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After this post, I am no longer able to go onto the internet.
My dad's cutting our connection, just because of my sister.
Picture this: your wife is sick. You're back from a long trip. You come home to find your failing daughter on the internet, AGAIN. It obviously seems like she doesn't give a damn about her grades, her mom, you...everything. Giving that mood, I'm sure you'd do the same thing as my dad; more even.

Sadly I'm affected. The good person who constantly tries to understand all of them and make my sister change, as futile as it is. The good kid that's been woken up in the middle of the night to take the blood pressure of your parents and giving sound medical advice with a half-asleep brain. The good kid that now has zero time for himself because he's now supposed to manage the new business his parents has. The good kid who just got told off for not changing the water dispenser's water because he's sick and more focused on getting more fluids in his system; not to mention strained out because he should be in bed asleep, not watching over the whole household while everyone's away. The good kid who just got his internet cut just because of his bad sister.

This is so f-ing unfair. Tell the truth, my whole life's so f-ing unfair. First off, I should've been dead, 20 years and 11 months ago...more than that actually. I'm born with a faulty heart with a hole that was supposed to be closed is still open. I was brought four years old into a foreign land and society where I was supposed to immediately adapt to (I don't mean anything when I say this, USA. I just had a rough start with you guys). Then when I fitted into said culture, I was forced to GO BACK to my old culture and society, and expected of the same. It took me three f-ing years to relearn my old language. Three f-ing years of torment. Don't also get me started on college; it was a whole f-ing mess. I'm just glad it's over.

Tell the truth, I should still have been in the USA. If only my dad's contractor then gave him the original contract, I would still be living in Illinois, happier than I am right now. If my dad didn't start a business here; the whole year we were here would've just been a vacation and I'd be back to Bs and As in school.
I'm all over this now...but looking at all of this right now; it's so f-ing unfair. I don't care if this whole life's just a test or struggle...I've HAD IT with my life being broken up by other people and their "bright" ideas.
*pants* well, bye everyone. *sighs and sulks away in a corner*

I'm so sorry to hear that, Trias. I don't know exactly what you're going through, but if you ever need someone to talk to when next you're able to get online, you know where I am.

*hugs* We'll miss you! It just won't be the same without you. Stay safe and take care, buddy.