject #3."
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2014 5:07 am
He bent to put out the cigarette and then, mindful of the fact that he was being watched, field stripped the butt despite his shaking hands. This gave him an excuse for another long pause. "Thank you. Permission to be deeply unprofessional, ma'am."
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