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PostPosted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 3:41 pm


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Tori had fallen asleep in bed still holding her journal in one hand and the pen in the other. Her eyes fluttered open when she felt the bed shift from someone sitting on it, or climbing on it.

She glanced over at the clock. If it was THING he was either really damn early or really damn late. Either case wasn't like THING, so it was doubtful. She also doubted the nanny, the driver, the maid, and her family... it was just out of character for them to come into her room unless she was out of it.

She really didn't want to look towards the foot of her bed to find out what had caused the shift but she knew she had to.

She was about to prop herself on her elbows. She probably should have been more cautionary but she was to tired... or, was she dreaming again. Either way she wasn't sure. She yawned again and finally looked to the foot of her bed.

Nothing. Now Tori was a bit spooked. She sat up a bit more and was about to scoot to the edge of the bed to get up and investigate. But, there was that feeling again, the bed shifting due to weight. This was really getting old fast, and wasn't funny at all.

She glanced down at the foot and this time she saw a woman grinning at her... an unknown woman at that. Now she knew she had to be dreaming. There wasn't any explaining this. Because she knew that this person didn't have a key... then again that didn't mean that she wasn't able to get in through other means. But, if by other means why hadn't she heard anything.

"They're cute," the lady said as she crossed her legs and put her hands on her knees. "You've got quite the cozy spread going for you... Amazing how far a little gift can take you."

Tori couldn't place it why she wasn't already on top of the girl trying to rip her apart for invading her home. It was almost as if she knew she didn't have to worry... that she knew this person. But, she couldn't place her. She didn't remember ever seeing anyone like her.

"Come on you don't remember me..." she pouted.

Tori wanted to shake her head no but thought it unwise. Instead she opted to remain silent.

"Philip's sister," she said in a hurt voice. "You know partly your maker. It was after all me who show you how to have a good time," she chuckled. "I was a little heart broken when I returned after that wonderful party to find the house covered in blood. No brother. No you." She genuinely smiled.

Was this part of what she'd forgotten? She wanted to ask this girl so many questions. But asking those questions would let on just how much she'd forgotten and just how much she didn't know.

"Even though you've apparently moved on," she motioned to the cribs where the twins were resting, "I'm glad you're at least alive. I take it Philip isn't... I just know he isn't. If he was you'd two would still be going steady..." It was apparent she was just as lost about some thing as Tori was about others. She was also just trying to make the best of a 'bad' situation.

Tori instinctively looked down at her hands. She had to blink several times over to get the vision of blood on her hands to go away. "I buried him next to the large tree in the front yard. I burned the rest of the bodies out back... Murrey helped me..."

"You don't remember do you?" She said as she climbed up into the bed to sit next to Tori, who looked like a helpless, confused heap of girl. "You loved him. It is only natural that you'd block out something so traumatic..."

"I guess," Tori sighed. "Can I at least get your name?"

"Gwen. However, you preferred rfered to call me Lady G," she answered softly. She understand that often times if an event was traumatic enough that a person could block it, not remember it... with the exception of a few bits here and there. Apparently Tori rememeber nothing, nothing at all. Tori didn't even seem to know that they'd share a bed together. She tried to not act hurt. She caressed Tori's face and wished she could do something for the girl.

TBC
PostPosted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 7:17 pm



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PostPosted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 7:22 pm


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After Evari coming over for dinner, meeting the twins, and having us having a little adult fun I knew it was time that get a hold of Kay. I just don't really have the strength to do so. I want to see him so badly but at the same time I don't. I say I knew the time had come because Evari had spoke of him. She had recently seen him and she spilled a bit more information out to him that I would have liked. Then again it could have been anybody and it was bound to happen sooner rather than later... so, I am not mad at all at Evari.

The first letter I wrote to him, after having the twins, is still in my diary. It is a bit to personal to give him. Or, maybe there just isn't enough there. In either case I decided to just write a new one. I put on fancy paper and in a fancy envelope. I stared at it for days wondering how to get it to him without seeing him. I am so dreading this meet up. I don't know if I can let go of him a second time... What if he wants to be apart of their lives now that are actually born... I just... THEY ARE MINE! I did it 'alone'.. With the help of friends and family.. Sure he wanted to see them. I made him a promise and I am going to honor it. He didn't want them. I am sure he didn't. Please Kay don't try to take my babies away... Please. Please don't want anything to do with me anymore. Please I beg of you to be so angry with me that you hate me. I want you to leave me alone, my babies alone. You didn't want us then so why now. I am so damn frustrated that I want to cry! I am strong! I am strong! No I am not... Not strong when it comes to him. I know I wanted so badly for you to love me, to not hate me, to want me... But if you are able to do all of those things then I know I won't be strong enough to walk away.

I did the next best thing I could think of. I called Quint up and asked him to meet me at Gen & Erick's Steakhouse and that I had a favor to ask of him. He agreed without question. Even though it hadn't been long since we had last seen each other (just a few months) it was so good to see him again. After my request and him teasing me a bit we did some catching up. After talking about my choice in dropping classes and a bit about my family life and how happy I was I asked him how his photography hobby was going. It would seem that it is no longer just a hobby. He really wants to make a name for himself. He has gotten pretty serious about it. I really hope he is able to go somewhere with his decision. I'll support him! Not sure how but I will.


The Letter
My Dearest Kay,

I hope this letter finds you in good spirits and even better health.

I give my deepest apologies for having not spoken to you since I had told you the news of my pregnancy. I did what I felt was best for me, best for my children.

Most consider me a strong person but I’m not. I am just a frightened little girl just trying to make my way through life. A life which from what I gather isn’t one that will end any time soon, if ever. I am weak when it comes to you. I always have been. There hasn’t ever been a time when I wanted to be apart from you until I told you that I was expecting.

The choice I made has been one of the hardest decisions I’ve ever made. I did it because I felt that if I had any sort of contact with you day after day I’d break my promise. I told you I would do this on my own.

I am determined to do it on my own, for the most part at least. I’ve done well thus far in doing so. I’ve got the help of a few. But, that doesn’t matter. What matters and what I am writing about is the fact that there was another promise made that day. I promised you that you could see your baby and that I wouldn’t deny you that.

I’d like to honor my promise. I’m very sure Sanqui and Ixchellia Allura Song would love to meet their daddy. They are really something. Not a day goes by that I don’t regret my choice. I am a very proud to have them in my life.

If you interested in catching up, meet me at my place for dinner. The address is on the back of the enclosed photograph.

Forever loving you,

Victoria Ann Maria Song
PostPosted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 2:51 pm


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I haven't been quite right since I woke up in that bloody bed almost a year ago. The bed that has since had new sheets put on it and the frame scrubbed down. The bed, the place, where I had my children. It is just so much to grasp that something so 'small' can mean so much. And, Heaven only knows what happened in that bad while Philip and me were together and with Philip before there was a me.

Something in me ticks differently now. I have been frightened since then. They will always be hunting me down... I am sure of this. Why they have taken so long since their last attempt I am unsure. I am uneasy. I don't want anything to happen to me or my children or anyone in this house due to my... Grr, I don't even know what in the ******** I did in this stupid house. All I know is that I woke up in a bloody bed. A bed that was in an even bloodier house.

I, with the help of Carina, have turned this house into a home. A place to raise my children. But I never feel safe. Never. I am frequently assured by Murrey, Alice, and Daniella that they will do there utmost best to protect what is our home. They love the children like they were their own. Murrey says it doesn't mater about contracts and formalities... His loyalty is towards me. I guess I feel some comfort in that.

I'm even further twisted up inside. Ever since handing that letter to Quint I cannot help but to wonder what will come of it. I don't really know what I want from it. Selfishly I want Kay to waltz through the front door and tell me that he wants us, wants me... not just a part in his kids life. But, at the same time I want to be hated and left alone because I feel I deserve it. I want him to be apart of their lives. I want what is best for them.

Maybe I have done something terribly wrong by hiding from him. But, something in my gut just told me that he didn't want kids... that he didn't want to grow up. So, I did what I thought was best for all parties. I separated myself from him so that he could have his life and live it with no attachments and commitments.

I am so deep down the rabbit hole that I hardly know what the truth is anymore about the mater. The only truth I do know is the one that I've created... that I've lived. It is real enough to me...

These twins are my saving grace. They are the world to me. I changed for the better for them. Without them... a most precious gift from Kay, I don't think I'd be alive today to be writing this. But, how can I repair damage that I know has been done, just from talking with Evari? I have hurt the person I idolized, loved the most before the twins came along?

I am damaged goods but that makes me no less of a mother or a lover or a friend or anything else for that mater.


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PostPosted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 2:52 pm


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PostPosted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 3:07 pm


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Link: [PRP]Twins (Tori and Kay)

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Kay, Twins, Me = Explosion?

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PostPosted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:51 pm


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More and more each day I am starting to realize how my parents feel and how hard they work to raise a family. Some days it is easier and others harder. There is always some obstacle to face and time to manage. I wouldn't have it any other way. More and more each day I am thankful for my children and proud of my decision. They are a miracle, a heaven send. They changed me and my life for the better.

You blink and they are grown. It is scary and funny at the same time. Just the other morning I woke up to having to toddlers in my bed. I swear we all feel asleep when they were babies. Thankfully I have a large enough bed. To bad THING wasn't over. I'm pretty sure it would have loved it just as much as I did.

Now I have no choice but to finish their rooms. I am unsure about what themes I want to go with. But I have to pick those out before I can pick out colors, bedsheets and spreads... and all the accessories that go with it. Also, cannot forget the beds... Cannot have my kids sleeping on the floor. Although, I am sure they wouldn't care either way.

They both have their fathers mischievous streak. However, Sanqui just openly shows it more. His sister does her best to act innocent but she tries so hard that it gives her away. They certainly are a pair...

I've had to hide the duct tape... Perhaps I should invest in toddler proofing the house...
PostPosted: Sun Feb 20, 2011 6:17 am



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