Arrow Slingzen
Why? (I had this whole thing typed up about how stupid that would be, but I thought I'd go ahead and hear the details first. It's probably still a dumb idea, but I just wanted to make sure.)
I should have said "Take a semester off.".
Let's see, why? I broke down today, for one. I feel suffocated when I'm there, and I'm spending a ton of money and just barely floating by. I feel like I've lost my way, and I need to know what I'm meant to do. And school ain't it. Not now.
I just don't know what. I'm going to start getting up earlier and running a little, I'll start writing again and look for a job. I think I'll try this whole drinking water business. And maybe I'll think about eating better, too.
Probably not too much. When it warms up, I'll start swimming. And mostly, I'm going to try to relax so I don't have another day like today. That means better sleep, less stress, and much more meditation.
One thing is for sure. I will not idle.
Why did this have to be on Inauguration Day?
gonk
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