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 Posted: Sat Sep 15, 2007 3:21 pm
Warning in the next paragraphy please try and keep your minds imagination close otherwise this could seriously scar you for life =/
Rant: This contains harsh materials =/ Because I'm in a bad mood =/ it will lighten out as it goes along but please just bare with me =/
Okayies =/ So I just had this massive arguement with this, Umm how to put this =/ Whale of a homophobic girl =/ yeh that'll do.. and wel one of my freinds asked me my oppion on her and told me to be homiest so I mentioned that she was a tad "big" I have seriously nothing against "big" people its just when she turnied up wearing a miniskirt and lookied as if she hadn't shavied in about a mounth =/ So I was kinda discustied by that espically when she startied comeing onto me and mentioned about doing things in a forest =+= I was under the innocent illusion of that this was just a simple walk around dureing the night because of insomnia =/ Not that I was going to help mass produce hairy whales =/ so after awhile the girl I was intending to go out with for a walk opt's for going to a 24/7 to buy some cigerates at this point I felt like god was saying child this is your option out lie to hell or your going to regret it (Or felt like it) and dureing this whole walk the girl decided to bring up my sexual preferance to my rescent brake up with my X seme (Who lookied like soubi with pink highlights but hatied his picture being taken =/ and now this cousiler thinks I've made it all up because of that reasoning -_- moveing on)
Horrible imagies have left and I have slightly calmied down =/
SO I opted for going out for a cigerette with them instead of into a forest and tryied to prolong the journey by saying there was a shortcut which was the longest way and then mentioning about rapists and such on the way to make them go home =/ about half way up a hill the girl I was orginaly going for a walkwith got a txt saying she had to go inside because her parents wanted her inside at this point in my mind I was happy a I could ever be kinda like being sexually harrised by a soubi look a like xD x3
So after awhile after being depressied and such and slightly out of it due to a mass lack of sleep the girl I orginally went on the walk with tried to basically rape me with bad results (Because I was in a way passied out) and ended up in us both walking back and me wondering why my boxers were cold =/ and now this brings us up to todays =/
She's come online while I was posting in here for the first time and starts haveing ago at me saying things about my sexual regions being weard =/ (Which is why I'm more partial towards guy because they can keep stum about there sexual relationships =/) and yelling at me and trying to make every homophobic comment under the son I was alright with this and had ago at her back calling her a whale and such =/ then she decided to bring up my X seme/bf into it which just tippied me over the edge about this arguement =/ so I made every comment I could make towards her and made her cry and then blockied her and deleted her off msn =/ Now here comes my question
1) Should I be one: Proad *Slightly stands proad about makeing a homophobe cry*..?
2) Or should I be kinda feeling bad about insulting a girl and makeing her cry?
3) and should I consider seeing the other girl again or not? =/
4) I only know about the other girl trying it on with me (rape =/) due to a freind of mine bringing it up with pictures and videos as proff =/
Familly life:
I've been looking into telling my parents about me being bi-sexual but last time my mum caught me kissing another guy I got mamied by every object which wasn't nailed down (Thankfully the knifves were lockied into there metal holder or I would possible be blind or dead atm =/) It mianly ended up with about 5-7 plates being throw at me cutting my arms and my face slightly before I could brake the door open from my mum locking it and escapeing =/ then I hid my sexualy and kinda dullied it down and forgot about it =/ and then I startied to come around again and I'm at a pause or clause about telling my parents about it =/ since I kinda like being alive and havein my body un scavied atm =/ I'm also reluctent to tell them because of how my and my x bf broke up It was mainly due to each time I went home and came back I had cuts and bruises and yeh you can guess =/
Now I wasn't two sure if it was about the 4 year age differance (I was 16 at the time and now 17 he was 20 and still is 20 until next year so in reality it was about 3 years but I was discarded in a way before then) =/ and well he broke with me on the fact that he couldn't bare seeing me hurt all the time because of him =/ So I'm realy unsure if I should tell my parents or not about me being bi-sexual =/
I've placied a pole in the thread for voteing and any advise about this would be gratefully recevied =/ and just post like yes or no or something and why please? thanks =)
Side note: There was not ment to be any "rasicm" or "sizeisum" In this I'm deeply sorry if I have upset you in any way shape or forum =/ o.o
Second Side Note: I had this quickly lookied threw by this guilds pareing aka the yuri guilds moderator to see if its PG13 she said it should be and if not I'm sorry T-T
Edit: Just relised you can't vote twice, so just vote for one and then post the over
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Posted: Thu Oct 04, 2007 6:37 pm
Lets see, your stories a bit hard to make out but lemme see if I got it. On my advice, if I missed anything or mistook something, sorry ^^;;
Anymoo
So, in my book, if I make a fat homophobe cry, I've done my job. I don't think you should feel bad, she's just a huge manatee and nothing more (not dissin fat people, love ya, just ridiculing this one I'm not fond of and using that as the target)
So, lets see here. As for your family, hey, can't very well hide it. Its kind of obvious they know though if they keep throwing things at you for it. Probably best not to tell em, just keep doing you thing, and maybe stick up for yourself boyo. I mean, jeeze, throwin stuff at you, throw stuff back. Kick yur mum's a**, don't let that s**t fly with you (and Pardon my French, I am French)
But again, storie's kinda hard for me to make out, I may be mistaken, and I'm just putting my bias into it. ^_^ Hope it helps at all
Don't worry too much about it boyo, you'll do fine. Us faggots got it ruff but we'll be alright someday. Try to live as Gay as anyone could ever want (sorry, had to throw in the Producers live)
^_^
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 10:37 pm
First off all It's not advice we could tell you do you feel bad or don't you, if you do then you do, if you don't then you don't , it's about you not anyone else, I would be glad, but wether or not you are is ok, if you feel bad thats ok, if you don't thats fine to. And to your Parents wich one benifets you the most, as "gay" as it sounds make a list of pros and cons and that will help with the answer to wether or not you should tell your parents. I don't like seeing anyone in this position that you are in, it's what you feel is the right path that will be trust your gut instint, it likes to survive. I'm sorry I can't be off anymore help, I'll be rootin for you.
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Posted: Thu Oct 18, 2007 5:31 am
first of all:
HOMOPHOBES ARE NOT PEOPLE.
Just NEVER EVER forget that. They aren't human in the very least.
Moving on. About the hairy whale... My choice would be to break her down mentally. If she really likes you, this will work REALLY well. Just pretend to be nice, then hurt her. Try to find weak points and exploit them. Works wonders, trust me.
About your family: If I were you I'd get out of there. A good parent would not act this way. If they get violent again, I suggest you contact the police and make sure you can live somewhere else, with an adoptive family or something, because frankly, safety goes first.
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