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Posted: Sat Nov 14, 2009 9:30 pm
I created the sound of madness, wrote the book on pain...
Alright guys, This is where it all happens. Post your favorite memories, letters, lyrics, whatever to Liv. If I see anyone chatting in here off topic, the posts will be deleted. ...Somehow I'm still here to explain.
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Posted: Sat Nov 14, 2009 10:05 pm
Okay, here goes. Captain Liv, I haven't been here all that long, but you've been supportive to all of us. I'm honored that you trusted me enough to accept me into this grand guild. I'm sure Hoshino-sensei would be proud. And, you're a delightful person from what I've seen. Please, enjoy your life, no matter what that means. The world is a fantastic place and I know a person like you will do well. I thank you for all that you've done for us, and I speak even for those who were kicked or those who are ungrateful. Please, do your best! You have my support and the support of everyone else here!
-Edward Philip Cyr,15 aspiring writer/artist, adoring fanboy, thankful member
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Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 12:15 am
Thanks captain! I greatly appreciated all you hard work into making this guild and for keeping it running for so long. I have had a lot of fun conversing with you and contributing ideas and partaking in the events for which you have set up. I hope that someday you would return to the Black order to partake in our love for the series. From the rabid fan of all thing anime and videogames: GeneralxCross.
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Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 12:21 am
*Please brace for big post impact* ~To Liv~Liv! I don't know where to start... ever since the beginning....back in that thread...I always thought you were so cool. As dorky as I may have been. as much I attention I paid to Allen just because she was a DGM cosplay/roleplayer, I knew you were there too. But when we made this home, you did so much, more than ever expected. We never asked you to be fun or throw events for us, but you did. Because you loved us, maybe because you felt like there was a duty to become closer with your members. You were and still are a very caring, loving, wonderful person. You've been hurt, angered, ignored, under-appreciated and so much that you didn't deserve. I wanted to do my best so I could be as great as you, to be as awesome. You were one of my role models. You were, and still one of my friends. As much as it seems that I tend to neglect many things, I can't neglect friendship. Sure, I don't drop a comment or send a PM, but what I've been doing is saving. Ever since I said I wanted to visit so we could play and when we should have a future reunion with all our members, I've been saving money for travel expenses. As much as I want to see you in forums and such, I just want to meet you and give you a real hug. Things...are so much more meaningful when you can do them in real life.The inspiration, the memories, the feelings, the lessons that I've gotten from being around you and our family.... I wouldn't have any of them if we all haven't met. I grew and matured after a while and up to this day. Sure, maybe once we all head out into the big wide world as young adults, we may not remember. But I'm sure as hell, that one day we will cross paths and I will smother you in every bit of love that I gave to you here and more. But until then, I want to show you that I have some responsibility, maybe not in consolation to the things I have not done and forgotten, but just to show. And for the times you weren't there, for the good times you've missed, I hope there can be a time when we can hang out and make up for them. I want to be your friend for life! I don't deserve to though...I forget, shun, ignore, run away, and try to forget completely. I'm a bad person, always thinking that the current group of people that I hang out with will be 'friends for life.' I knew I was wrong. I didn't know the meaning until I had a deep plead in my heart to return and watch over everyone from time to time. Liv I want you and everyone back! I want our family to be back together....have fun and rave....but this time we all contribute equally. I've always felt that...there was always a tremendous amount of weight on your shoulders. It was unfair and hurt me to know that. I know that you have some kind of trust in me, so I want you to depend on me sometimes ok? I never really get to do things around here anymore...I don't really get my role as vice. BUt when I look at it, things are crumbling away. "It's circling the drain!" Is another way to say it. It went down the drain already, so I'm ready to be a plumber and pull it back up and out. On another note, before when I went to buy some music from a special kind of shop here, he denied my request. But before I knew that, I started making lyrics for it in romaji and english. But since that happened, the lyrics lay unfinished and without melody to be sung to in my folder. I now have determination to finish up and make a tune of my own, even if I can't play an instrument. I'm going to write a song for our family. Ugh,I just notice how mushy this all sounds and how centered it is about me, you and our family. Maybe that's all I'm seeing....I know, I need to learn to let people in and consider everyone's feelings, and I'm pretty sure all my intentions just met to be loving. I'm sure I have more to say but I just can't think, so for now, I leave you with I luffs chuu. Within My Heart - Romaji/Kanji
As I lay here in the snow I look up at the milky stars Above faded clouds Sweetly smiling at the night sky I let the memories flood back
Memories of us together as a family From tears to laughs was an easy task From anger to relaxation was nothing To be in our home as always
"Let's go and play outside in the yard." A smile blooms daintily on everyone's face We run out the door like children Letting our energy burst into infinite color
Our feelings paint a beautiful portrait Of love and sincerity And our endless bonds that hold each other Tightly forever in our hearts
Just don't walk away without saying goodbye Just don't leave in silence Please don't make me beg Because I need to know when you will be back Just because. . . .Just because I love you so Family Picture 2008  ~Sayu
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Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 7:25 am
Dearest Livvy:
Well, how to begin? There's so much to say. Hmm...first of all, I'd like to say that when I first clicked on that thread, I had no idea where it would take me. I just knew I liked D.Gray-man as a manga, and wanted to see what other people thought about it. Little did I know that I would get so caught up in it--I even suggested to make a guild so it wouldn't have to end so soon!
Once we had the guild made, I restarted the thread. n_n It was awesome! We came up with the weirdest ideas, went to towns, posted random things at 3 in the morning... Every time I went back, no matter what, there was always someone, usually road, that would say Welcome back!! That made a warm glow in my heart. Why? It's simple; the guild, our guild, was my home. I haven't been home in so long, and not very frequently as of the past year--I'm sorry. I missed a lot, I know.
I know that I've pissed you off more than once, made you feel sad, and well...ignored you at times. But you're awesome, livvy. I can't list all the reasons why since it'd take up the whole page, but I will say that you've got the biggest heart, and that means a lot. No matter how much we, your family, made you mad, you'd always come back. It made me feel loved, which means so much to me. I don't get a lot of affection back at home, and I really can't wait until I never have to see my real family again. I told you why, so I won't say it here.
When you made that video for us, I started crying. There were so many memories!! The rum, the craziness, picture spamming, towns (allenrape and stripper cross!), all of it! I'll never forget it.
Suddenly, my home started eating away at itself. Hardly anyone ever came and posted, some of our people were too busy with real life to come back and say hey (some went off to get jobs, got married, went to college, or some other complications). Me, I don't know. There was just no one to talk to when I checked back, so I never posted. And then, I just stopped checking since I knew no one would be there. I'm sorry. You tried so hard to bring us back together. There were the PM's, the comments, the announcements, the big gathering--an anniversary, and lastly, the Halloween event. I know you put so much time, effort, and heart into that. Thank you. Thank you so much for all the advice, the love, and the fun we had. I love you, and I hope, if I'm ever rich enough, that I'll be able to make that mansion so we can live together, like a real family. Thanks, captain, for everything.
Love, Anna
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Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 10:32 am
Liv
Wow I have so much to say . I guess i should apologize first for not being around as much as i should of . When i first clicked that thread i had no idea how many wonderful people i was going to meet. . Including you. You 've done such a wonderful job keeping this place , this extension of that thread alive. We've had so many wonderful times together, that to list a few would probably take a while. Everything i've done here has been wonderful. I wish you the best and hope you hiatus helps. I 'll be here when you get back. Good luck Liv -hug- and thanks for everything
Myria
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Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 10:53 am
Dear -Livverz-
Thank you for letting me be a member of this guild. This was the first guild that I activelty posted in. I met and talked with some great people and even made some friends including you. I wished I was able to talk with you and the others more. I hope that you are alright and I promise I'll be here when you get back to welcome you home.
Aurora Crystal Aura
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Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 11:38 am
*sigh* Guess I should write a letter too.
Dear Livvy I was glad I could meet up with you and Allen at AFO and I wish I could have done the same again this year, but alas, I was not able to. You are amazing even when your scary and ranting back to someone who randomly ranted. I seriously need to catch up on DGM and I probly will procrastinate on that for a loooonnnnggg time. You still owe me for buying you that Lavvy wallet *tee hee* I had a great time at this guild and I loved being here from day one in the thread. I have been really busy and not able to get on as much but I still try. I love all the friends I have made and the welcoming feeling of being here. I hate how the guild has fallen apart, but there was nothing we could do. Too many people are inactive partly due to school and such and there really isn't much left to go here anymore. I hope the guild can become shiny and new again....
~Kiwi,Koneko, Neko, Kitty, your friend
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Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 5:32 pm
I haven't been in the guild for very long, and unfortunately I've never really spoken to you or gotten to know you but I feel then need to post something anyway. My time in this guild has been incredibly fun, and I thnik that it has been due mostly to you. I can't imagine anyone putting in more effort of being more devoted to a guild than you have been. I would just like to thank you for helping to make this guild so awesome and say that I hope someday you will come back to us. ~Eijay
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 1:42 pm
Dear Liv,
I'm not good at writing anything like Sayu or Merri can, but I'm going to try my best. When I say you're one of the most amazing people I know, I mean it. It makes me glad that I remembered DGM and found the Thread that would eventually lead into a whole new family for me. I met you and so many others that I can actually relate to in more ways then I could with even some of my closet friends in real life. I'm glad that we've lasted even this long, no many how many people have either left or don't get on enough to see. But we've still been here for over a year! That's big, no matter how small anyone may see it as! No matter how many downs we have, we can make it better with twice as many ups. It can just all start with a 'Welcome Home' that started out as a simple 'Welcome Back.' Liv, you're always going to be family to me. And to everyone else here. 'I love you' is really never going to be enough. It's so much more than that! Looking back at all the good times like goofing off in towns, all the events and parties that were made possible by you that everyone enjoyed, and just anyone random thing that happened in the Coomon Room like the chibis getting stuck in the air vents, are only part of that love. Theres so many more memories, and I know I won't be able to name them all no matter how hard I try. Theres that many of them. I want you to know that even if we never met like you meet with Road, Kizu, Kiwi, and anyone else, that I'm still a part of this too. I always will be as long as I can help it. So I'm going to end this with those simple words that will never be enough.
I love you.
With my heart and best wishes, Wing
P.S. My video still has a part of the love in it. It's not much, but I still hope it makes you smile, like yours makes me smile still.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 1:04 pm
Dear Livvy,
I know I haven't been on recently, and when I got the announcment of your leaving for a bit I was pretty shocked. I want to say thank you for all the things you've done for us, the guild, since it started. I still remember the first time we all met at the ball, that day will forever be in my heart. We've all matured, and some people have left, but I will forever try to stay active and post as much as I can for you, and everyone else. No matter where people are, I like to think that our family will be forever connected through our memories. Every moment i've spent with you and everyone else are most likely the most fun i've had- or will ever have. I know this doesn't really make sense, and it's kinda cheesy, but..- Me, and everyone else, will patiently await your return and will lovingly welcome you back with open arms. >//< Miss you, -Chaoe
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 3:13 pm
Dear Liv,
I want to first of all thank you for accepting me in the guild. I Haven't been here for that long but i had fun with the time Iv'e had here. It's been a pleasure meeting you and some of the people here. I hope you come back soon and i will try to come more often in the future to support the guild and what your trying to do. Come back soon.
-Jay
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Posted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 5:59 am
Liv~ D; i have no idea what i shuld write to you and my english grammar sucks because its not my first language ,_, but i'll try my best to express myself. Liv you'w been such a good friend to talk to here at the guild i'll always remeber how you talked to everyone when we posted in the forums and such. it was really fun to just hang around here and chat with you. um um and you'w been such a good captain, and i want to thank you for everything Dx i dunno what to say anyomre. lots of huggs ~Goddes of pain
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Posted: Sat Nov 28, 2009 1:19 pm
I don't know what to say. I haven't been really active in this guild. However, I have seen Liv hardwork to revive this guild. I was very impressed that she hadn't given up at all and so I started trying to post once in a while. All I can say is thank you Liv!! This is an art that Domo and I ordered for you, as our way to say thank you!  EDIT: What on earth... Why is my post on the first page? Gaia's messed up =____= I will fix it later.... EDIT 2: I posted this problem in the Q&A section: http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/questions-assistance/lastest-posts-appearing-on-top/t.56604204/
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