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Nothin' like watching the windshield slide off while you're driving eh shadow? It's been pretty warm here too, in the 30's, that's Celsius for something in Imperial. Anyhow, it doesn't help that the building I live in no longer has AC, good thing managers are easy enough people to abuse without rebuttal.

My D&D books came! Yay!

I got nothin else, you people are so much more interesting.

Hey guys. There's some bad s**t going on with me, which is why I haven't been around. I don't feel like going into it here, but if anyone is interested, I'd be willing (and grateful) to talk about it in private...

Alright today I was soo violated. During gym Cliff (I absolutely hate him) sat behind me touching the clasp of my bra saying it would be so easy to unclasp this right now. I was so paranoid. He has done it to my friend, Chelsey, before. Then he wrote this digusting signature in my yearbook. I have to write it here so you can see how bad it is.
Dear Carin,
For your reading pleasure, how I would rape you (the violent edition.) First I would stab your hands down into the floor. Now aroused by the blood spilling from you I would pull out my throbbing man shaft and beat you over the face severely until you saw three of me and were too dazed not to realize there was only one. Then I would pull out two dildos and force myself and the little buddies into your holes randomly. Preferably your eye sockets and ears. Upon finishing and leaving you in a pool of c** and blood I would take as many pictures as possible and sell them on the internet.
Lots of love, Cliffy.I made it smaller so you could choose not to read it. It is absolutely horrible. This is what I have to deal with on a daily basis. I don't see why my friends are friends with him. They think he is funny and my reactions funnier. It's rediculous.

That's absolutely disgusting, Cari. People like that should be shot. I don't care if its a joke or they're being serious. An ex-boyfriend of mine threatened to rape a friend of mine, and I freaked on him. When he said he was joking, I asked him how he'd like it if I joked about my six-foot-two gay Australian friend to rape him, and he shut right up. I kicked him out of my house, and he threatened to beat me. I never spoke to him after that. (He's actually dating a friend of mine now, and I basically told her that he's evil, and to tell him I said hi, and if he sees me, not to speak to me, because I have friends who would basically put him in the hospital with little more than a word from me. Especially my six-foot-seven boyfriend, Phil, who could probably accidentally kill him if they got in a fight.

I stray from my point. Cari, show that to anyone who you think you can trust, and see how they react to it. If you have even two or three close friends on your side who are willing to protect you from this guy, its better than no one knowing about it. You could even use it as evidence and press charges on this person for threats and harassment... If you felt that was a necessary course of action. Gods know, if someone wrote that to me, I would.

Is anyone else disgusted that Cari's friends thought it was funny?
-Andrew

Is it bad that I've locked a kid in a locker for less? Well, I don't know if it was less, I didn't know them and he made the off hand comment, mumbling "I should've raped her when I had the chance..." I knew her best friend though, who I was all but in love with at the time. I'm straying from the point.

Its cliche and everyone else has said it, even though you'll be rid of him after June, you've put up with him for how long? I mean who's the idiot, the guy making the rude remarks and threats or the girl who puts up with them?

Must be just my sense of honour and nobility, hell I don't stand for it when I see strangers fighting with their women, but I guess not everyone is into taking immediate action. Like Shadow, if the proximity was right, I'd be all up in his business, to put it gently. I can't abide things like that, wish I could help.

Oh, just got in from seeing Indiana Jones, AWESOME! Stupid people bitching and whoring about aliens, the only time you saw an alien was for 30 seconds at the end and it didn't do anything! Critics, the only thing I had issue with was the fact that they used such high finish film stock for the movie instead of a mild or rough stock, the clean look really didn't do me any favours, it pointed out too many production errors. Oh well, Ford was awesome, The Beef was... intermittently awesome, everyone else, mieh, added comedic relevance.

Kung Fu Panda is also the s**t, go see it.

Night everyone.

Have you told any teachers or administrators about him? Anybody that can do anything would be good... I've been in sort of a similar posistion before. In senior year this guy I sat next to in cooking class would get super mad when I refused to do his work, calling me a b***h and a tease--one time he was trying to tickle my waist and kept grabbing my arms, saying how skinny my wrists were, and when I tried to twist away he pushed me to the ground and laughed. I never told anyone because I was embarassed, but I should have--even after the class ended, I would see him around school and he would smile and call my name... it was awful. Don't let him have that sort of power over you. No matter what your "friends" say.