.:.♫XxTeraXxRhageXx♫.:.
I guess I will tell you a little about myself, of course you know me as Tera, when I was younger, we went to church sometimes, we went but we eventually stopped going, it was difficult to say for how long but by the time we started going back it felt strange and I hated it, with a passion, it was horrible and I used to wish my mother would forget to wake me up.
Things changed, I read some books, and learned a lot about God, faith, and what he can provide for us. And I changed, when I finally stepped up and took Him in, I couldn't be anymore happy, and life was good for a few years, You know all this happened in sixth grade...
Eighth grade was the change, I got trapped in to a group of manipulating people, users of what ever I had, and they brought me to a new low, I was depressed, cutting, craving attention, i was shaken, destroyed. This continued for awhile, and at this point I meet Swordsman of God, he really helped save me from horrible relationships, he built me up and kept me built when I felt like I was abandoned,
At some point before my freshman year, I was forced in to things that we are to save for marriage, the last commitment to a person, and that's what broke me away from God, I thought, "If this could happen to me, why could he do that?"
I crashed in to a worse state then before, and now I'm on my way out, growing and thanks to help from several people, still including Swordsman I'm stronger then ever, and I hope to stay there.
I've learned that things look up, even when they're falling, and that God does answer prayers, even if it's not right at that moment, give it time, and you'll see his workings in your life.
