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 Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 2:00 am
On Sunday, I stayed the night with my cousin, Krystina. Monday, she had class, so I just tagged along with her to the college, and sat at the top of the staircase just outside of her class, for an hour, waiting for her.
Much to my horror - I saw my ex. He didn't see me notice him, which was great.. because as soon as he saw me, he literally ran away, with a weird expression on his face. At first, I was puzzled.. and then I just had to laugh my a** off, because he's so much of an asshat he can't even pretend to not care, like I did.
Then, after an hour, all the classes were out.. and before Krystina came out of her class, my ex came out of his.. and again, ran to avoid me. I told my cousin, and we both had a good laugh. Then, tonight, I was pouring over a friends journal, and decided to peek at her friends journals - she's sort of friends with my ex, and so I ran across thisthe asshat I really, really want to be kissed by someone again, just to rememeber what it's like. I read my ex-girlfriend's LiveJournal yesterday and she seems to be having a great time with everything now. New guy in her life, new everything, it's all wonderful. I was really depressed when I dumped her, since our relationship just had no future in my eyes, but still, I have virtually no pleasant memories from the entire year in which we went out, and I hate talking about her in public, or private. I think I saw her at the college today. I don't really have any reason to, but quite honestly, I really hate her. And Rage, to finally let you really know, the girl I went out with is the same [name] you went to school with at West Valley. I never really had the heart to come out in the open and admit it because I'm so embarassed by what a weird time in my life that was.
Have you ever been hated with no reason? Doesn't it bother you?
.. I want to slap the s**t out of him, now... just for that. And if I go to college, in the spring, at least I'll get that chance. >>;
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 6:56 am
That's unfortunate that he cannot remember the good times that he shared with you, even if they were only a handful...I had a boyfriend in highschool *we were friends intially* and after 10 months he dumped me on Valentine's Day because he believed his friend's lies about me *and he knew that our mutual friend had the hots for me as well, so why he couldn't see past his bs and have the gonads to ask me any questions/uncertainties he had is beyond me but ANYWAY...*. All of a sudden my ex hated me for absolutely NO reason...I had never done anything hurtful to him, but yet he let me know he hated me 'just a little bit'. I was angry and hurt and for the longest time I had wished that we had never gone out. It took awhile for me to see that although we were not meant to be, that we did have a few pleasant times and I shouldn't look back and think "All those months, wasted", I should just remember the good times and think "Ah well, it didn't last, but it was...interesting".
I think your ex is just trying to save face...he seems like the macho type who isn't in touch with his feelings and he'd rather lay blame entirely on you than step up and admit that he was equally responsible for the breakup/miscommunication, if not more. But he's young...let's hope he grows a set of balls as he gets older.
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 12:43 pm
Wow... he's really lame. biggrin
The only way I'm hated for no reason is when people feel the need to hate me just because I'm fat. It's pathetic.
Other than that, I suppose I'm a loveable person. confused
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 1:18 pm
He's a retard.. the only way someone can technically hate you with " no" reason is because they secretly envy you. At least I know that's how people feel about me if they have the need to hate me. Weird yes?
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 2:25 pm
t0paz He's a retard.. the only way someone can technically hate you with " no" reason is because they secretly envy you. At least I know that's how people feel about me if they have the need to hate me. Weird yes?
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 2:49 pm
cerebral ulcer t0paz He's a retard.. the only way someone can technically hate you with " no" reason is because they secretly envy you. At least I know that's how people feel about me if they have the need to hate me. Weird yes?
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 3:26 pm
mabe there is more to it. not really defendiong anyone but there is always things that are unknown. man i have no idea where im goin with this.
just to let ya know. a lot of guys are morons. most guys in here are cool and know what they talk about. but most guys in the world are dumb.
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 10:55 am
oh my that is retarded...he hates you for no apparent reason...well maybe now he has issues with himself and he found these out after you guys broke up and so the easyest thing to do for him is to hate you. what a nut job. xp
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 11:09 am
cerebral ulcer On Sunday, I stayed the night with my cousin, Krystina. Monday, she had class, so I just tagged along with her to the college, and sat at the top of the staircase just outside of her class, for an hour, waiting for her.
Much to my horror - I saw my ex. He didn't see me notice him, which was great.. because as soon as he saw me, he literally ran away, with a weird expression on his face. At first, I was puzzled.. and then I just had to laugh my a** off, because he's so much of an asshat he can't even pretend to not care, like I did.
Then, after an hour, all the classes were out.. and before Krystina came out of her class, my ex came out of his.. and again, ran to avoid me. I told my cousin, and we both had a good laugh. Then, tonight, I was pouring over a friends journal, and decided to peek at her friends journals - she's sort of friends with my ex, and so I ran across thisthe asshat I really, really want to be kissed by someone again, just to rememeber what it's like. I read my ex-girlfriend's LiveJournal yesterday and she seems to be having a great time with everything now. New guy in her life, new everything, it's all wonderful. I was really depressed when I dumped her, since our relationship just had no future in my eyes, but still, I have virtually no pleasant memories from the entire year in which we went out, and I hate talking about her in public, or private. I think I saw her at the college today. I don't really have any reason to, but quite honestly, I really hate her. And Rage, to finally let you really know, the girl I went out with is the same Jennifer LacQuaye you went to school with at West Valley. I never really had the heart to come out in the open and admit it because I'm so embarassed by what a weird time in my life that was.
Have you ever been hated with no reason? Doesn't it bother you?
.. I want to slap the s**t out of him, now... just for that. And if I go to college, in the spring, at least I'll get that chance. >>; "I smell chickenshit."
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