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Yeah. I can see. Also she said that she needed to ask me something after she'd talked to this other guy and I said I had a feeling I knew what it was about, which was being a rebound but she said it would be weird going out with me because of the afore mentioned thing. I actually said it then but she'd said it once before. Anyhoo, due to that and other things, I still get the feeling she's gonna ask me out.

I am slightly confuddled but meh. If not then I'll keep doing what I always do: Keep everything to myself and not let anyone know what I' thinking. I'm too much of a coward to ask her out anyway. It's strange that it's other people that have asked me out instead of me asking them. I've never seen what they see in me but there must be something.

L'huzzah, we're going out now. She said the thinking of me like a "big brother" thing because she thought I would think she was sad and desperate, or something like that, so that she could try and make herself believe it so then she wouldn't like me any more. In truth, she want me all over the floor. There's a problem though. Her parents don't like me. It's nothing personal, they just don't trust people of my age. Point is: I can't go to her place and she might not be able to come to mine 'cause we live on the same street and they might realise where she's going.

Heh, I did something similar... I liked this one guy, but knew he was all wrong for me, so I convinced myself that I consider him an older brother.... it eventually worked... xD I guess some girls take that approach??

*Scratches his recently shaved chin*

Maybe. Anyhoo, I'd say that her parents have nothing to wory about as I'm an "intelligent, responsible young man with pride and dignity that wouldn't think of misleading their daughter in any way." but that wouldn't be true. They think I'd be a bad influence and they're probably right. Hell, I almost had sex with someone and I wasn't even going out with them. But regardless of that, they have no reason to mistrust me. They don't know me at all.

Monster, going on about the age thing reminded me of when she said that I'd have to wait two years before we could have sex and I remember thinking and/or saying "I'm sure I'll manage somehow." Although I'm a sexually frustrated teenager, I'm sure I can cope without sex for a while.