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Two in one day. This will be my last one for a while, promise. Unless some horrible demonic thing happens. Otherwise, last one for a while.

I have these dreams you see, sometimes they come true. Very rarely do they come true, but when they do, I know it. I'm not talking about deja vous or whatever. I know I have these dreams, because I constantly think about them. I constantly think about them because they scare the s**t out of me.

Some of them actually happen, thats why they scare me, because I don't know which one is going to happen, or who it's happening to. I shouldn't even be talking to you guys about it, but im curious and DYING to know what exactly it's all about. Anyway, i'd say my first dream that actually came true was the whole 9/11 ordeal.

Dreamt about it, not going into detail, don't feel like it. That was pretty much my only dream that came for a while, that was back when I was 10, going on 11 in a month. A few months ago, I had a dream I found marijuana in my dads drawer. So I acted on this dream and sure enough I found it. Had fun with that. :]

Next dream was about a month ago or something, not sure. But I was in a car, driving the car, next thing I know the car skids and flips into the grass sliding on the roof. I woke up right after that. That dream haunted me everyday. I thought the dream was going to happen to me, so I basically stopped drivers ed, and driving with my dad altogether. Living in fear of this dream.

Sure enough, two days ago, my uncle drives home drunk, the car skids, flips into field. So i'm guessing this is the dream. I'm still very skeptical. Part of me wants to believe it, and another part of me just thinks it coincidence. I'd like to think it's true, i'd like to think I have some gift, but I sort of dont, so I wont keep freaking out everytime I have a dream that isn't so nice.

My theory was the 9/11 dream was something like a puberty dream, something like gheisting, where s**t just happens becuase of puberty, and it all goes away. That's pretty much what happened for five years. But these dreams lately came true. Well I guess, they both could have been coincidence, especially the marijuana thing, I knew my dad smoked before, but he did tell me he quit.

Anyway, to get the the point. Does anyone else do this? How the ******** do you deal with it? What's it called? Is it something like the precogs in minority report? xD

I just don't wanna s**t my pants and put everything on hold for a dream like I did for this last one.

Yeah, methinks so, but a big part of me think coincidence. I dunno why. I seem to doubt this alot, yet I seem to think it's very real.

Yeah, as far as ghost limbs and otherkin stuff, I tend to stay away from it, not to convincing to me.

Yeah, I can write off the whole marijuana thing. But the one with my uncle really got me. Also the 9/11. Major stuff like that, I think I have something. I just don't know, I don't want to jump to conclusions and be like "O IM PSYKIK YAYA".

Yeah, i'll try to keep that in mind. It's all so weird for me, being raised around people who tell me to write it off, yet it's very clearly in front of me. I don't know weather or not I have something here or not. I mean this has to happen to other people too, i figured it to be more common, it seems rather simple. I've always questioned it, I guess I just need someone with experience in it all to tell me what's really going on. I seem to only be content with full proof, and people with experience in this would be full proof to me. If that makes sense, i'm really tired. gonk

Prophetic dreams happen. I've had one or two of them. You're not going nuts...just take things with a grain of salt when you think you've had one. Not all such vivid dreams are visions.