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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 3:25 pm
I feel stupid and empty. I told myself this wouldn't happen again
If worst comes to worst I can always be a stripper
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 4:05 pm
I wanna be a stripper too.
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 4:10 pm
Well stop drinking and getting high mad
(but if you're actually upset, disregard that. i know that feeling emo )
But if worse does come to worst, I've thought about being an erotic dancer too lol
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 4:14 pm
I've thought about being a stripper too when times didn't seem like they would work out, actually. No lie.
Also, I'm really sorry things aren't good right now. I've been there, I know exactly how you feel. Don't let your grades define you though. You're not stupid, grades don't determine your intelligence. You're plenty smart, you've just hit a bad bump on the road. Things will get better. heart
Besides, you can always come live with me. There's always room at my place for ya. heart emotion_kirakira
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 5:05 pm
I didn't even do anything last weekend. crying The issue here is that I've just lost all motivation. I don't care what my teachers think, I don't care what my parents think...I just don't care. Getting a bunch of major job offers really ******** me up because now I see myself as above doing a worksheet. It all feels so bullshit to me. I know that at the end of the school year, I'll still have my 3+ GPA. I'm not worried about that. I just let myself down this quarter and I'm feeling pretty shitty about it.
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 5:17 pm
Scarletgreen I didn't even do anything last weekend. crying The issue here is that I've just lost all motivation. I don't care what my teachers think, I don't care what my parents think...I just don't care. Getting a bunch of major job offers really ******** me up because now I see myself as above doing a worksheet. It all feels so bullshit to me. I know that at the end of the school year, I'll still have my 3+ GPA. I'm not worried about that. I just let myself down this quarter and I'm feeling pretty shitty about it. I got accepted into college back in August and started my online classes jan 6, so I've been major lacking, thinking that I can get away since I've already been accepted.
But I need to work harder for scholarships gonk
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 5:37 pm
Scarletgreen I didn't even do anything last weekend. crying The issue here is that I've just lost all motivation. I don't care what my teachers think, I don't care what my parents think...I just don't care. Getting a bunch of major job offers really ******** me up because now I see myself as above doing a worksheet. It all feels so bullshit to me. I know that at the end of the school year, I'll still have my 3+ GPA. I'm not worried about that. I just let myself down this quarter and I'm feeling pretty shitty about it. So you're awesome, people everywhere want you, you're actually smart, and you're disappointed in yourself. Smart people getting depressed about themselves is a strange thing.
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 6:22 pm
I actually was thinking of being a phone sex operator since I might lose my job because my grades suck this semester. But don't give up. :c
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 6:38 pm
Pavilo Scarletgreen I didn't even do anything last weekend. crying The issue here is that I've just lost all motivation. I don't care what my teachers think, I don't care what my parents think...I just don't care. Getting a bunch of major job offers really ******** me up because now I see myself as above doing a worksheet. It all feels so bullshit to me. I know that at the end of the school year, I'll still have my 3+ GPA. I'm not worried about that. I just let myself down this quarter and I'm feeling pretty shitty about it. So you're awesome, people everywhere want you, you're actually smart, and you're disappointed in yourself. Smart people getting depressed about themselves is a strange thing. More intelligent people are usually more depressed emo
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 6:40 pm
Rock On Hot Pavilo Scarletgreen I didn't even do anything last weekend. crying The issue here is that I've just lost all motivation. I don't care what my teachers think, I don't care what my parents think...I just don't care. Getting a bunch of major job offers really ******** me up because now I see myself as above doing a worksheet. It all feels so bullshit to me. I know that at the end of the school year, I'll still have my 3+ GPA. I'm not worried about that. I just let myself down this quarter and I'm feeling pretty shitty about it. So you're awesome, people everywhere want you, you're actually smart, and you're disappointed in yourself. Smart people getting depressed about themselves is a strange thing. More intelligent people are usually more depressed emo This just proves my point!
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 6:45 pm
Rock On Hot Pavilo Scarletgreen I didn't even do anything last weekend. crying The issue here is that I've just lost all motivation. I don't care what my teachers think, I don't care what my parents think...I just don't care. Getting a bunch of major job offers really ******** me up because now I see myself as above doing a worksheet. It all feels so bullshit to me. I know that at the end of the school year, I'll still have my 3+ GPA. I'm not worried about that. I just let myself down this quarter and I'm feeling pretty shitty about it. So you're awesome, people everywhere want you, you're actually smart, and you're disappointed in yourself. Smart people getting depressed about themselves is a strange thing. More intelligent people are usually more depressed emo These comments have reassured me in a sad kind of way. I suppose it'll be okay. My english teacher is a blessing because although i totally slacked on all out of class work this quarter, she gave me two options. I could pass the quarter (barely) and that'd be that, or she could give me my failing grade and whatever grade I got 4th quarter would then also become my 3rd quarter grade. In other words she'd change it. Obviously I opted for that, but now I have to explain this to my parents. Ugh. Also I've been retarded lazy in math. I'll probably get like a 75. And of course US history has once again taken a back seat to my shenanigans -- although I might have a mid-80. I'll talk to him. And my physics grade...well let's just say I've been too lazy to retake some tests that I really should have. I'll do those tomorrow. And I have a 94 in Psych and a 96 in AP French. I know I'm smart. It just makes me sad that I waste it.
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 6:46 pm
Amaterasu Ink I actually was thinking of being a phone sex operator since I might lose my job because my grades suck this semester. But don't give up. :c This is a fantastic idea and I will seriously consider it.
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 8:15 pm
Scarletgreen Rock On Hot Pavilo Scarletgreen I didn't even do anything last weekend. crying The issue here is that I've just lost all motivation. I don't care what my teachers think, I don't care what my parents think...I just don't care. Getting a bunch of major job offers really ******** me up because now I see myself as above doing a worksheet. It all feels so bullshit to me. I know that at the end of the school year, I'll still have my 3+ GPA. I'm not worried about that. I just let myself down this quarter and I'm feeling pretty shitty about it. So you're awesome, people everywhere want you, you're actually smart, and you're disappointed in yourself. Smart people getting depressed about themselves is a strange thing. More intelligent people are usually more depressed emo These comments have reassured me in a sad kind of way. I suppose it'll be okay. My english teacher is a blessing because although i totally slacked on all out of class work this quarter, she gave me two options. I could pass the quarter (barely) and that'd be that, or she could give me my failing grade and whatever grade I got 4th quarter would then also become my 3rd quarter grade. In other words she'd change it. Obviously I opted for that, but now I have to explain this to my parents. Ugh. Also I've been retarded lazy in math. I'll probably get like a 75. And of course US history has once again taken a back seat to my shenanigans -- although I might have a mid-80. I'll talk to him. And my physics grade...well let's just say I've been too lazy to retake some tests that I really should have. I'll do those tomorrow. And I have a 94 in Psych and a 96 in AP French. I know I'm smart. It just makes me sad that I waste it. well my 48 in precal went up to 61 crying
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 8:24 pm
Rock On Hot Scarletgreen Rock On Hot Pavilo Scarletgreen I didn't even do anything last weekend. crying The issue here is that I've just lost all motivation. I don't care what my teachers think, I don't care what my parents think...I just don't care. Getting a bunch of major job offers really ******** me up because now I see myself as above doing a worksheet. It all feels so bullshit to me. I know that at the end of the school year, I'll still have my 3+ GPA. I'm not worried about that. I just let myself down this quarter and I'm feeling pretty shitty about it. So you're awesome, people everywhere want you, you're actually smart, and you're disappointed in yourself. Smart people getting depressed about themselves is a strange thing. More intelligent people are usually more depressed emo These comments have reassured me in a sad kind of way. I suppose it'll be okay. My english teacher is a blessing because although i totally slacked on all out of class work this quarter, she gave me two options. I could pass the quarter (barely) and that'd be that, or she could give me my failing grade and whatever grade I got 4th quarter would then also become my 3rd quarter grade. In other words she'd change it. Obviously I opted for that, but now I have to explain this to my parents. Ugh. Also I've been retarded lazy in math. I'll probably get like a 75. And of course US history has once again taken a back seat to my shenanigans -- although I might have a mid-80. I'll talk to him. And my physics grade...well let's just say I've been too lazy to retake some tests that I really should have. I'll do those tomorrow. And I have a 94 in Psych and a 96 in AP French. I know I'm smart. It just makes me sad that I waste it. well my 48 in precal went up to 61 crying Well I, personally, am proud of you. I know that feel. 3nodding
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Posted: Tue Apr 08, 2014 8:51 pm
thank you haha
I took a test today and I actually feel a little better about it then I thought i would. maybe i can get to a passing grade?!
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