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 Posted: Mon Oct 14, 2013 10:04 pm
xxxxxxxxxxκαvαииαxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx→тнє υитσℓ∂ sтσяץ.: вɑттℓε яѳℓε ρℓɑч :. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● » a friendly spar
xxxxxKavanna vs KilianJournal Entry xxxxx∂εαя נѳυяиαℓ,
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Posted: Mon Oct 14, 2013 10:08 pm
xxxxxxxxxxκαvαииαxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx→тнє υитσℓ∂ sтσяץ.: вɑттℓε яѳℓε ρℓɑч :. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● » much needed training
xxxxxKavanna vs AraceliJournal Entry xxxxx∂εαя נѳυяиαℓ,
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Posted: Tue Oct 15, 2013 8:32 am
xxxxxxxxxxκαvαииαxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx→тнє υитσℓ∂ sтσяץ.: яѳℓε ρℓαч :. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● » dovaa in the forestxxxxxKavanna and KarayanJournal Entry xxxxx∂εαя נѳυяиαℓ,
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Posted: Thu Oct 17, 2013 10:18 am
xxxxxxxxxxκαvαииαxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx→тнє υитσℓ∂ sтσяץ.: sѳℓѳ яѳℓε ρℓαч :. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● » lake koralifel
It had been some time since her meeting with Karayan, the little spunky Dovaa boy who had yet to choose his clan. This past month had been full of excitement and growth for the Ysali Dovaa. When she had gone to Soudul the first time and found Eanah and Dapyhir and had fought the Diabi dragons, she had just gone home after the fight. It was as though the blood lust was quenched at that point, and she returned home instead of going to the lake...which was her initial reasoning for visiting Soudul in the first place.
The Ysali Dovaa packed a bag of things she would need for the trip to Soudul. Enough food for a few meals as well as a blanket to utilize in case it got too late to return home that night. It was said that one needed to bathe in the dark lake in order to rid oneself of the blood lust they felt during the time of the Blood Moon; and that was exactly what she intended to do.
Her first time to Lake Koralifel was spent studying the water. It had been years since she went back. But she figured she would study the rumor of ridding her blood lust, since that came to Serenia. She left the home that morning, hoping to return home that night fully free of any animosity or blood lust.
It took the better portion of the day just to make it to Soudul. She then knew she had the trek of making it to the lake after getting to the dark continent, and that was just the first part. Once she landed upon the island, she began her walk towards Lake Koralifel.
Another few hours passed, not much had happened during her trek. A few Ysali dragons fled from her sight, but that was about all the excitement she had encountered. The rest of the walk was dreary and dark, but nevertheless, she made it to the dark lake after those hours.
"Hmmm...now I guess I just bathe in it. The last time I was here, I didn't feel anything towards the lake, but Kilian had. Now...with the blood lust...I do feel that tinge of power; like I need to step in. It's as though the waters are calling me in. Now this is what it must feel like to be an Oblivionite." the Dovaa said, heart pounding within her chest.
She slowly began to undress herself, looking around to make sure no others were around at that point in time. The Dovaa then began to slowly step into the dark waters. She felt the tingly sensation throughout her feet as she entered the water. It wasn't a terribly bad sensation at first, more like her feet were asleep. As she went deeper and deeper, she felt the sensation moving up her legs, thighs, abdomen, chest, arms, hands, and neck. It began to feel extremely painful for her as she fully submerged herself. But suddenly, as she came up for breath, she realized she felt energized, though slightly week, she also felt that earlier blood lust sensation leave her body with the tingly feeling as well as she began to exit the lake.
It was done. The lust was actually gone. The rumor had worked, or so she had thought. She didn't feel like the kill was the most important anymore. Now she had finally realized what Lake Koralifel was all about. It really truly energized a person to the extreme. Now she could return home in peace.●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
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Posted: Thu Oct 17, 2013 10:31 am
xxxxxxxxxxκαvαииαxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx→тнє υитσℓ∂ sтσяץ.: вɑттℓε яѳℓε ρℓɑч :. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● » lake fight
xxxxxKavanna vs AdrasteaJournal Entry xxxxx∂εαя נѳυяиαℓ,
An Oblivionite woman mistook me for someone else. She just had to. I didn't know her. I've never met her, yet she made it seem like she was coming after me for revenge. Even to the point of trying to attack me. I don't understand. Well, I knocked her out and got away, but she would do best to realize that she can't just take on anyone.
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Posted: Mon Nov 25, 2013 12:29 pm
xxxxxxxxxxκαvαииαxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx→тнє υитσℓ∂ sтσяץ.: sѳℓѳ яѳℓε ρℓαч :. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● » am i more than you bargained for yet? Am I more than you bargained for yet? Everyone in their life experiences a point where someone or something is in their way, underestimating them, judging them unfairly, holding them back. Whatever form it takes, it leaves a lasting impression, and even after massive achievements, these kinds of things can still linger at the back of a person's mind. Who has wronged your character in the past? Who does your character most feel they still have something to prove to, if only to rub their successes in this person's face?
RP your character looking back on the successes and pains of their life to date, considering their relationships in full and what they need to do to move on from their past regrets or - if appropriate - exact a little much-deserved revenge. Do you go seeking an encounter out? Or perhaps your character simply runs into this person who has never valued or judged them adequately - how do you cope, and what helps your character to move on from the injustices of their younger years to the poise and power befitting of a true master of their art?
The last time she heard her mother's voice, those words were the ones spoken. Kavanna had awoken many times throughout her life because of nightmares containing those exact words. It had been years since she had heard from her mother. Over a decade in fact. Her remaining family were the only people who were able to help her get over those tragic words. She could hear her husband's voice echoing inside her head.
"You're beautiful, never forget that. ... You're so much more of a woman than your mother ever will be. ... Without you in my life, I would be nothing."
Tonight was one of those nights. One of those lonely nights alone within the Naraama household. She had awoken to a nightmare of her mother's words yet again. All she could do was allow Alexander's voice to echo within her head to calm her nerves and allow her to relax. Though, tonight was different. Just those words weren't enough.
Over the course of the past couple years, with Damian going to live a secret life within the Celestial Plane and her husband, Alexander, living in Ashen City within the Order's Guards Quarters during his scheduled work times, the lonely Dovaa couldn't help but to sit and think about her life with these people she called family.
Down the stairs she went, one by one, taking a breath and calming herself with every step. She grabbed a small box that was lying upon the table before walking outside, late into the night, and looked up to see the thousands of stars that stretched across the sky. It was the ending of the notorious Blood Moon, which she had already cleansed herself of, and one of the final nights before the Winter Solstice arrived. The frigid air forced her to keep her arms wrapped up tightly around her, but viewing the stars, she couldn't help but to look up in awe.
Her mother's words rang throughout her head a few times more, louder and louder with each passing thought. The Dovaa couldn't escape what the Kiandri had said to her all those years ago. She was disgusting, sickening, worthless. She had nothing to offer this world. But Kavanna, in the past, used those words to fuel the raging fire within her, to prove to her mother and to everyone else who ever thought less of her that she was worth something.
However, now that she thought about it. It bothered her in a much different way. It bothered her that she allowed those few words, said by one woman, to cause so much hatred to grow within her heart over the course of those years. Kavanna could care less for her mother, it was a known fact ever since she was young, but this was something that had been haunting the Ysali Dovaa ever since she was young. Though with her growth has come some wisdom. Kavanna looked to the sky and took a deep breath. She just realized that her Mastery was around the corner. After all of these years, Kavanna was finally going to be considered a master of the Ysali magical art. But the one thing allowing her to realize that true power for herself was her mother's constant negativity in her head.
It was time to let go, time to be who she was meant to be. She couldn't have her mother's words loom overhead for the rest of her life. Kavanna needed to be free of all the hatred, anxiety, and sadness. It was time to finally breathe a breath of fresh air and rid herself of all the negative emotions.
The Dovaa bent down onto the ground outside the house and dug a small hole into the dirt, smiling as she did so, tears beginning to form within her eyes. She took the box she grabbed and opened it, releasing some small seeds within her hand. Kavanna dropped them all into the small hole and began to fill the hole with dirt once again. Her right hand began to glow a beautiful green color in the darkness, illuminating the small area. With a couple of tear drops upon the dirt already, the Dovaa pressed the glowing hand onto the dirt for a moment. Within seconds, a few small light green plants began to sprout out of the ground, spiraling together to cause a small, strong base.
Kavanna wiped her tears away as the plant grew slightly more, up to Kavanna's knee as she stood.
"This is the start of a new beginning. I will no longer allow my mother's hurtful words ruin my days, nights, nor anything else. My family is behind me one hundred percent and she is dead wrong about me. I will not ever allow her the satisfaction of seeing me upset because of her; because from now on, I will no longer be upset. She has no hold over me any longer. I'm finally free of her torment. It's finally time to let go." the Dovaa said, a smile upon her face and a few final tears streaming down her cheeks.
Clap. Clap. Clap.
The Dovaa spun around quickly to see her mother-in-law standing a the door. The sickly woman had followed her out and witnessed the entire thing. "You are the strongest woman I have ever met, Kavanna. Congratulations on finally letting go." she said, a few tears rolling down her cheeks as well.
Kavanna's smile turned into a full out grin as she laid eyes upon the "mother she never had" and ran into the fragile woman's arms, tears now coming back in full force. "I believe you got that wrong, Naomi. You are definitely the woman that I strive to be like. There is no one else in my life I would rather emulate than you."
The two sat in an embrace for a minute, the older Orderite woman rubbing the back of Kavanna and somewhat rubbing her wings in the process. "Come inside. It's getting evermore chilly out here." the woman said with a nod and a quick retreat into the house.
Kavanna followed, looking out at the small beginnings of the tree she created in honor of finally letting go of the one person she held onto ever since she was young. With a smile, Kavanna closed the door slowly, the tree in sight the entire time.
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"Come. Sit. Drink." the Orderite woman stated sitting down at the table in the kitchen with a pot of tea she had been brewing since Kavanna was outside.
Kavanna agreed and came to sit next to her, a cup of tea already sitting in front of her. "Your tea was always the most soothing thing to get my mind off of something that was bothering me." the Dovaa said, taking a small sip after blowing the steam away from the top.
"What else is bothering you, my child?" the Orderite woman asked curiously, taking a sip of her own tea.
"It's nothing…" she said, shaking her head.
"Something has been wrong for a while, dear. You stay in all the time lately. Does it have to do with Damian and Alexander again?" she inquired.
Ah yes, she had told Naomi some time ago about the issues she was having with them. How did she remember? Of course, that wasn't on the forefront of her mind, but it did tend to creep up now and again. Her loneliness and sadness when it came to her family was always something that would put her in a sour mood.
With a sigh, the Dovaa began to speak. "Ah, Naomi. You know me all too well. Yes. That bothers me a little bit every day. Now that my Mastery is near completion, I need to take the time to focus on what really matters. That is…my family. It's hard to do so, though, when they're never around. I guess the struggles in life never end, do they? When you've put one thing behind you and have finally moved forward there's always a new obstacle in your path you must face. It's just the way of life, I guess."
Naomi took a sip of her tea as she listened to the Dovaa speak. Nodding, she began to speak up as well. "Ah, my dear child. You know of life's obstacles more than anyone else I know. You're strong, my dear. You have such potential for greatness. Your family means the world to you and that is greater than anything else. Keep your chin up. Things will get better. I promise." the Orderite woman said, standing up very slowly, wrapping her arm around the Dovaa's head and kissing her on the top before slowly making her way back to her bedroom.
"I can only hope you are right, Naomi. But only time will tell…" Kavanna said with a sigh before getting up and taking the two empty tea cups to the washing bin. She then looked out the window to see her beautiful tree, still growing slowly. A smile crept up upon her face as she stared at the beauty of it all. It was her mark upon this world that her life would turn around for the better. That she would let go of her past insecurities and her past anger and sadness. That she would finally look towards the future and all the mystery that awaited her.●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
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Posted: Tue Nov 26, 2013 10:08 am
xxxxxxxxxxκαvαииαxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx→тнє υитσℓ∂ sтσяץ.: ɢяѳωтн :. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
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Posted: Tue Nov 26, 2013 10:12 am
xxxxxxxxxxκαvαииαxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx→тнє υитσℓ∂ sтσяץ.: ɑ∂vεитυяε :. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● » dovaa true form questJournal Entry xxxxx∂εαя נѳυяиαℓ,
I've completed my ritual. I feel empowered and great. Finally, my Mastery is totally complete. It feels amazing being able to transform and fly for hours now, instead of simply gliding about from place to place. It's different, but great. I've come such a long way…I deserved this.
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