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 Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:19 pm
...With your heart kindle my Heart... This is the journal of the Ashe Toulouse and his owner Ivyro. Only those with express permission may post excluding staff members. In here will be recorded the private thoughts and writings of both Ashe and guardian as seen by their creators. All interviews, opinions and/or commentary provided is not assumedly the same of the staff of Ashes of the Wind. Name // Toulouse Guardian // Felicity Ryecroft Court // Seelie Role: // ??? Stage // Teen Gender // Male Wind // North Personality // Very suspicious of others but deep down is tender Abilities // Levitation Likes // Bothering Felicity, anything sweet, and music Dislikes // Loud noise, crowds of people, and dark places
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:51 pm
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I can do everything except the one thing I want the most. The sun will stop shining the day I forget. I can still see everything clearly in my mind, like a photo, like a movie reel. Ever present, ever playing. All the sights and sounds and emotions of that day will never cease their continuous circuit through my memory. After all this time, I can still see the vibrant splash of red across gold marble and the blind eyes of my family staring up at me, accusingly.
Even in death, they blame me. I was their Prince, their Sovereign. I should have been everything that they were not. I should have been there. I should have saved them. I should never have trusted Him nor fell in love Her. There were so many things that I wish I could have changed that day, but wishing never changes anything. Wishing, like my tears, serve only be swallowed up by the black nothingness of my heart.
Still, I desperately wish that I could have died trying to save them. That is the only thing in the world that I want the most. I want to be dead, like them. The universe has ignored my wish for death, instead giving me a second life that I never wanted nor deserved.
I would kill myself but I am too much the coward. They died because I was frightened and I live because I am frightened. I hate my life. I should have been punished, not rewarded, for my unforgivable sins. When will this mad season end? Will I ever find the redemption I crave in life that I know I will surely find in death? I pray…
May I never be complete. May I never be content. May I never be delivered.
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:52 pm
::Journal Log::
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years 08.15.08 Dusty Concerto pt 2. Growing up comes with a little pain. 08.12.08 The Dusty Concerto pt 1. Toulouse finally grows up and finds something that reminds him of home. 07.21.08 Rp List 07.16.08 Down with the Heart. Toulouse's dream. 06.23.08 Owies and Questions. Felicity finally discovers the name of the golden boy. 06.08.08 Unexpected Call pt. 2 posted. Felicity meets a strange child. 06.07.08 Toulouse's Journal has been set up along with the first entry, Unexpected Call pt 1.
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:53 pm
::Toulouse::
Steady hands, just take the wheel...And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead  Name: Aurelien vel’De Felicien - Goes by Toulouse after the usurping of the Silver King
Age: Claims to be 2,000 years old but Felicity doubts this.
Positive Qualities: Loyal, Tender, and Fair
Negative Qualities: Self-centered, Inflexible, and Suspicious
Personality (at a glance): Toulouse is overbearing and pompous in tone. He treats most as underlings to his superiority. He was taught to be higher than others, due to the fact that he was raised since birth in the Seelie Courts of Faerie. Most of the time he hides behind a haughty façade, especially when he doesn’t want his true feelings known. His mask was, and is, his security when standing in front of Faerie Nobles and people who he doesn‘t trust. It was a dangerous thing, especially in his younger years, to let any emotion other than disdain show in front of others.
Although Toulouse can be more than a pit prickly, he does have his good points. He’s loyal to a fault, once anyone has gained his trust. He won’t betray anyone he loves and cares about even on pain of death. If you can get past his cold exterior, you’ll find that he’s a very gentle soul deep down.
Downfall: Once Toulouse is over his suspicion of a person, he puts all his emotions into trusting them. There is almost nothing anyone could do to lose his trust, short of killing him. He is just too trusting for his own good once he decides it. He knows that the world is full of people and their wicked ways, but he just can't seem to think badly of anyone once he creates a real friendship with someone he considers a kindred spirit.
Crux of Downfall: His trust is not easily gained and is hard to come by. This alone saves him from from the personality flaw of trusting too much.
Appearance: Toulouse has golden blond hair and vibrant blue eyes. The eyes are his father’s and the hair his mother’s. His father, Absolon, was flabbergasted when he found out that his only son had hair like gold instead of silver. Toulouse’s skin is a pale honey color, boarding a little on the pasty side. He’s thin, lithe, and very graceful. Also wears a small golden key about his neck.
Family: Toulouse had three younger sisters and a mother and a father. Toulouse revered the four women in his life with undying love and affection. He’d protect their honor to the death and didn’t take kindly to anyone speaking ill of them. Toulouse’s father, on the other hand, was cool and aloof towards his only son, so Toulouse only ever got to know him from afar. He never had a good relationship with his steely father and never held a good opinion of the silver haired Fey.
Father (Pure Sidhe): The (former) Silver King of Light and Illusion, Absolon vel'De Felician
Mother (Part Sidhe part Brownie): The (former) Queen Columbine
Three Sisters (Triplets from young to old): Adelaide, Arielle, Angelique
Likes: Anything sweet and coated in sugar, reading poetry, music, and bugging Felicity
Dislikes: Loud noises, crowds of people, fancy affairs, and dark places
Favorite Food: Chocolate
Favorite Hobby: Playing the violin
Favorite Time of Day: Noon
Secret: Loves small children
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:54 pm
::Felicity::
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Name: Felicity Ryecroft
Age: 24
Positive Qualities:
Negative Qualities:
Personality:
Downfall:
Crux of Downfall:
Appearance:
Family:
Father:
Mother:
Siblings:
Likes:
Dislikes:
Favorite Food: Strawberries
Favorite Hobby: Reading and collecting vintage books
Favorite Time of Day: Sunset
Secret:
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:55 pm
The Ryecroft Cottage it located near the small town of Lafayette, Ohio. The cottage resides about 4 miles outside of town. The nearest house is 2 miles away. Felicity's cottage is secluded enough for her liking, but not so far away from human society for it to be dangerous.
Lafayette currently has about 304 residents as taken by the U.S. census in 2000.
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::First Floor Room Decor::
Foyer -
Master Bedroom -
Master Bathroom -
Kitchen -
Breakfast Nook -
Utility Closet -
Great Room (Living Room) -
Garage -
::Basement Room Decor::
Bedroom Left -
Bedroom Right -
Bathroom Left -
Bathroom Right -
Rec. Room -
Wet Bar -
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:56 pm
::Album::
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:58 pm
::Toy Box::
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 1:59 pm
::The Ashe::
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Marzipan:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion:
Aelia:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion: None
Zaden:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion: None
Melusine:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion: None
Kashya:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion: None
Rioge:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion: None
Wit:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion: None
Julien:
Toulouse's opinion: He adores the fair haired boy. Julien reminds him a lot of his youngest sister when she was his age. Toulouse aspires to live up to the friendship that Julien offered him.
Felicity's opinion: Enjoys Julien very much and sees him to be a good influence on her grumpy child. Felicity hopes the Toulouse will become more open in the future because of Julien.
Aesop:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion: None
Achara:
Toulouse's opinion: None
Felicity's opinion: None
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 2:00 pm
::Reserved::
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 2:01 pm
::Reserved::
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 2:03 pm
::Reserved::
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 2:04 pm
::Credits::
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be oh, do u see what I see... The Cottage and Floor plans (c) Donald A. Gardener Inc.
Stop and Stare by OneRepublic (c) 2008 Mosley Music/Interscope Records
Character Profile Portraits (c) TableTopWatch
Journal Layout (c) RaiMidori and Faustus - Thank you so much for the use! -squishes- I love how you created your journal.
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 2:06 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 2:07 pm
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