Tsuzuki
Describe them in detail here.
Describe an undecrieable moment?
confused Um....that's a toughie...
Well, I do have something I suppose.
So I was in the middle of ritual. This was several years back, so I don't remember exactly what was the reason for it; I want to say it was related to a full moon, but I could be very mistaken.
In the middle of the ritual, I begin talking to the God and the Goddess about how I was sorry that I didn't do more. I was, and still to a great degree am, a lazy Pagan, and I regret that I lacked a lot of the drive and initive to do everything that was suggested in all that I read.
Now, as a disclaimer, I knew a lot of the crap I had been reading was utter dog-feces. Still, the fact was that I didn't do much of anything at all. Part of that was because I was really off on my own for all of this; I really only had that handful of horriable books to help me along.
Now, toward the end of the apology, my Goddess candle fell over. Not in some "OH GOD! DOOM SHALL HAVE THEE!" sorta way. It was a fairly common occurence, as my candle holders were dollar store fodder. I promptly, before the candle even had a chance to go out from rolling around and some such, put in back in the holder.
I remember feeling an odd sense of peace and tranquility at the moment, and a sudden idea flying into my head.
"You put the candle back, didn't you?"
I remember feeling really overwhelmed at that point. I still don't know really how to express what was going on in my head at that moment. I just remember feeling really understood, and appriciated on a divine level.
It was one of the more wonderful expierences of my life.
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