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 Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 5:20 pm
Dude, there's this creepy guy in my French class who keeps following me around, asking me out. He's, like, 8 years older then me, freaking HUGE (not like "haha ur fat!" huge, like "that dude could totally rip my arms off" huge. Actually, he's kind of both. He's reeeeeaaaally big.). Urgh. Today he followed me back to the dorms then asked me to come beer-sampling with him at some place called the "Cider House". I don't think he's honestly a bad guy, per say, he's just really, really not my type.
On the other hand, the leader of the homelessness club is totally droolalicious. Yay social awareness!
/end random blogging
So, politics... I'm just not sure if I know wnough to make a well-informed decision. I mean, listening to everyone around me, Obama seems like the clear choice, but how can I know if I haven't even looked at the other side? How can anybody ever know? Are they really so different?
burning_eyes
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Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 11:23 pm
You know, sometimes I wonder that, too. The Congress is where the real power is--it can really bind a President's hands....
By the way, yay for social awkwardness, along with all things Elv-en.
L & V,
~Andrew
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Posted: Tue Sep 23, 2008 10:13 am
The world of Tommy has been a very busy world latelty. I'm at work right now, updating some stuff between calls. Ugh, my one program is not working right at all right now, and I don't know how to fix it. I just wanted to let everyone know I'm still writing, and I'm still alive, haha. So there, I'm done for now. Back to work. (Easiest job ever!)
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Posted: Tue Sep 23, 2008 10:40 am
Ralph Nader for president! *waves a flag*
Yes, I know, I'm not American, thank goodness, but still, I like the guy, I think he's on the right track. Not a big fan of either Obama or McCain, since Obama is more or less a corporate tool and McCain is well a corporate tool. Sadly, this is going to end in a race war, with all the independents left in the dust scratching their heads wondering why weren't we picked? Such is politics.
By the way, I'm not dead. Just been working, and working out and painting, stupid commissions... how will I lift weights if my hands are muckered up!?
And for those of you who don't care, including myself, Canada is throwing its own federal election, why? Hell if I know, but sadly our independents are just as mucking retarded as the liberals and conservatives, and don't get me started on the social activism of the Green Party. There has got to be a better way to run a government... vere eass meine furer when I need him?!
So yeah, I got a job, taking a year off school, bodybuilding, not much else. That's my update, figured I'd give one since I haven't been around in a long while. I'll try and come back soon!
the Lion
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Posted: Tue Sep 23, 2008 2:01 pm
I'm glad you two are still alive. I think of you everyday, you know, and wonder how you are.
~LeaVaros
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Posted: Tue Sep 23, 2008 6:47 pm
That sounded dry more than a little less bemused than I'd have expected...
Oh well, can't complain, it is something 3nodding
I'm doing very well, though my body begs to differ. I've put a full inch onto my arms, so they went from 17" at the biceps to 18", go me! Haven't lost much weight yet but I've only got serious for a few weeks now so signs of deflation should begin to pop up.
Still going strong with the girl friend, though God seems to have a sick sense of humour because there are more than a fair share of single, and impossibly hot, Asian girls who I am only happy to take orders from (I'm sort of the submissive type). So yeah, that gets awkward, but life could use some spice after a dull summer of heavy drinking and partying.
That's all I got for now, tomorrow I get to work on a game demo for work, its a new table top game called ANIMA: Tactics! If anyone is interested, check out:
www.animarpg.com
Well, I'm off to whore around youtube for the next couple hours before my body crashes, signalling that indeed it is time for bed.
Good night all!
I wonder about you too Drew...............
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Posted: Tue Sep 23, 2008 9:35 pm
Irony is: My (rather large) classmate wedged into her desk, eating cheetos, saying, "I need to take the automatic feeder away from my cat, he's getting sooo fat."
I wonder about Billy and how he can still make me feel like an awful person. He keeps talking about us getting back together after I'm done with school, so of course I had to tell him that if he keeps thinking like that I won't be able to hang out with him. I mean, it would just cause problems, right? And I don't want to lead him on. But now he's sulking like a little child and I'm left being the big bad jerk again.
It's not my fault I couldn't love him--it's not like I didn't try. For two and a half years--four and a half if you count the time before we dated but "promised" ourselves to each other (didn't stop him from sleeping with Girl A and telling Girl B he loved her and dating Girl C, so I guess we're not counting that)--anyway, for a long time I tried as hard as I could to love him, but it didn't work. Well, not really. I love him for being who he is, but I hate him for loving me and expecting the same.
Yeah, that was really long and ya'll don't have to read it. Sorry, it just sort of came out.
Know what else I wonder about? Wheelchair Guy (don't know his name yet, don't shoot me). He seems nice, and always talks to me whenever I see him... however, my experence with guys has been friendlyness=a** wanting. (To be honest, though I wouldn't mind a little bit of a**-wanting.) He seems really stable, emotionally, and that wasn't something I had with Billy and WHY am I still talking about him?
Urg. Sorry again. Stupid BOYS. I think I'm just gonna become a lesbian. Does anybody know where Anna Paquin lives?
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Posted: Wed Sep 24, 2008 12:06 am
Answer: in Canada, more specifically, in Winnepeg, Manitoba.
I miss you all with an awful ache. I never find the time to be on anymore. I guess I shouldn't blame school, since I'm slacking, or my boy, since I enjoy him too much to ever excuse it, or my family, since I see them on the weekends and Wednesdays. And I don't.
I blame Facebook. Damn those well-constructed applications and instant access to many, many friends! And my notes there reach so many people.... And the bumper stickers! Ah! *shakes head* I haven't even kept up with DMO.
How can I sum up my life? I'm tired. I want to be free. I'm in love. I want to sleep. I find myself crying randomly at a lot of things lately, including, but not limited to, Metrostation's "Shake It", Chairlift's "Bruises"--the badass nano-chromatic song--and Jackson Browne's "Going Down to Cuba". An ice cream cone makes me tear up, but then, I broke down at Fruits Basket and wept bitterly into the shirt belonging to my love. I'm breaking a lot, recently. A lot. I'm going to write a note on it. Yeah....
I'm lucky and blessed and cursed and happy and sad and terribly confused, but so hopeful. Lion, Elv, I read every word. You deserve better than that. He should know that. I wish I could be more...I don't know, decisive, but I feel too much empathy for him right now. I can only hear my boy's friends saying that he deserves better than me. I know they're right.
L & V,
~Andrew
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Posted: Wed Sep 24, 2008 7:08 pm
That was vaguely mortifying... You might want to look into those breaks in sanity, or just get a hold of yourself? Tears are all well and good but you seem to using them as a means to lose weight and not entirely for mental stability. Don't get me wrong, I love using cheesy anime to get a few tears to wedge their way out my own cold heart, music too and one or two choice movies. But seriously bro, to get stereotypical and a little sexist, guys shouldn't cry that much unless they have a reason, like someone dying, or, someone dying. Its all well and proper to be in-sync with one's emotions, but this ain't that.
To Arrow, you make my day, that blurb on irony nearly broke my rib. And food for thought, the best way to forget about someone is to involve yourself with someone else. You can take that to bank. I don't particularly mean go whoring around, it can be as simple as a new friend.
Well I've run out of nice things to say, so I'll call it there. Maybe tomorrow I'll post some pictures of the models I've painted for my work.
Good night all.
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Posted: Wed Sep 24, 2008 8:52 pm
might as well post since the cafe is back to normal (somewhat) now... and lion, guys also have the right to cry when they git hit in the groin by any object... rofl I have come to realize that work is work. Anywhere I go will have it's ups and downs, so I've decided to stay for a bit. I mean, the place is close to my house, sometimes less than 5 mins if i can time it right. They're flexible with scheduling work around school schedules. Um oh, they're putting me over the furniture department with a raise, so once that goes through I would have 3 raises in almost 2 years, and we're only supposed to get a raise once a year O.o College is good... 3 classes, Japanese, Illustration (digital), and 3D Animation. My Japanese class is going better than I thought it would, my first test I got a 90%, studying for only an hour, the second one I got 80%. I like my illustration class, why? 1. the teacher actually knows what he's doing cause he works for Avalanche Game design, a division of DISNEY. 2. I like art. 3. um I like art. My animation class is bleh... kinda boring cause we're just going through basics now. Here's what I'm currently working on for my illustration class... oh and what ever happened with kiyo? i can catch him on deviant art, but he's rarely on gaia anymore...
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Posted: Thu Sep 25, 2008 7:50 am
Posting from work is fun between calls.
Lea, crying is alright, but when you get like me and cry at the drop of a hat, somethings not right. So lets make ourselves a deal - for every time we cry, lets write down why we cried and how long we cried for, and see if we can find any patterns or distinctive reasons for it... Then we can see what in our lives is makings us upset, and find a way to make it better. How does that sound, my friend? And we can compare notes through PM's, if you like.
And Sha is right, guys can cry when they get kicked and or smashed in the nads by a foreign object. They can also cry when someone they love very much, like say, a wife/girlfriend with whom they had no idea a problem occured, decides to up and leave them out of no where, or when a beloved pet who was like family has died, or also when family disowns them, or when very good friends decide to walk a very not good path and get hurt. In fact, guys have just as much right to cry as girls do, girls just tend to abuse crying as a means of manipulation. Which sickens me. (I just can't bloody help it, I cry over nothing and can't hold it back. Blech.)
But yeah. Work. Hehe.
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Posted: Thu Sep 25, 2008 8:33 pm
Oh, yeah. I'm really <********> sensitive right now.
I'll PM you if it gets bad, Tommy. I promise.
~Lea
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Posted: Thu Sep 25, 2008 11:48 pm
He's always flirting online and asking me to send him dirty pictures and we've been friends since 7th grade.
I don't know him anymore. All he wants to do is flirt and get off on me, then when I ask if he wants to go to a show this weekend he blows me off.
I asked him why he's always flirting and never wants to hang out.
He got all defensive and said "If that's the way this conversation is going I'm leaving."
"bye."
What an a**!
I left him a rather colorful msn message for when he signs back in.
What would YOU have said?
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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 6:26 am
O.o wow Muse... You know I flirt, but at least I talk to you. And I would hang out other than theres a what, 800 mile difference between us? I think that's cool though, show them that your not just a toy. *edit: and for Muse by MAJOR demand... http://www.youtube.com/user/RyuKage087
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Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 12:01 am
Yeah...
stare
Life was easier when boys had cooties.
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