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 Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2018 11:55 pm
 "You stand, you'll fall water or concrete
I'm clumsiest either way
Walk through stained glass
Glazed stars
I'm living so far away
Careful, fearful, I push against you higher
Careful, fearful, I push the other way"
Water or Concrete by Setec
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2018 2:10 pm
「BASICS」
█ || Past Names ⋯ Littlekit | Littlepaw |
█ || Nickname ⋯ Little
█ || Clan ⋯ Medicine-cat Apprentice of Mountain Clan
█ || Birthday ⋯ 8/29
█ || Gender ⋯ Female
█ || Mate⋯ None
█ || Orientation ⋯ Bisexual
█ || Obtained By⋯ Advertising Contest
█ || Color ⋯ #EDA96A
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「LOOKS」
█ || Height ⋯ Petite
█ || Weight ⋯ Moderately underweight due to starvation
█ || Build ⋯ Lean and small
█ || Scent⋯ Smells like mint
█ || Voice⋯ Higher tone but spoke often in a whisper
█ || Noticeable Features ⋯ Heterochromia
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2018 2:22 pm
「PERSONALITY」
Dependable, eager, and quick to learn, Littlepaw fits her role within the clan fairly well. Medicine has always been an interest for her, even as a child, and it’s a passion she clings to. Healing those around her is both a selfless task and selfish one, although she’s reluctant to admit the negative. Seeing those she lives with and love recovering from various traumas and ailments makes her feel beneficial to others. She’s able to do something and earn her place within the clan, and at times that’s enough.
At other times, however, it’s not. Littlepaw suffers from generalized anxiety that ranges from moderate to severe depending on a variety of factors. Her anxiety often talks her down from chasing after anything that may personally benefit her. She sacrifices a lot of her time, energy, and feelings for her duties. She doesn’t take care of her own needs half the time. The clan, in her eyes, is more important. She doesn’t take breaks often nor does she take time to actually experience the joy of other cats. Spending time together is done within the medicine-cat den, and 98% of the time purely professional. It’s not that she doesn’t want to get to know her clanmates -- she just doesn't know how to vulnerable in a time where she needs to be strong.
As a result, Littlepaw does not often emotionally connect with others. She keeps things under a smile and eager demeanor and buries anything else under a cheery voice. While she’s naturally friendly when spoken to and enjoys being so, Littlepaw will refuse any attempt to dig into her deeper and sometimes darker fears and worries. She maintains a carefully crafted exterior. Again, she doesn’t address her own needs, so if anyone was to even ask her about her concerns she most likely wouldn’t even acknowledge they existed in the first place. Littlepaw doesn’t want to be the burden, and so she’ll do anything she can to remain an easy cat to deal with and seemingly put together.
Her dedication to the clan and her duties benefit those around her, but her inability to be honest with herself or be vulnerable does directly chip away at her. It is safe to say, however, that her clan enjoys her. She’s easy to make flustered, friendly when approached, and a quiet but gentle personality that is easy to mesh with. Littlepaw is also known greatly for getting nervous when her own romantic interests are brought up, often changing the subject after a good stammering fest.
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「FEARS」
█ || Failure ⋯ She's afraid to fail Dovetail and her clan. They need her.
█ || Vulnerability ⋯ She needs to be strong for her clan, so she fears her own weakness and letting it be seen.
█ || Bodies of Water ⋯ She can't swim and has heard stories of kits drowning many times.
█ || Fire ⋯ Most cats can't understand fire, and Little is no different. Fire is frightening.
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「LIKES」
█ || Medicine ⋯ It heals people! She loves discovering new medicines.
█ || Routine ⋯ Knowing what to expect is nice these days. It's comforting.
█ || Kits ⋯ She loves children and imagining who they'll become.
█ || Praying ⋯ She often prays to Sun Clan on her own time. It gives her peace of mind.
█ || Bones ⋯ Yes, she has a weird quirk. She likes chewing on bones.
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「DISLIKES」
█ || Personal Weakness ⋯ She has to be perfect. Has to be kept together.
█ || Mushrooms ⋯ She will look at you like you betrayed her if you offer one.
█ || Travel ⋯ She just wants a home. One home.
█ || Emotional Honesty ⋯ Littlepaw gets exceedingly uncomfortable the more a cat prys and will remove herself from situations she feels like might reveal something “unnecessary”.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2018 2:28 pm
「BIOGRAPHY」
█ || Kit ⋯
Born to Sunseer and Morningsky, Littlekit was born alongside Emberkit and Blazekit. Unfortunately for everyone, her mother and siblings ended up passing during the great famine and that left her and Sunseer behind. Cared for by various queens, Littlekit didn’t quite realize what was wrong with her story. She understood kits were supposed to have mothers and siblings, but Littlekit only ever knew her father and herself. She was quick to grow into a curious kit and didn’t let what those perceived a tragedy get her down, although it’s debated if she understood it in the first place.
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█ || Apprentice ⋯
She spent the beginning of her paw-hood mentorless and frustrated. Witnessing those around her dropping like flies was traumatic to say the least, but she wanted to do something about it. She was never a cat who wanted someone to fix her problems for her, and the illness amongst the clan became a personal problem to her. It needed fixing. So, she began cleaning the medicine-cat den and applying minor fixes where she could. Without a mentor it was fairly difficult to actually heal anyone, but scrapes and bruises were easily patched. She began testing herbs and medicines on herself and experimenting where she could.
This eventually led to Dovetail, the deceased medicine-cat prior to her birth, visiting her and bestowing her mentorship to Littlepaw as a gift. While mostly unheard of, it wasn’t impossible for a Sunclan cat to mentor another and Littlepaw was not going to throw away the offer. So, she became medicine-cat apprentice.
On the heels of her promotion came the time Mountain Clan finally realized they could no longer live amongst their birth home. The famine was too great, and disease was spreading. Littepaw gathered her herbs and followed after her clan, eyes locked on the pregnant and about to go into labor Goldenleaf. Her first task as medicine-cat apprentice was upon her; she needed to ensure the survival of the kits that were most likely going to be born within the travel.
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█ || Warrior ⋯
Has yet to reach this stage.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2018 2:35 pm
「RELATIONSHIPS」
█ || Sunseer ⋯ Male ⋯ Mountain Clan
Her father and leader of Mountain Clan. She speaks fondly of Sunseer, however she hasn’t necessarily spent much time with him. She gets it, however. They both have important duties and Littlepaw doesn’t find herself often regretting the lack of connection between them, although she would enjoy getting a chance to really know her father. She understands his role is trying and does her best to lessen his burden by tending to the sick as effectively as she can. Littlepaw is not envious of his role and would not touch it with a ten foot pole -- honestly, she doesn’t get how he can handle it!
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█ || Dovetail ⋯ Female ⋯ Sun Clan
While Littlepaw did not have the fortunate experience of meeting Dovetail when she was alive, Littlepaw was blessed with the chance to follow in Dovetail’s paws. Her mentor makes themselves known when they must and while Littlepaw struggles picking up the pieces when Dovetail isn’t there, she manages. She’s appreciative towards the she-cat and wishes she could have met the medicine-cat during their life.
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█ || Goldenleaf ⋯ Female ⋯ Mountain Clan
While Littlepaw isn’t close with Goldenleaf, the she-cat was her first serious patient. Pregnant and seeking someone to help her, Goldenleaf leaned on the young Littlepaw and they became closer for it. Littlepaw admires Goldenleaf’s ability to survive, even if it’s done so through grim remarks and morbid humor. They don’t always align personality-wise, but Littlepaw will never forget her experience with Goldenleaf and their pregnancy.
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█ || Dawnbreak ⋯ Female ⋯ Mountain Clan
A frequent patient, Dawnbreak is constantly hurting herself in various and often obscene ways. Little isn't quite sure how one harms themselves that much! She's fond of Dawnbreak, regardless, and won't skip a chance to lecture the patient turned friend on better health care. She can say Dawnbreak is the first she's heard try and hunt a goat, though.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2018 2:44 pm
「ROLEPLAY LOG」
█ || Paging Dr. Littlepaw ⋯ With Dawnbreak ⋯ Finished
Littlepaw has to tend to Dawnbreak, who has banged themselves up fairly well. Thankfully, she knows how to tend to the wounds despite still being a normal apprentice. She can't say she'll get the taste of burdoc out of her mouth anytime soon, though.
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█ || A Future Already Known ⋯ With Dovetail ⋯ Finished
Tending to the medicine-cat den for weeks, Littlepaw was fairly surprised to be greeted by Dovetail one evening. The Sun Clan cat spent a brief time understanding Littlepaw before, to Little's delight, bestowed the title of medicine-cat apprentice on Littlepaw. The omen Dovetail left her with lingered in Littlepaw's heart, but she's determined to prove Dovetail proud.
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█ || I'm Still an Apprentice! ⋯ With Goldenleaf ⋯ Finished
Goldenleaf comes to Littlepaw complaining of a stomach ache. It doesn't take Littlepaw long to realize that Goldenleaf is pregnant, although it's met by horror from the expecting mother. Littlepaw reassures Goldenleaf, although once the she-cat leaves she feel dread in her own chest.
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█ || Dr. Littlepaw's Office ⋯ With Duskwing ⋯ Ongoing
Littlepaw meets Duskwing. [will add more later as RP develops]
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█ || Chasing the River ⋯ With Mountain Clan [Meta] ⋯ Ongoing
Sunseer finally receives a response from Sun Clan, and it isn't exactly the response they thought it'd be.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2018 2:50 pm
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