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 Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2007 6:50 pm
She ain't into wine & roses
Beer just makes her turn up her nose
And, she can't stand the thought of sippin' champagne
No Cuervo Gold Margaritas
Just ain't enough good burn in tequila
[♥]
I think its becoming a bad thing that I'm good at hiding when I'm upset.
I mean...
I want people to know I'm upset sometimes, but I don't want it to be obvious.
I want Adam to notice when somethings bothering me, but I never show it even the slightest.
Today he told me that hes moving to BC sometime.
I asked him when and he just told me hes not sure, but it will be soon.
I wanted to show him that I was upset because of it, but I didn't know how.
I don't think I even know how to show when I'm upset now, besides crying, which is not something I like to do very much anymore.
So my boyfriend and my best friend are leaving.
Whoopie. emo
Lately, I feel like I've already lost Kate.
Its like I'm being totally replaced by Jake.
Totally, like... I'm not even needed anymore.
So yay.
Life is good.
(((right now, its really hard to keep my head up because I feel like I'm going to pass out eek gonk )))
[♥] She needs somethin' with a little more edge and a little more pain
She's my little whiskey Girl
She's my little whiskey Girl
My Ragged-on-the-edges girl
Ah, but I like 'em rough
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2007 9:09 pm
Hey, everyone here at the FAT is still here, and I think I speak for us all when I say that we love talkin' with ya! You shouldn't hide your emotions though, because then you aren't who you really are, it's like a fake person. Be yourself, hide nothin', and take what happens.
I'm sorry that your friend is movin', and I'm sorry that you feel replaced, but just remember that what makes a friend are the memories you both share together, and as long as you have those you have the friendship! I'm sure they mean you no harm, they sometimes just have other priorities as they try to juggle everyone's happiness.
Life is good, even though it may not seem like that sometimes, but if you look back on the negative things that happened in life, didn't a positive reaction come about because of it later on? Or didn't you learn somethin' or become stronger? The hard times in life are like a bumpy road, and we tend to fall down a lot more and get hurt, but there is always someone around to help you up again and kiss your boo boos! whee
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 12:35 am
So I hold my breath..Stop being weird!
Geez! ..'Til my heart explodes
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 8:22 am
ATorridLoveAffair So I hold my breath..Stop being weird!
Geez! ..'Til my heart explodes Who?
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 9:02 pm
She ain't into wine & roses
Beer just makes her turn up her nose
And, she can't stand the thought of sippin' champagne
No Cuervo Gold Margaritas
Just ain't enough good burn in tequila
[♥]
So basically... its even worse today.
I'm totally fading away inside... and I can't cry.
I have so much anger and sadness inside me, but I can't find any release.
I actually feel suicidal because I can't get these feelings out...
I havn't felt so shitty in so long.... emo
[♥] She needs somethin' with a little more edge and a little more pain
She's my little whiskey Girl
She's my little whiskey Girl
My Ragged-on-the-edges girl
Ah, but I like 'em rough
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 9:07 pm
C a n d y K i s s e s - x She ain't into wine & roses
Beer just makes her turn up her nose
And, she can't stand the thought of sippin' champagne
No Cuervo Gold Margaritas
Just ain't enough good burn in tequila
[♥]
Its like I'm being totally replaced by Jake.
Totally, like... I'm not even needed anymore.
[♥] She needs somethin' with a little more edge and a little more pain
She's my little whiskey Girl
She's my little whiskey Girl
My Ragged-on-the-edges girl
Ah, but I like 'em rough NIKKI! my heart hurted when i read that you thought i replaced you with jake. ok, in a lot of ways he is like my best way aswell as my bf. but i mean, we have so many fun times that jake just wouldn't really understand, y'know? you're like...a part of me. to think that i don't need you...it's ridiculous. the only reason i didn't really talk to you much that whole week and a bit was cause...well, i knew you didn't like feelin like a 3rd wheel, and i don't get to see jake whenever i want, so i take when he's available. and we did visit you, no?
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-RandomRadRainbows- Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 9:43 pm
She ain't into wine & roses
Beer just makes her turn up her nose
And, she can't stand the thought of sippin' champagne
No Cuervo Gold Margaritas
Just ain't enough good burn in tequila
[♥]
Meh, you don't really get it.
But oh well.
Life happens. sweatdrop
[♥] She needs somethin' with a little more edge and a little more pain
She's my little whiskey Girl
She's my little whiskey Girl
My Ragged-on-the-edges girl
Ah, but I like 'em rough
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 9:45 pm
confused
i's ish confused.
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-RandomRadRainbows- Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 11:46 pm
So I hold my breath..I know how you feel on the whole anger/sadness deal. ..'Til my heart explodes
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 7:20 am
It's called talkin' to people. I'm online like who knows how long. IM me, tell me what's makin' you sad or angery or whatever. There are many ways to let out stuff. Listen to music, relax, talk to people, write it out, go for a walk and think about things in a POSITIVE way, the possibilities are endless. Go try a few, nothin's gonna happen if you just sit there and do nothin' about it.
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Posted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 1:41 am
 May the wolf spirits
and their howls...As of what Semok said about memories, keep them and look back to it for it is what made you happy or the opposite. But be grateful that all of us are here, because we are your friends. Kate will forever exist in your memories, as well as in your heart. No matter what you do, she exists in you, just as my dearest friend exists within me. Think positive and let your emotions be seen. I still here no matter where I may be, for I will always come to this guild when I have spare time. Never will I leave Gaia unless I must for a good reason.
Forever shall you not be alone. ...guide you and help
you to the right path 
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 9:35 am
It isn't always easy to be open about how you feel. If you ever just want someone to talk to let me know, OK?
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