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If you find him running around, catch him. We need to have a talk.

So he is the one that got kicked that i keep hearing about.

Closest I ever came to the edge, metaphysically speaking, was a little while back.
back story is basically, I had a long relationship with someone who practices magick regularly, and has quite a lot of influence. We broke up (her idea) cause she was pissed at me. She had been, for the last 6 months or so, building me up so she could let me down at that moment, as a sort of emotional revenge for when i cheated on her ( still regretting it, thanks ), but when i acted as i usually do in those situations, calmly and acceptingly, she got more pissed.
She sent some bad things my way. She attempted to advance my karma, and to put some sort of negativity on me in general. I saw the usual signs, which, for me, usually involve an unexpected thunderstorm and a lot of crows following me around.
But, instead of attempting to block it out, or shield myself, I stupidly did something else.
I attempted to absorb the energy she threw at me, and convert it to life energy, such that it wouldn't be a problem.
Didn't work, suffices to say. I got pretty screwed up, and came close to killing myself a couple of times, from the metaphysical torture. I guess she just wanted to hurt me, and (in the words of khan) continue hurting me.
Still not sure how i got out of it. i think it was one part thanks to my friend who knows a couple things about the art, and my other friend who knows about as much about a different art, and loves me very much.
So i get by, with a little help, from my friends...

So basically to sum it up, you like to mislead people? Yup, pingu, you'll never change XD lol.

Hell, you could be fooling all of us into thinking you're actually good at what you claim to do. But then, I've always been a tad suspicious, given that you're a woman-in-a-man's-body following Aphrodite who lives with two voodoo priests who are more powerful than Anyone Ever Except You, and practise voodoo that doesn't, as far as I can tell, acknowledge lwa, veves, or black chickens.

Not that I'm saying you're misleading anyone.

my soul stalker some how managed to change me and my friends memories of the same night. it managed to make three of us believe that we were from a higher plane of existance. so guess what we tried to do. go back. luckily, our spell was incomplete and we did not rip our souls from our bodies or were cast into the abyss burning_eyes

We've been invaded by n00bs. What did you expect in a metaphysics group? They'll eventually learn or leave, just don't get them stirred up. It's just so hard to get them deidiocified.