Welcome to Gaia! ::

I'm gonna be pissed if people make me their goddess.

I think there might be some irony there that I'm too incoherent to track. XD

DEAR UNIVERSE.

WHAT THE ******** IS GOING ON? You are scaring the living s**t out of me. I sit down to read an effing book about Kabbalist theory or Hermeticism to be all deep and magic-y and educated and all I ******** get is my own cosmology--developed in high school based off of a Lutheran philosopher and Outer Court Wicca, for god's sake-- thrown back at me practically verbatim. WHAT IS THIS?! THERE IS NO WAY I KNOW SUCH DEEP s**t ALREADY. While this is perfectly in line with god-realization or ancient Jewish spiritual theory or whatever the ******** you are trying to throw at me, I am not exactly comfortable with this right now and it is SCARING ME.

PLEASE BE MORE CLEAR ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING. I need some guidance, or something. Gods of the Wica, if you can hear me, SEND ME SOMETHING.

HOLY s**t.
Can I PLEASE just finish this book without my brain exploding everywhere?!



I am super curious now.

I never feel more alive than when I am about to die.

I asked him what he wants and he said, "Everything". I don't know if I can give that anymore.

The seeds are sprouting.

slinkies heart

It all makes sense now.Tell me, does the Vatican give you a car that turns into a boat or a wristwatch that can deflect bullets when you sign up for that job? Cuz that'd be sweet.