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problematic briefcase Crew
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 Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 9:52 am
-Dessynea- But maybe eating a lot and doing nothing all day will make him gain a magic amount of weight. [/color] Works for me. blaugh
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 12:05 pm
Le Derpy Hooves -Dessynea- But maybe eating a lot and doing nothing all day will make him gain a magic amount of weight. [/color] Works for me. blaugh ಠ_ಠ See signature.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 12:29 pm
I wish I could have napped today.
I'm so ******** ******** the ******** the ******** not being able to find my ******** my bosses going to Starbucks and not being able to get me a Frappuccino cause I lost my ******** being ******** Two 10x60 trailers we had to move/position/cut trees down for ******** my lunch being a Ham and Cheese Sandwich ******** everything.
crying
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 12:59 pm
I got a purr out of her today.
And no grumbles.
whee
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 1:13 pm
I've been feeling exhausted and on the brink of sickness all morning.
And then I tried on diamond rings, which cheered me up.
And then I had my Anats and Phys exam, which upset my stomach.
Time for some animated distraction.
biggrin
Ougisoyosoyodondondon.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 1:19 pm
Pssssst Check the sketchbook. > 3>
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 2:17 pm
My brother's surgery is tomorrow, we are going to see him tonight and then probably again tomorrow. The good thing about his surgery being tomorrow is he will get to come home before the weekend. If he had had his surgery Thursday (which was the plan), he was going to have to stay the weekend too.
Also, my younger siblings' dad is in a different hospital right now. He had a shunt at the base of his brain and it broke into pieces. His brain is swollen. When they found him after he had been missing a few days, he didn't know the date or his birthday or even his own name. He knew he was JC, but not his actual name. He is in the ICU so evidently we cannot go see him today.
Also, a kid (he is sixteen now) I've known since he was two got a fifteen-year-old pregnant. When I found out the other night, I went to his house and (pretty lightly) scolded him for it. Well his sister was there and evidently thought I was out of line. And now his dad was trashing me about saying something today at work to Zach and the other people there, which really hurts my feelings because this is someone who has watched me grow up and has never said anything negative about me. Well Trish (Zach's boss and my long time family friend) got all up in his face about it and told him that I am a good person and going places etc. And just because my family is ******** up doesn't mean I am.
I kind of hate everything right now. And I'm just really upset and stressed and want to cry but Zach is already upset and we can't both be freaking out right now.
Also, work is driving me crazy for dozens of reasons. And all the reasons would take too long for me to list so yeah.
tl;dr: A lot is going on for me right now and nobody is making it any easier.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 2:21 pm
Medeus -Dessynea- Medeus -Dessynea- My littlest brother is in the hospital this week because he is underweight. They are spending the first few days trying to get him to gain weight by eating like a lot and when that doesn't work they are going to do a surgery putting a feeding tube into his stomach. My brother is super unhappy about it.
Yeah, so this week is super suck-y. And the hospital is about 45 minutes away and we are driving out there at least once a day. Someone is staying with him every night. He wasn't entirely miserable today because they have a Wii with a ton of games and he played that all day. But he will probably get tired of it. But maybe eating a lot and doing nothing all day will make him gain a magic amount of weight before Wednesday. Oh noes! What happened?
He doesn't have any health problems, he is just underweight. He weighs 34 pounds and evidently the average weight for his age is between 37 and 70.
And he is really active, like he never sits still ever. Even when he plays his DS he is like running around in the yard. And everyone on his dad's side is super small and skinny. So his weight thing isn't really surprising.
Sorry for the text wall, I am just frustrated with the situation.
Thanks for caring Med. heart Well he sounds like a normal Kid! lol it's not easy to get kids to eat...Have you ever tried like Protein bars that make you gain weight? Specifically I'm thinking of Mean Girls, lol but I know they're out there! I would be too. Hospital visits are never fun things....I don't know how my sister manages to be a Nurse and still not be depressed all the time, lol! Well of course! heart That's what friends are for
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 2:51 pm
******** you too ******** everything
but ******** you the ******** everyone
but ******** you the most
with a big rusty pole
or a splintery ******** you
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 12:42 am
There is a cloud of negativity hanging over me today. Little things have been irritating me more than is reasonable, nothing is satisfying, and I've been really tired and getting a lot of random aches and pains. I've felt it building up for a while, but today it is really blocking out the sun for me.
I think it's just routine getting to me. Walking used to be my foolproof stress relief, but now that I make a point of doing it every day it's just kind of a meh thing. Perhaps it's even become somewhat of an obligation. I need to do something different. I feel boxed in. Like there are so many things I could be doing that would be far more fulfilling, and that there's no reason for me not to be doing these things.
I think...I want to go swimming. I love it and I live within walking distance from the rec center, but I haven't gone in like five years and idk why. neutral I don't even know if I still have a bathing suit that'll fit me.
Guess I know what I'm doing this weekend. Oh, this'll be an adventure and a half.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 1:14 am
Cabron LaSwan There is a cloud of negativity hanging over me today. Little things have been irritating me more than is reasonable, nothing is satisfying, and I've been really tired and getting a lot of random aches and pains. I've felt it building up for a while, but today it is really blocking out the sun for me.
I think it's just routine getting to me. Walking used to be my foolproof stress relief, but now that I make a point of doing it every day it's just kind of a meh thing. Perhaps it's even become somewhat of an obligation. I need to do something different. I feel boxed in. Like there are so many things I could be doing that would be far more fulfilling, and that there's no reason for me not to be doing these things.
I think...I want to go swimming. I love it and I live within walking distance from the rec center, but I haven't gone in like five years and idk why. neutral I don't even know if I still have a bathing suit that'll fit me.
Guess I know what I'm doing this weekend. Oh, this'll be an adventure and a half. FIGHT IN THE SHADE
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 1:26 am
Decavolty Cabron LaSwan There is a cloud of negativity hanging over me today. Little things have been irritating me more than is reasonable, nothing is satisfying, and I've been really tired and getting a lot of random aches and pains. I've felt it building up for a while, but today it is really blocking out the sun for me.
I think it's just routine getting to me. Walking used to be my foolproof stress relief, but now that I make a point of doing it every day it's just kind of a meh thing. Perhaps it's even become somewhat of an obligation. I need to do something different. I feel boxed in. Like there are so many things I could be doing that would be far more fulfilling, and that there's no reason for me not to be doing these things.
I think...I want to go swimming. I love it and I live within walking distance from the rec center, but I haven't gone in like five years and idk why. neutral I don't even know if I still have a bathing suit that'll fit me.
Guess I know what I'm doing this weekend. Oh, this'll be an adventure and a half. HUG IN THE SHADE
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 1:32 am
Cabron LaSwan
Decavolty Cabron LaSwan There is a cloud of negativity hanging over me today. Little things have been irritating me more than is reasonable, nothing is satisfying, and I've been really tired and getting a lot of random aches and pains. I've felt it building up for a while, but today it is really blocking out the sun for me.
I think it's just routine getting to me. Walking used to be my foolproof stress relief, but now that I make a point of doing it every day it's just kind of a meh thing. Perhaps it's even become somewhat of an obligation. I need to do something different. I feel boxed in. Like there are so many things I could be doing that would be far more fulfilling, and that there's no reason for me not to be doing these things.
I think...I want to go swimming. I love it and I live within walking distance from the rec center, but I haven't gone in like five years and idk why. neutral I don't even know if I still have a bathing suit that'll fit me.
Guess I know what I'm doing this weekend. Oh, this'll be an adventure and a half. HUG IN THE SHADE FROSTING
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 1:40 am
I just discovered that The Sims website still has freebie items, despite EA being moneyhungry assholes.
A downloading we will go~
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 3:01 am
I just figured out why I find people so ridiculous. And why they go crazy without social interaction. And why hypocrisy is human nature. And why being judgmental is so inescapably popular.
People are quick to point out the flaws they perceive in others, when they don't realize that they are only so quick to judge these actions the way they do because they are familiar with the pattern; because they experience and understand these behaviors in their own minds, from their own perspectives. They feel the need to project it onto someone else because it's easier to say 'you are doing something I don't like' than it is to say 'I am doing something I don't like'.
Does that make sense? It does to me, but I'm not really good at articulating these things.
I suppose there's nothing wrong with it. Everyone does it. I do it. Some of us can catch ourselves and remind ourselves that we're doing it, but to actually stop ourselves from doing it entirely, to stop projecting our own motives and fears onto others and genuinely try to accept and understand them for what they are... I wonder if it's even possible in a society so heavily concerned with their image. I mean, you can ask people about their intentions and accept what they tell you, but how do you know you're getting an honest answer? People aren't even honest with themselves half the time.
Pride is such a silly thing. It's perplexing and maddening to me how much we care about it, as a species.
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