Okay heres whats happened. Yesterday, my friend Thomas, watched his dad bleed to death. I feel so bad about that because I want to be there for him (his dad was the only person he had and hes only seventeen) but I cant be there for him because he lives like 2 hours away from me. I just want to go to him and hold him to make sure he'll be okay (of course he wont what am I talking about)
Okay and on top of that, today I find out that my best friend/ex bf/love of my life, Patrick, and his two friends Anthony and Nick get busted for drinking and smoking weed. Now I am soooo very angry at Patrick and I think he deserves to go to jail for a little while. Even though it hurts to say so, I truly believe that, and I kept telling him it would happen sooner or later and he didnt believe me. So who was right and who was wrong!?!?!?!?!?
Okay back to the most shocking part, Nick (he was a friend of mine as well) committed suicide because he was going to go to prison for this. And thats hte most shocking part. I dont know what to do, I dont know what to say, I want to cry but I cant, and I just want someone I can talk to. He was a friend, not a really close one but we hung out every once in a while and he was a cool guy. I want someone to tell me everything will be fine even if it wont.
RIP NICK AUGUST 29, 2008
PS I posted this in the LI on friday the 29th
