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 Posted: Sun Mar 16, 2008 9:24 pm
Yikes. Um, Tommy, love the avi, Muse, good pic, but what's with the freckles, and Lion, calm down, he'll die eventually anyway. We all do. It's nothing personal, really.
Sorry for the brevity. Am exhausted. Will use complete sentences later.
Love and Vale,
-LD
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Posted: Sun Mar 16, 2008 9:27 pm
whoa, LD not using complete sentences, that's a first... must bookmark this page for future reference (jk)... Lion, give it time, eventually they'll see that they can't do any more, possibly your mom will be told this and she'll give in, but eh, we can't really control that part of it.
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Posted: Sun Mar 16, 2008 10:06 pm
Oh well, I expected a few nay sayers. They're only doing it to save face, next to my grandmother, I was closest person to my grandfather. After my dad died, it was all him. My family, my mother, they know they've done wrong, in so many things. Greed, betrayal, lies, inaction. All she or anyone is doing is saving face by keeping him alive, to make themselves feel better.
Yes Tommy, it is selfish, I have every right to throw blame around, only I have the right to throw blame around in my family. I'm not 100% flawless like some people claim to be only to joke about being flawed themselves. I don't give half a s**t what she is thinking, her reasoning is meaningless to me, I know that everything she does is to keep herself floating powerfully above others. Everyone loves my grandfather, and she knows for a fact that she isn't in the good graces of many people. She can't bare to live with the gamble of just letting him die and then what people might think of her. Its really a shame she doesn't already know, but being a spineless p***k myself, I've never had it in me to beat it into her.
Lea, I wouldn't expect you to understand a situation like this. I can only imagine that your mother died quickly, whether it was painful or not hardly matters as it happened quick. Eventuality is not convenience. Some day we'll talk face to face, and we'll see how calm we can be when we talk about family and trials. You've still got a lot to experience, I don't need to repeat that anymore than I already have in the past. But as I am on no terms with the grim majority of my family, but tell me to calm down when one of the three people in my entire family that I actually love is spending his days wasting himself into oblivion and we can count ourselves on the same terms as the rest of my family.
They already know Shadow, that they can't do anything. She's just playing a waiting game, probably one of the worst games ever invented. You are right though, I can't control her anymore than she can control me. So we'll see.
the Lion
P.S. I really wish this pain in my head would go away, I hope I'm not having an aneurism. Just a heads up if I don't post for... ever, lol.
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Posted: Sun Mar 16, 2008 11:06 pm
Leavaros Muse, good pic, but what's with the freckles Love and Vale, -LD 
It reminded me of my sister, and she has freckles. biggrin
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Posted: Sun Mar 16, 2008 11:54 pm
ugh, god, we need a seperate place to rant about random stuff... like this This Sayuri Kuroneko is still wondering aimlessly around the school trying to find the head of the school. She is rather hungry now and she is hoping that she'll find help somewhere soon. She hopes she won't collapse. ((sigh, i wish more ppl were on....)) is that grammar? or what is it, honestly i don't know, it's in a rp i'm in, and frankly, they don't rp well, and c'mon, she wishes more people were on, it's like 1 am here where i'm at... grr.. people are annoying...
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Posted: Mon Mar 17, 2008 1:04 pm
I hate my foot. My right one. I'll start walking to class, and I'll be like, "Hey, Mr. Foot, you wanna be all cool and functional today?" And my foot will be like, "Nuuurrrrr...? Nur!" And it'll refuse to bend properly and hurt and I'll be forced to walk on the side of my foot, like some sort of gimpy Adam's Family reject (I may be exaggerating a tiny bit). It's done this ever since childhood, but recently it's gotten a lot worse... Rawr. domokun
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Posted: Mon Mar 17, 2008 9:11 pm
ugh, that sucks arrow... so i'm a little confused with my body too, if i sleep in i get tired any way, if i sleep normal hours i get tired to the same amount, if i get less sleep i'm like hyped up for a little bit more than half the day... so confusing...
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Posted: Mon Mar 17, 2008 9:29 pm
Well, personally, I cannot wait to be able to talk about this with you.
But no. My mother died over the course of several months. We were very close. I nursed her on her deathbed for half a year. I gave her her peace. I handled most--almost all--of the funeral arrangements.
I feel like I don't ask for so much so often. And I almost never lose my temper [anymore], especially online. But don't you dare talk down to me and mention Mama's death in the same breath.
Sorry if that seems sharp. But there are some things I will not tolerate.
Especially when I'm so tired.
-Andrew
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Posted: Mon Mar 17, 2008 9:57 pm
Then you understand where I'm coming from and we need not spend anymore energy on the matter. There are times to treat things with a light heart and there are times to not.
the Lion
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Posted: Mon Mar 17, 2008 10:26 pm
Of course. But...of I may say so. Oftentimes, merely dwelling on issues can drain you of your energy. Can you talk to your mom about it? Or...can you delve into what you feel? Or can you put it out of your mind and focus on the things that need to be dealt with first?
I don't think I would be strong enough to deal with this alone, much less opposing your family. Is your girlfriend backing you, at least? She could be an invaluable asset, especially were anything to...come between you and your family. We all need someone to heal our wounds, Justin. I only wish that you could be the one to heal your grandfather's, whom you have been so close to for so long.
Goodnight, Justin. Love and Vale, as always,
-Andrew
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Posted: Mon Mar 17, 2008 10:29 pm
Arrow Slingzen I hate my foot. My right one. I'll start walking to class, and I'll be like, "Hey, Mr. Foot, you wanna be all cool and functional today?" And my foot will be like, "Nuuurrrrr...? Nur!" And it'll refuse to bend properly and hurt and I'll be forced to walk on the side of my foot, like some sort of gimpy Adam's Family reject (I may be exaggerating a tiny bit). It's done this ever since childhood, but recently it's gotten a lot worse... Rawr. domokun That was hilarious. Just thought you should know. -Andrew
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Posted: Mon Mar 17, 2008 11:25 pm
Leavaros Arrow Slingzen I hate my foot. My right one. I'll start walking to class, and I'll be like, "Hey, Mr. Foot, you wanna be all cool and functional today?" And my foot will be like, "Nuuurrrrr...? Nur!" And it'll refuse to bend properly and hurt and I'll be forced to walk on the side of my foot, like some sort of gimpy Adam's Family reject (I may be exaggerating a tiny bit). It's done this ever since childhood, but recently it's gotten a lot worse... Rawr. domokun That was hilarious. Just thought you should know. -Andrew
Yes... Laugh at other's pain. xp
(It was particularly funny, though.)
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Posted: Tue Mar 18, 2008 2:31 pm
yes, the way you worded that made it hilarious.
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Posted: Tue Mar 18, 2008 3:28 pm
So true. Have you considered comedy, Elv? You'd be very good.
-Andrew
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Posted: Tue Mar 18, 2008 7:20 pm
I concur.
(BTW, www.myspace.com/crystalsmuse )
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