Bella's Personal thread [CRAPLOADS of updates]

[Belladona Nightshade]

Bella's Personal thread

Curious about what Bella's up to these days? What her schedule is like for commissions, projects, daily life? Then this is a good place to find out.

Here Bella will pretty much list everything she is up to including a personal mini blog of daily life events, outings, trips & current IRL situations. You can also see what animes/shows she's watching, books she's reading and games she's playing. This is also the best way to find out about the art she is doing, how close to completion she is, and if she's ever taking commissions.

Basically, if you love stalking people, Bella has just made it easier for you. lol

Index

• Personal Mini-blog
  
• BOWBS Work list
  
• Commissions/Art lists (completion % & Prices)
  
• WIPS
  
• Personal Art Projects
  
• Fan-Fiction and Original Stories
  
• Hobby Center

 

[Belladona Nightshade]

Personal Mini-blog

This is basically the place where I talk about my everyday life & the things that happen in it. I might even ask for advice in this section so if you have anything that can help me in my struggles, I'd be happy to hear it. ^_^

Quote:

Caught in between
21/05/09

For as long as I can remember I’ve always felt like I was behind everyone else. I was always fighting against myself and letting myself fall into an astounding amount of vicious circles as everyone else was advancing and growing up with welcoming happiness. I always feared being one of “the others”. My time on earth is so little so why do I have to go through the normal social restrictions that both are meant to define yet bound us? I’m not socially awkward or scared of people, in fact, I really enjoy other’s company and what makes me happiest is seeing others become excited about the things I suggest or do. And so far, things have gone by smoothly.

However, as I’m forced to face the realization of how old I am and what the world expects of me, I suddenly find myself hiding in a neurosis; restricting my growth by covering it up with “fear”. I’m scared of being independent. I’m scared of being “free”. I’m scared of facing this world even though I am confident that I can live in it, while retaining my sense of self. So what’s the problem?

I think it’s because in the end I ultimately fear the passage of time and the fact that I have to eventually come face to face with change. A lot of things right now are threatening this stability: The fact that my only family may be leaving for another country and that I have no choice but to “grow” and take responsibility for my life.

I’ve never been the carefree type. I tend to think things through and not make the typical stupid mistakes that others do. However, the mistakes I do make are often boggling and uncommon yet ultimate worth about 100 little, typical ones. I do things that stop myself from succeeding and that lead to the destruction of everything I work for.

I’ve been running around this way for years and I know that this has to stop. I see my boyfriend, waiting for me, and he is one of the people that makes me hate myself even more. Not because he doesn’t think I can do it… but because how unaware he is of the frightened child inside me that has taken over; that has gone crazy with selfishness and fear.

However (and this I know well), the longer I wait… the more difficult it becomes. So, I have to plunge forward and break my fear. I know that this evil weakness won’t die by this alone… but I need to make steps towards it quickly. I need to remove the suffocating heaviness that binds me. So now, tomorrow I will go and fix one of the major things stopping me from succeeding… and finally complete my education.

Wish me luck.

 

[Belladona Nightshade]

BOWBS Work list

This is where I will post basically all the projects that I either want or have to do involving BOWBS. There will be some things with deadlines, others when I free time and others... if I can get my life together enough to make time for! xd

Current Work list

• Make newest page (weekly)
  
  
• Finish JB Line Art (individual picture)
  
• Start Serayoth Gift Art
  
• Film BOWBS Commentaries Ep3
  
• Draw freebies for Serayoth contest
  
  Aspiring Projects:
  
• Start drawing for BOWBS Calender
  
• Work on BOWBS Animation
  
• Find voice actors for characters

 

[Belladona Nightshade]

Commissions/Art lists
(completion % & Prices)

Pretty self explanatory. lol

Gaia Prices: I'm in bribe mode (meaning you will have to pay a pretty penny if you want anything from me) until I finish all my commissions + my art trades.
Prices will be posted for BOWBS Guild members (special prices) and other non-guild members.

RL Projects:

• Pastel Drawing of my BF's grandparents - 45%
  
• Paintings for my friend Marie (3) - 10%
  
  Gaia Commissions:
  
• ExtremeDanceKat - 100%
  
• Korda - 0%
  
• Serayoth - 0%
  
  Art Trades:
  
• Zeldyn (Aura) - 20%
  
• FiaFreckles - 50%
  
• Kasumi-Tan+SilentJ75 (one picture) - 0%
  
  Contest Entries:
  
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  Gifts:
  
• seagirl714 - 0%
  
• AndrewAnimation - 0%
  
• KingdomKing13 - 0%
  
• Euclids_Triangle - 0%
  
• April_lily - 0%
  
• Esa's B-day drawing

Newst Commission

Newest Commission Art

Gaia Commissions

Here I'll post some of the art I've sold on Gaia.

Old Favorites

 

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WIPs

Personal Art WIPs:

Commission Art WIPs:

Art Trade WIPs:

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Fan Fictions:

• Harry Potter fan fiction continuation: Nightshade series Part 3
  
• Kingdom Hearts Fanfiction Project with Aeshin: Shadows of the Heart
  
• Eventual re-write of SUPER OLD DBZ fan fiction + redraw art

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[Belladona Nightshade]

Personal Art Projects


Here is where I will place either art I have done for myself of little projects I wanted to do (but maybe never will. lol)
Or art work that has no real theme to it. xd

Enjoy!

Newest Personal Completed Art


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Kingdom Hearts Projects

I have had 3 KH projects lingering in my head for a long time. Here is some of the art of those projects.


The Search for Light



Approach the Dawn
(Working name)



Shadows of the Heart
(Working name)


More to come...

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Other
(Things with their own category/story )

 

[Belladona Nightshade]

FanFictions/Original Stories

Harry Potter Fan Fictions:


• Nightshades and Moonlight (2001 to 2002)
  COMPLETE - Nightshade Series story 1 - Obsolete BOOK 5
  Bill Weasley was sent by Gringotts to complete an odd job at Hogwarts for a mysterious client.
  With werewolves, caverns, magical objects and a new DADA teacher, Bill definitely has his hands full!
  
  
• Sandy Roads aka A Very Weasley FanFic (2002)
  COMPLETE - Nightshade Series story 2
  This story happens about 2-3 years before Harry begins school but not before the other Weasleys make their appearances!
  It's bound to be a VERY Weasley Story!
  
  
• All for Love (2003)
  COMPLETE - Ron + Hermione fluff - Obsolete BOOK 7
  An emotional 7th year HR story full of mysteries. Will also appeal to Draco fans.
  The Trio's final adventure will take your breath away.
  
  
• The Azkaban Diaries (2003)
  Diary Form - Co-written - Sirius PoV
  The memoires of an innocent man are finally put to light as he spends the next 12 years within the walls of Azkaban Wizard Prison.
  How did Sirius keep his sanity? How did he escape?

Fan Fictions WIP/never finished :

• Harry Potter fan fiction continuation: Nightshade series Part 3
  
• Kingdom Hearts Fanfiction Project with Aeshin: Shadows of the Heart
  
• Eventual re-write of SUPER OLD DBZ fan fiction + redraw art

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Original Story Projects:


• Trinia Magic Capital (2005 or 2006)
  (Fantasy/adventure story featuring Sol Abydos as the main character.
  Magic teachers, Guardian fighters, And a Magic Academy... all that good stuff.)
  
  
  
• King of the Haunted (2004)
  (Fantasy story about a man obsessed with immortality, a fallen angel
  and a world that will fall to ruin unless they can send that angel back. (Potential shonen-ai fic)
  
  
  
• The Montague Boys (2003-2004)
  (Shakespear's classic Romeo and Juliet told previous to the play before Romeo ever meets Juliet... or so it seems.)
  Set in a modern time with my personal twist on all of the characters.
  Art Links: Romeo, Benvolio, Rosaline, Juliet, Mercutio, Confession, Balcony
  Note: I want to redraw this and finish off the writing. This was meant to be a fan fiction but I never continued it. I figure, with my art being better then it was then, I could really make the characters look much better! heart

 

[Belladona Nightshade]

Hobby Center

This is basically the place where I post up all my games, books, movies, manga, anime... well, all the stuff I'm either playing, watching or reading. lol
If you see something on my list you want to talk about, then don't be shy. biggrin

Videogames

Games I'm playing that I own:

• Okami Wii version (Replaying)
  
• Kingdom Hearts Re:CoM (starting slooooowly cause I played GBA version)
  
• Guitar Hero World tour Wii version (unlocking)
  
• Final fantasy 3 (not active)
  
• Tales of the Abyss (just started)
  
• Tales of Symphonia 2 (didn't start)
  
• Dragon Quest 8 (in the middle, on stand by)
  
  Games I'm playing that I borrowed:
  
• God of War II
  
• Final Fantasy 12

Anime series:

• Re-Downloading: ALL of Dragonball + DBZ (crazy! xd )
  
• Downloaded: Code Geass
  
• Started: D-Grey Man (seen 2 eps)
  
• Stopped Downloading Naruto at: Naruto Shippuden 60 or 70 something...
  
• Stopped DL Bleach at: Jeeze... I don't even remember. >_> 180 something. confused
  
• Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood (ep 12)
  
• The melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi (Ep 10)

Manga:

• Ouran Highschool Host Club (Haruhi Parents Special)
  
• Honey Hunt (Ch 19)
  
• Ottoman (Ch 10)
  
• Naruto (Ch 453)
  
• School Rumble (Ch4 cool
  
• OYAYUBI KARA ROMANCE (Vol 2 Ch08 )
  
• Mixed Vegetable (Vol 4)
  
• Natsume Yuujinchou (Ch 3)
  
• Sauryama (Vol 6 Ch21)

Books

• L.A. Woman by Cathy Yardley(reading)
  
• The namesake by Jhumpa Lahiri
  
• HP6 Half-Blood Prince by J.K.Rowling (re-reading for movie)