✦ One Jump Ahead ✦
The morning after
that night, Sajahka woke early, bathed, selected his favorite of the seashells he had gathered the night before to set beside Leu’s pillow while he slept, and headed out to purchase them both breakfast. The get-together had been conveniently set at the end of the work week, which left the day open for other activities—or sleeping in, as some preferred. Leukos unsurprisingly being in the latter category. And thankfully, Sajah
did feel immensely better come morning than he had the night prior. Yes, he truly enjoyed the man’s company: but he was going to
get that, and evidently, Leu liked his too.
He had enough of his own emotional points of complication that he really didn’t need more immediately, and it could only be a good thing to have the opportunity to continue to get to know the man, learn his job, and become comfortable in his new surroundings in the meantime. Besides, with the benefit of sobriety on his shoulders, he was all the more convinced it would have been a bad idea to start anything the way they had been headed.
Things
were different now. For both of them.
Last they had been together, Sajahka’s interest had been set firmly on Nyko despite his eagerness for distraction in the meantime. Now, if he let himself admit it—he was fairly certain he didn’t
want ‘just to ********’ with anyone. Nyko had made clear he wasn’t interested, and while the sting of that was still present, it was healing, and he could at least accept that he needed to move on himself and be capable on his own two feet. Without the prospect of Nyko in the distance, however, he didn’t think he could realistically kid himself into thinking he would be satisfied in the long term by ‘no commitment.’
He had
wanted everything with Nyko, and been ready to settle for a lifetime of watching on. Now, he had had a taste of so much more with Leukos, and did not have the barrier of Nyko as some protective distant impossibility to keep his heart from setting itself elsewhere.
If he was going to begin building something with someone, he wanted it to matter. And he liked Leukos enough that if they started sleeping together
now, he would all but inevitably want it to be meaningful for both of them. So, for however long Leukos had a boyfriend, at least, he was almost surely better off keeping things as simple as they could be.
Besides, it had not exactly sounded as though Leukos was the
most inspired by whoever he had taken into life, and Sajah had to suspect that would work itself out in its own time without his help. He didn’t need to be the ‘source’ of trouble. He didn’t
want to be involved in Leukos’ boyfriend drama.
It was simplest and best to be a good friend unless or until anything else made sense.
So, that was the mindset Sajah went forward with, and for several weeks, it went well. They shared quarters but did not get wildly drunk together. They shared meals, but not their bed. They went to work together and came into an easy routine that he felt
good about. He was earning coin of his own the right way. He was
learning every day about both his job and in stray portions about the other tasks around the place as he had opportunity to observe and even occasionally aid where appropriate. He learned the names of the beasts and his co-workers.
By the beginning of his third week, he had enough to his own name that he was able to contribute to food and rent money and begin considering the possibility of some, ‘
Thank you,’ to Leukos that didn’t involve anything indecent for a friendship.
But what could he bring home to the man that Leu didn’t already have?
It was mid afternoon during their lunch break, and Sajah was taking a walk through market, perusing without necessarily any intent to purchase, his mind wandering when at his back pocket—it was just the faintest fumble of movement, but on instinct, Sajah’s hand snapped back, gripping like a vice around-
A very
small wrist, moments before his eyes narrowed on the culprit.
Little thief.The child squawked in outburst at being caught, eyes flaring wide, and then face gradually draining of color as the impact of failure sunk in. The child—Sajah couldn’t honestly tell
what the gender was at first glance, but he pegged
boy as a half-wild guess thanks to
reasonably short, raggedy hair that hung only just above the shoulders and so much filth that one couldn’t have accurately guessed what color his clothes were supposed to be—jerked against his hold.
“H-hey, let
go—”
Scoffing, Sajah took what was
his — just a few coins, unsuccessfully picked from his pocket — and then shook his head. What an amature. Understandable though, he supposed, at that age. But really, if the kid was going to be waltzing about the streets he’d be endangering his hands if he didn’t work up his skill
some. For now, though, because he could
afford it and knew what it meant to be on that side of the pecking order, he held out a portion back of what had been taken.
The child squinted. He only took a moment, though, to apparently decide any risk was worth it, and snatched the offering up greedily. Sajah released his grip. The child bolted into the crowd. He huffed.
It was, he imagined then, surely the last he’d see of him.
He couldn’t have been more wrong. The
next day, at approximately the same time, as he was moving away from the street vendor where he had just purchased lunch, there came a familiar,
sloppy pull at the back of his clothes where he had kept his coin last time-
His grip locked on a wrist.
He raised his eyebrows. This time, he earned puffed cheeks and an abashed pout from his ‘attacker.’
“Well, you
fed me last time,” the boy blurted, and—Sajah
probably should have been offended, but instead, as much to his own surprise as the child’s, an amused laugh bubbled up of its own regard. Then, he reminded himself this was no way to teach a child, and cleared his throat, shaking his head. The child huffed. “Aw,
c’mon, I know you got some…I just wanna little that’s all-”
“Shhh, tch.”
The child squinted.
Sajah released his grip, and reached to where he had moved his coin, withdrawing enough specifically for one biscuit as sold across the way by the local bread vendor. After holding up the coin, he gestured, making sure the child looked, and seemed to understand, before he handed the prize over. The boy flushed, and as Sajah watched, happily pocketed the coin. The moment the child’s back turned, he flashed a grin. Perfect.
He let the boy have his head start, wriggling through the crowd towards the bread vendor as indicated, and only after a dozen or so paces did he take gradual pursuit, careful not to draw special attention to the fact that he was following—though, silly boy, he didn’t even look back. Not that Sajah supposed he had
much reason to believe his interests were at risk. Always odd, how thieves never anticipated being stolen from.
The boy made it to the vendor unawares. “Aye—oi, you!” The child called to the merchant, drawing attention to himself and clearly proud to have the capacity to pay. “I want that one. I got—”
The look, though, on his face as his fingers went into his pocket where he had
just placed his ‘earned’ coin, only to find nothing, was — in Sajah’s opinion — priceless. The boy squinted. He stuffed his hand deeper, whipped around to turn, squinting at the ground and then all about him.
“I had-”
Then, Sajah stepped forward, placing the same coins on the table before the bread merchant who, when Sajah notched his head toward the kid, turned the requested roll over without question. The child, for a moment, didn’t seem to manage to notice, his cheeks too busy turning a furious purple.
“Ai, kid,” the merchant broke through to the boy’s attention, gesturing as he held out the bread.
Wordlessly, it was snatched up. The boy’s eyes were narrowed, though, on Sajah as he took his first greedy, cheek-stuffed bite. “‘Ow’d ‘ou ‘et that? Was
mine…”
Sajah pulled his slate board from where it was looped at his hip — ever handy — and scritched out the words:
yur sloppy — before turning it to face him. The boy’s eyes narrowed, squinting, and then he gave a light puff, looking away.
“I can’t read. You can’t talk, huh?”
Sajah blinked, surprised at how quickly the child came to it—evidently not stupid, under all that dirt. He nodded.
“Well, that sucks. My name’s Naz. It’s nice to meet ya anyway, I s’pose, and…” He rolled his shoulders. “Thanks, I guess.”
It would not be the last time he saw him.
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