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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 2:44 am
Concrete Angel
She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace, oh
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel
Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear but they turn out the light
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it will be too late
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel
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Posted: Wed Aug 12, 2009 5:35 am
Ten years ago a little boy made friends with a little girl. But little did he know, this nine year old girl had the biggest secret ever.
And no, it wasn't that she had an extra cookie for breakfast every morning or that she stole a sharpie marker from the teachers desk.
It was something that nine year olds should never have to deal with.
And when the little boy finally figured it out, it ws too late. Because the next morning, after hearing screams and cries all night, the cops swarmed his neighboors house.
A little girl, his best friend, died that night.
And he didn't do anything to save her.
He didn't fully understand it then, but as he got older, he learned more and more. And turns out... his best friend, Ellie, was abused by her mom while her drunk dad sat by and watched it happen.
Five years after Ellie's death, her mother was sentenced to life in prison for murder, and her dad for assisted.
Why does this matter so much to this boy ten years later?
It really hit him hard, especially as he undestood what had happened to his best childhood friend. And now he's so detatched from everyone its scary.
Can one girl change that?
Because one of his friends, that he won't let close, is starting to see behind his mask. She's noticing his depression and how he acts different around certain people.
And she realizes that his community services, revovlves around helping abused children.
At first, she thinks he's the abused one.
But once she does some digging, she finds his past.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 12, 2009 5:37 am
o1. Accepting
(If you're literate/semi-literate, PM me the profile, everything is right and I like it. You'll be accepted.)
o2. Godmodding and Cybering
(Just don't. 'kay?)
o3. Text Talk
(NO!!! No, just no alright? Its annoying. They teach you proper grammer in fourth grade use it here, please!)
o4. Questions?
(Just PM them to me. Titled question.)
o5. Kicking
(If you misbehave or don't follow my rules you'll get one warning (if I see fit) or you'll be kicked. By my judgement.)
o6. Play Nice
(Don't fight in the OCC or anything. Just be nice!)
o7. OCC
(Use brackets of some sort. add a heart to your profile, also.)
o8. Colors, italics, bold, ect
(Use color, but not too bright, italics are thoughts.)
o9. Rules
(Follow them. I can add and modify as I please.)
10. Profie
(Title the PM with the name of your character and place a drama llama at the bottom.)
11. Absent
(Tell me if you're leaving for a long time. If you don't post for 4 days you will be replaced.)
12. FUN
(SIlLY! ITS REQUIRED(: )
13. Reservations
(I will accept reservations always!...well until we have four people 2 boys 2 girls.)
14. By The Way,
If I have not roleplayed with you before, please send in a roleplaying sample either from a roleplay that you are in or were in, or one that you just wrote.
This is to ensure that we do not let in illiterate peeps thats gonna let my roleplay dieeee. thanks!
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Posted: Wed Aug 12, 2009 5:42 am
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[align=left][size=15][color two]{[Greeting]}[/color][/size][size=10] you can call me [u]{[Nickname]}[/u]. I was born in {[year]}, making me [color three]{[age, 18-19]}[/color]. [/size][/align]
[align=right][color one][size=15]The Past, Should Remain Just That:[/color][/size]
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[color two][size=15]Underneath My Skin:[/size][/color][size=10]{[one paragraph [thats atleast six sentances] of personality]}[/align]
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[align=center][color one][size=13]Tied Together With A Smile; [/size][/color][/align]
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 12, 2009 5:44 am
Places People!
Boy;  Bradley Christofer Lambert I'm kinda busy, but hi, you can call me Brad. I was born in 1990, making me Nineteen. The Past, Should Remain Just That:
I don't know why I have to tell you this, but I'm super busy and don't feel like fighting, so here it is...
Basically, I was raised in a nice family. Mother, father, older sister and a younger sister. Everything was great and dandy up until third grade. Thats when I met Ellie. She was my age and just different. For whatever reason, I was sitting next to her in class and she asked to borrow my crayons.
Well, I was one of the cool kids that had those sixty four packs of crayons right? So I was like, sure. No big deal, as long as she didn't break them and they went right back to their place, it was fine.
So, it all started with a pink crayon and then at lunch we sat together, because she really didn't have any friends and most kids thought I was weird.
I guess, I was. I didn't like dirt or mud. I never, ever was caught dead eating my paste and I always colored inside the lines.
Ha, I had OCD from the day I was born.
But anyway, her and I started to hang out a lot at school. But when I asked if she wanted to come over after school, she got all weird about it.
So I suggested going to her house and thats when she completely changed topics.
We never hung out outside of school. Which was so odd because she literally lived right next door to me. Her bedroom window and mine faced each other.
So I saw her sometimes, but it was nothing much.
Looking back now, I remember her having a lot of bruises, cuts and burns. But when I had asked her how she got them, she muttered off something about falling or some excuse. I took it at face value back then, but now I know.
I know everything.
One night there was a lot of screaming next door. Mom didn't want to do anything, Dad was on a business trip and my oldest sister said to mind my own business.
I sat in my room and watched as her mother screamed and yelled at her. She was grabbing her by the arms and then she slammed the curtains shut.
I couldn't see anymore. But Ellie, she looked pretty terrified.
And later I found out why.
Ellie and I never shared crayons again.
Her mother had pushed her down the staircase and she smacked her head on the basement floor.
Those bruises, cuts and burns- Her mother had caused them. Her mother abused her all nine years of her life. It was horrible. And I did nothing.
I've always blamed myself.
And I tried to make up for it by helping out with charities and such for abused kids. But the guilt still remains.
So, I've never really gotten close to anybody since. And I'm still OCD, if not worse.
But now there's this girl Scarlette..she's trying to get in. Climb over my wall and actually...befriend me or something? I'm not sure I like it...
Underneath My Skin:
I'm very organized. OCD maniac. I love to help kids, and am thinking about becoming a teacher for elementary school. I'm guarded, and don't let people in. I'm also very protective over my little sister. Despite my GPA and nerdy qualities, I work out all the time and I gotta say, I'm pretty built. Which helps when I have to do a lot of lifting for certain events.
Here For The Party:
oo1. Charities
oo2. Helping Abused Kids
oo3. Being Alone
oo4. Coffee, its your friend when you're working on charities and studying for exams.
oo5. Working Out, though I'm no jock Don't Do Me No Good:
oo1. Abusive Parents
oo2. Screaming
oo3. Television; it lies
oo4. Therapy
oo5. Blue M&Ms
Tied Together With A Smile; Bring Me To Life ;; Evanesence 
Girl;
 Scarlette May LivelyHey there Stranger! Got any candy? you can call me Scar or May. I was born in 1991, making me eighteen years mature. Ha! The Past, Should Remain Just That:
Perfection goes a long way doesn't it? Too bad I wasn't graced with it. Mother died giving birth to me, no problem right? Daddy did his best to raise me, though to be frank, he sucked! I still love him. Thankfully my aunt did better and completely made me into the girl that I am now. I have my own thoughts baby!
Ha, so as I grew up I got guy's attentions. It was kind of scary at first to have guys swooning over me but I grew used to it and well..
I fell in love with one of them. He stood out from the rest even from the very beginning. Know what sucks? We dated. He hated me. End of happily ever after for Scarlette. I'm serious. He was everything to me. I devoted myself day and night for him, but I still wasn't enough!
So school became my passion, extra-curricular activities and charities too! That's where I met Brad.
Quiet and mysterious, he intrigued me and I want to find out why he isolates himself from the world (I don't do it!) besides, we could be more than friends. Best friends! That's exactly what I need! A closer friend. I don't even know if he considers me a friend...Hmm...
Too bad for him I already consider him my friend.
Underneath My Skin:I am outgoing, but I don't flaunt it! (usually don't anyway) I like to talk to people just so I get to know them better. I love hearing about people because I feel like their lives is so much interesting and far more intriguing. Plus, who doesn't like to talk about themselves and have someone listen? Did I mention I'm kind of random? I'm the kind of girl who will bust out laughing cause someone said something perverted without realizing. I eat when I'm bored cause eating is fun! I work out too much. Boys drive me crazy. Did I mention I don't date anymore?
Just call me social butterfly! I live life with a smile because live is too precious to waste with tears. (and if I cry then I'll hide). Needless to say I'm a bit different but nothing is bad with that?
I am curious by nature. I love to read and have fun, but that's just me. A fun-life-loving girl! Here For The Party:
oo1. Helping out
oo2. Cheesy Pick-up lines
oo3. Sunsets
oo4. Bungee jumping
oo5. Stargazing Don't Do Me No Good:
oo1. Jerks
oo2. Long lines
oo3. People who want you to do everything for them
oo4. Traffic
oo5. Cockroaches
Tied Together With A Smile; 
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Posted: Mon Aug 17, 2009 11:45 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 17, 2009 12:48 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 17, 2009 4:48 pm
I'm a control freak ↔ ɓʋȶ [ σϑʈ σʄ ȼѳиʇɍѳʃ ] letting go.xoxoxoxo Sammi's shist. steal and get burned. 
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ilysBut the ironic part is that's where
xoxoxoxothe freedom is, right at that moment of letting go.
ilysUltimately, it's the biggest
xoxoxoxorelease......
ilysYour face it dances and it haunts me
xoxoxoxoYour laughter's still ringing in my ears.
ilysI still find pieces of your presence here
xoxoxoxoEven after all these years
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Bradley grabbed his blackberry and ran out the door. After jumping into his blue Avalanche truck and got in. His phone was balanced between his ear and shoulder as he started up the truck and pulled out of his driveway. His laptop bag and messenger bag sat next to him in the seat as he sped off to the charity fundraising event that he had to attend today.
It was about thirty minutes from his house and he was running late for the first time ever. And it bugged him to no end.
So he called his friend there to let everyone know he'd be a few minutes late.
He hung up and drove over to grab some coffee at a gas station and then had to speed that much faster.
Once he was there everyone was getting ready to start the run.
Normally, he'd be in the run with everyone but he had to work at the consessions for the people watching. And he had to study for his college exam that was on the next day.
Brad sighed heavily and parked as he arrived, sprinting to the stand he had to work. And then after the run there was food, rides and basically a full carnival.
That he had put together with the help of two other people.
Scarlette and some random dude that was always hitting on her.
"Hey Scar, sorry I'm late." He walked in, throwing on his apron thing so he could cook the barbeque.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Aug 17, 2009 9:13 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 18, 2009 1:37 am
I'm a control freak ↔ ɓʋȶ [ σϑʈ σʄ ȼѳиʇɍѳʃ ] letting go.xoxoxoxo Sammi's shist. steal and get burned.
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ilysBut the ironic part is that's where
xoxoxoxothe freedom is, right at that moment of letting go.
ilysUltimately, it's the biggest
xoxoxoxorelease......
ilysYour face it dances and it haunts me
xoxoxoxoYour laughter's still ringing in my ears.
ilysI still find pieces of your presence here
xoxoxoxoEven after all these years
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Brad tossed the food onto the grill as the little blonde girl ran off, smiling about her star. "I'm cooking," He groaned, hating not know what wwas going on with his own project.
"I had to do some last minute things for a class last night, and then this morning I overslept." He flipped some burgers before glancing around.
"What have I missed?" He was only about twenty minutes late. But still, he was usually two hours early.
For everything.
He mumbled to himself about running so late while he looked down at the girl in a tight tee shirt next to him. He averted his eyes away, easily.
And not because she wasn't pretty, but because he hadn't so much as kissed a girl except for a few times. But that was beside the point.
Bradley Lambert didn't date. Ever. Because he didn't let people in.
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Aɳȡ σϼəɲɨɲg ʋℙ ɦᾳ₰ ᾳℓway₰ bєєn the ɦᾳℜdє₰t thing, ʋntiℓ yoʋ cᾳɱє.restless and sammi. ;D
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 18, 2009 12:15 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 18, 2009 1:26 pm
samanthaualani I'm a control freak ↔ ɓʋȶ [ σϑʈ σʄ ȼѳиʇɍѳʃ ] letting go.xoxoxoxo Sammi's shist. steal and get burned.
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ilysBut the ironic part is that's where
xoxoxoxothe freedom is, right at that moment of letting go.
ilysUltimately, it's the biggest
xoxoxoxorelease......
ilysYour face it dances and it haunts me
xoxoxoxoYour laughter's still ringing in my ears.
ilysI still find pieces of your presence here
xoxoxoxoEven after all these years
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xxxxxxoooooBrad Christofer Lambert . . .
Brad chuckled. "Ah Jason, he's one heck of a flirt I've noticed," He glanced over at the sun kissed haired guy and shook his head. "Can't blame him for hitting on you though," He mumbled.
He was never a ladies man. Never a smooth talker. Just a nice guy that was hiding everything from everyone. "Go on rides?" He looked over at the rides.
"Highly doubt it," Brad didn't like rides of any sort. You had no control over anything when you were sitting in the small carts or enclosed in the gandalas. He hated the feeling of no control. And he just could never handle it.
"Maybe I'll let you paint me later," He stook his tongue out, something playful that he rarely did, as she walked away.
Brad started serving the hot dogs and hamburgers to the long line of customers while trying to make sure everything else was in order.
Once the line died down he grabbed a burger and a paper plate before he walked over to Scar's face painting stand.
"Hey stranger," It had been about an hour since they talked.
"Hows the stand going?"
The run was almost over and he'd have to hurry back to the consession stand to give out three hundred waters to the runners.
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Aɳȡ σϼəɲɨɲg ʋℙ ɦᾳ₰ ᾳℓway₰ bєєn the ɦᾳℜdє₰t thing, ʋntiℓ yoʋ cᾳɱє.restless and sammi. ;D
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 18, 2009 8:46 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 18, 2009 9:15 pm
I'm a control freak ↔ ɓʋȶ [ σϑʈ σʄ ȼѳиʇɍѳʃ ] letting go.xoxoxoxo Sammi's shist. steal and get burned.
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ilysBut the ironic part is that's where
xoxoxoxothe freedom is, right at that moment of letting go.
ilysUltimately, it's the biggest
xoxoxoxorelease......
ilysYour face it dances and it haunts me
xoxoxoxoYour laughter's still ringing in my ears.
ilysI still find pieces of your presence here
xoxoxoxoEven after all these years
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"No candy, but I do have a cheeseburger for the beautiful artist," He grinned and handed it over to Scarlett.
Brad glanced around, seeing tons of kids showing off their faces to their friends. He smiled a bit more, he did love kids. Especially happy kids.
"They are adorable. And you're great with them," He observed before jumping over the line of lawn chairs around the stand.
He sat down beside her and chuckled. "Flirting? I don't have time to flirt, you know that. I'm always running around," Brad looked her over, paint on her hands and a bit on her cheek.
And being the clean freak that he was, he reached over and gently whiped the splotch from her face. "But I thought you deserved a quick bite."
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Aɳȡ σϼəɲɨɲg ʋℙ ɦᾳ₰ ᾳℓway₰ bєєn the ɦᾳℜdє₰t thing, ʋntiℓ yoʋ cᾳɱє.restless and sammi. ;D
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 19, 2009 4:15 pm
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