Okay, read this thread first: Another post about this situation

So, I talked to the same girl today... and this was part of our convo:

Her: So, you're still single right?
(I swear, i got this major pain in my stomach when she asked that... I usually get it when i'm scared, shocked, nervous, or guilty.)
Me: Yeah, why?
Her: It's like I'm the only single one left that I know
Me: Well, I'm still single.. xD
Her: Yay! : D
Me: Lmfao, why did I get so scared when you asked that? xD
(I actually know why.... I was just trying to hide it...)
Her: ROFL! Because, I was going to ask you out ;D
Me: o.o
Her: Lol, no.. jk xD
Me: Ha xD

User Image I swear my heart broke.... But... it's impossible not to love this girl >___< ugh.. maybe when we actually meet in person (yes, when... I know we will one day.), maybe then she could see how i feel? .-. I don't know if I'm supposed to just let go, or not... but I can't either way.. I talk to her almost daily, and have for at least 2 years... how am I supposed to just stop loving her? stressed