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 Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2004 6:15 pm
Skad_for_Life Self Torture
(October 06, 2002)I sit and wait and pray and hope That I can one day be skinny and pretty Like the girls in the trash magazines that I buy And I starve And I purge And I cut And I kill a part of me inside Every time I cry Every time I see the happy smiling faces On the covers of those goddamn magazines They kill me every day Want me to be mindless Follow all the ******** trends Nevermore my own body Nevermore my own mind Dead like a zombie And hollow inside
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 3:03 pm
I love this song.
I Need you to survive
I need you, you need me.
We're all a part of God's body.
Stand with me, agree with me.
We're all a part of God's body.
It is his will, that every need be supplied.
You are important to me, I need you to survive.
(repeat)
I'll pray for you, You'll pray for me.
I love you, I need you to survive.
I won't harm you with words from my mouth.
I love you, I need you to survive.
It is his will, that every need be supplied.
You are important to me, I need you to survive.
(repeat)
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 3:57 pm
t0paz Skad_for_Life Self Torture
(October 06, 2002)I sit and wait and pray and hope That I can one day be skinny and pretty Like the girls in the trash magazines that I buy And I starve And I purge And I cut And I kill a part of me inside Every time I cry Every time I see the happy smiling faces On the covers of those goddamn magazines They kill me every day Want me to be mindless Follow all the ******** trends Nevermore my own body Nevermore my own mind Dead like a zombie And hollow inside *massacres society's idea of the ideal woman* scream stressed *twitch* *cough* erm.. i was listening to heavy metal.. got a little worked up.. redface i have a poem around here somewhere too.. ill post it eventually whee
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 3:59 pm
Kinsai-chan t0paz Skad_for_Life Self Torture
(October 06, 2002)I sit and wait and pray and hope That I can one day be skinny and pretty Like the girls in the trash magazines that I buy And I starve And I purge And I cut And I kill a part of me inside Every time I cry Every time I see the happy smiling faces On the covers of those goddamn magazines They kill me every day Want me to be mindless Follow all the ******** trends Nevermore my own body Nevermore my own mind Dead like a zombie And hollow inside *massacres society's idea of the ideal woman* scream stressed *twitch* *cough* erm.. i was listening to heavy metal.. got a little worked up.. redface i have a poem around here somewhere too.. ill post it eventually whee
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 4:07 pm
t0paz Kinsai-chan t0paz Skad_for_Life Self Torture
(October 06, 2002)I sit and wait and pray and hope That I can one day be skinny and pretty Like the girls in the trash magazines that I buy And I starve And I purge And I cut And I kill a part of me inside Every time I cry Every time I see the happy smiling faces On the covers of those goddamn magazines They kill me every day Want me to be mindless Follow all the ******** trends Nevermore my own body Nevermore my own mind Dead like a zombie And hollow inside *massacres society's idea of the ideal woman* scream stressed *twitch* *cough* erm.. i was listening to heavy metal.. got a little worked up.. redface i have a poem around here somewhere too.. ill post it eventually whee eee! whee redface xp heart 
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 9:17 pm
Sorry... I have over 100 poems.. lol...
Cat Lady
(December 21, 2002)
No lovers
No husband
No kids
Just 47 cats
Some feral, some domestic
Some stray, some I bought
Every kind of cat you could ever want
And then on "Dateline NBC"
They will do a story about me
A 16-year-old girl who had rockstar dreams
Now lives in seclusion in rural Missouri
Now 35, she sits in her home
Always alone
She's got a room just for her songs and poetry
All arranged alphabetically
Because now she has severe OCD
And her collection is growing exponentially
Of cats and of writings
Of UFO sighting
The neighborhood kids
Throw rocks at her as she passes
They've already broken three pairs of her glasses
And her dreams of stardom are now long gone
She just sits at home grooming her cats
Cleaning off their little food mats
And life isn't boring for her she claims
But just ignore her
She's gone insane
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 8:43 pm
Skad_for_Life Sorry... I have over 100 poems.. lol... Cat Lady
(December 21, 2002)No lovers No husband No kids Just 47 cats Some feral, some domestic Some stray, some I bought Every kind of cat you could ever want And then on "Dateline NBC" They will do a story about me A 16-year-old girl who had rockstar dreams Now lives in seclusion in rural Missouri Now 35, she sits in her home Always alone She's got a room just for her songs and poetry All arranged alphabetically Because now she has severe OCD And her collection is growing exponentially Of cats and of writings Of UFO sighting The neighborhood kids Throw rocks at her as she passes They've already broken three pairs of her glasses And her dreams of stardom are now long gone She just sits at home grooming her cats Cleaning off their little food mats And life isn't boring for her she claims But just ignore her She's gone insane
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 8:50 pm
I went back and read the comentary on my peotry, wow, I am teary and truley honored to be called that good, thank ye. crying
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 9:25 pm
MangaJoe I went back and read the comentary on my peotry, wow, I am teary and truley honored to be called that good, thank ye. crying
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 9:29 pm
AlmsiviConner ~Sakura Trees~ Only 3 paces away. Walking Slowly through the streets. In anticipation of the beauty I come to see. Beautiful Sakura Trees. So many, oh so graceful. Letting thier leaves fly free. Onto the cold fall ground. A thunderstorm looms in the west. Its borders are dark and heavy. It over shadows the trees and lets a brisk cold air sweep through the limbs. A small roar is heard from the sky only a mile away. As the clouds flow over, the wavering wind strengthens. The arms of the sakura trees silently shake thier children. And the children break free and venture into the unknowing world. Into the palm of a grandmother. I come to dream here. I come to sit and listen to the silent voices. So peaceful. And oh so beautiful. Only 3 paces away. Walking slowly through the streets. In anticipation of the beauty. I come to see.
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 9:33 pm
t0paz MangaJoe I went back and read the comentary on my peotry, wow, I am teary and truley honored to be called that good, thank ye. crying Oops, I should have posted my thoughts on it, it was verygood, well, what I remember was, sorry, I have a short term memory.
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 9:36 pm
MangaJoe t0paz MangaJoe I went back and read the comentary on my peotry, wow, I am teary and truley honored to be called that good, thank ye. crying Oops, I should have posted my thoughts on it, it was verygood, well, what I remember was, sorry, I have a short term memory.
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 9:41 pm
I can't even get any views in the poetry forum. sad That's why I stopped frequenting it. Everyone wants critique on their work but they won't read anyone else's. I feel slighted because I was one of the people who always critiqued and didn't post any of my own and when I did like now no one will read it. sad cry crying
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 9:45 pm
t0paz I can't even get any views in the poetry forum. sad That's why I stopped frequenting it. Everyone wants critique on their work but they won't read anyone else's. I feel slighted because I was one of the people who always critiqued and didn't post any of my own and when I did like now no one will read it. sad cry crying I very very very sorry, please forgive I wish foryou to continue writing.
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2004 10:14 pm
MangaJoe t0paz I can't even get any views in the poetry forum. sad That's why I stopped frequenting it. Everyone wants critique on their work but they won't read anyone else's. I feel slighted because I was one of the people who always critiqued and didn't post any of my own and when I did like now no one will read it. sad cry crying I very very very sorry, please forgive I wish foryou to continue writing.
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