Waru suddenly found himself with too much time. Alone. Held up at home and healed up in his own little space. Taking a break. Realized belatedly how terrible a thing it was. To have time alone. Time enough to focus on everything that had gone down before - after - to sit and stew over...
Over how Nembus wasn't retuning his calls or texts. How Dee was ghosting him entirely, and he hadn't seen her there...hadn't seen her since....
Thought all sorts of 'what if' except, no ******** way would she. She wasn't like...
Then how he thought of Thorite. Of a rainbow knight drenched in black but fighting back. Fighting him despite -- out of spite - because of -- and Amsv'd had words to say. Words worth listening to over the din of chaos, for all that Albite hadn't heard half of them because he didn't want to - wasn't listening so much as he was watching and reading lips and wondering 'why' -- how the why compounded and ate itself like snake on tail because he loved Thorite.
Had loved him. Except for how he'd been set on ******** fire....
Thought of Faustite....scrapped that thought because it was too much. All of it was too much. The weight of those thoughts in the dark.
Alkemene, Lilith, Celadonite, Haymitch - the whole expansive team that was steadily building steam - how he should've been happy for it. Except then the what if's crept in. Crawled up the walls like how the inky darkness had crawled into the drains of his home after...
Because what if they weren't his friends? Weren't his team? Didn't actually want to stay around for him - with him - because of him? Hadn't he had enough people call him on his bullshit before. Sylvite n' Nembs, n' even freaking Cybele, of all people?
All the thoughts that hurt. All the people he liked and how he liked them --- how he forgave and forgot because he put them up on pedestals and gave them labels they hadn't asked for.
Expected returns and dividends from his outputs....expected nothing at all half the time...because that wasn't how he treated family and friends.
Except maybe they weren't his friends at all. Maybe he just liked being useful - being used - maybe that was all he was to them? Pretty idiot incarnate and how he loved that, lived for it, except right there in the very moment he existed in.
Except right ******** now. Didn't like it so much, the thought of it. The idea of it....
Sprawled out in space on his couch in the lingering darkness. Wisp in his lap and his Orbies knew. His babies knew how bad the silence was when it wasn't companionable....
He needed a Friend...a real friend...Someone he could trust, who wouldn't up and leave at the slightest bit of discomfort. Someone who would stay because of him..
Someone like....
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"Hey Eion? Do you remember that Folder?"
Zero context text sent out into space, chucked into the ether like his thoughts.
Like it didn't matter.
He had to do it and have it be done. Had to do it so he could be done, because he didn't do self depreciation bullshit. Couldn't ******** afford to. Didn't like the way it felt to sit with silence of things unanswered with all the balls in his court and the court feeling empty even though it was full to the brim.
If it took Eion a day, a month, a year? If he never even saw it at all because who knew when the guy would check his phone, if even he still had a phone to check? If it wasn't in bits and pieces or a pile of melted slag that lay somewhere else...
Didn't matter. He'd done the thing. The thing in question was well and 'did'. Question asked and if he needed an answer --- he'd get up off his a** and go get it.
Right then, right there? He just --- needed -- took a step in that direction with the text and felt for it. Not better. Just felt - sat in the messy thing of it and continued to feel...
...Something..
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2021 1:03 pm
✷In Rugose✷
Black shale, mottled with volcanic ashen-crushed shell, all set into silver. When he twisted it just right — when the light cut into the ebony cracks that made out markers of some ancient sea-bed turned boneyard in the rift. It flowed - oil-slick purple. Deep bruised colors that flashed out when he poured power in.
At first he’d thought it little more than a badass rock — trinket picked outta the rift in the aftermath of a tumultuous grab for scales. Free prize from Radon (turned Whim) — a chipped, dead, cast-off of one of the ancient beings prettier scales. Useless thing. Kinda ugly, even. So he’d made it nice — gotten it polished to shine — let it sit around in a drawer like a paperweight.
For months — on end — where it lay and collected dust.
Then his Haykitten came along — then his whole damned team, came along. Only then had it seemed right to ‘do’ something with it. To make it worth showing off, now that he could teleport. Pass through planes of existence like a child fumbling down the up escalator. Now that he needed it — for something more.
Firm, hot, ozone laced reminder of the Rift he’d visited too many times over. Grew fonder for it each and every one of those— grew fonder for…..
The icepick sharp, carapace sheathed and Magic scarred crab claw, hung on a mantle.
A Youmas leg, ripped clean by him, by will and binding tie: loosed in a fervor of fun, fueled by magic that screamed maim.
Then it was mounted wallside.
A Testament to Radon, reborn Whim, reborn some other creature shifted and twisted into ever changing shapes; it’s essence, its proof of life. When it dusted? Proof of death, and only then — but until then?
There it ******** hung. For all who entered to see what Faustites team had done.
The mantle, that held in its imaginary grate a Man, who sat ablaze. Perched pointedly, legs criss crossed, on backless chairs, just beneath it. Sat like a cat who could care less, poised on stools and glass tops. Like personhood was a passing ideal that didn’t apply to him.
Oh, all the hell-scorched love he held for him, his firebrand, for his team, for his haykitten.
For his friends. His lovers. His traitors.
Irregardless of the hurts —- the betrayals —- he held love enough to drown a world in kerosene and see it lit up after.
So he’d had Haymitch make it pretty. Poured his feelings into it and seen its shine laid out into a proper sett piece.
All that Mauvian Magic put to work, and he’d begged on hands and knees to not know the how’s or why’s of the way any of that s**t worked. Thanked him in treats and with ideas of Christmas gifts to come — some sort of cat tree contraption. Would drive Faustite up it, would make Nembus laugh at until she cawed at their antics - the process of getting it built with Lysi - the aftermath of them having something like a Christmas under it — purple and black limbed crystals that lined the walls and would cast it in eerily mystic light. Perfectly new bookshelves encased in metal and glass — now cleaned empty. All the insides burnt out, by him..and his boy…because he held the stupid belief that if all the insides got blown out? Got burnt up in a blaze, in a thousand blazes? Then there’d be nothing left to trip them up — no death by a thousand paper-cuts if there was no more paper to cut with! If it was all ash afterwards — then they could have the new. Could Phoenix fire rebirth all the s**t that didn’t need to stand between them and a happy, well-functioning team, a loving family.
He hadn’t realized the things purpose though. Not really. Not until right before —- Oh — and how glorious it’d been. To stand along the edge of a battlement. Atop a hill surrounded by powerful spires and signatures and a din from all around that screamed for more.
More from him — more from them — tempered only by an Order. Aquas Order - The Queens Orders — Metallias sweet nothing whispers that trickled heavy syrup and spiced amber notes across a tongue. Over all the ways she wanted them — in there — ALIVE —- All well and good for him, to spread the love. To play target roulette.
Even as he clutched the piece of pretty so hard it cracked in it’s silver lined casing. Bled open where it swung, flesh warm, pinned on a chain, and pressed rough into the center of his palm over his clavicle. Loosed the energy he’d errantly poured into it - with every teleport - with every overzealous jump through space and time — every trip the life fantastic as he tripped on his a** or knees offa one rooftop, onto another, and into subspace —- right back out.
Poured — until he felt like he had a second skin, a second aura, burgeoning with Rift fueled other, until it was ready to burst. The sheer freedom he felt, granted from that. Such a lovely gift that pendant turned out to be. Special piece of s**t. Held the excess of his essence, gave it back in spades.
Spelled sweet the words no one else could hear — With love, from the Rift.
Second skin and second form and he felt that ring like lightning through his veins. Like lengths of untapped himness that’d finally been unfurled.
Oh ******** did that feel right. The settling of a monsters skin over his own. Except for all the ways he didn’t feel monstrous at all — it was only good. All good. The absolute ******** best.
Made his magic snarl in all new ways, gave him a body that was an extension — fleshy tool wrapped in bone and meat tentacles to flail — a rictus grin on a '*Youmas form*' — swathed in sounds that preceded his coming. ********, heralded his arrival, with enough beaten force to strike fear into the hearts of others — sounds of the Rift. A fitting shrike of rusted metal being pulled from a sheath, of the thousand ice-pick obsidian black mandibles skittering over mountainous crevasse — echoing an army — a tidal wave of insectoid limbs that carried on the back of it something ancient and forbidden.
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Passive Enhancement: Radons Echo
X——————X
When Albite wills it, he is accompanied by the distant and unnerving sounds of a metal tipped skitter-screech. It sounds like an army of rusty blades being improperly unsheathed, the noise married horrifically to the the steady buildup of icepick insect tipped feet careening along a cliff-side. It can be unnerving and unfamiliar, and create a sense of uncertainty and dread. This effect is particularly prominent when Albite is using the Rugrose Pendant.
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✷Red, Orange, Yellow Flickr Beat✷
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Prompt 9 (Illuminating Conversation): This time of year there are lights hanging everywhere. They come in different colors, different styles, different patterns of illumination. You might not remember when it started, but when you looked at a display, you noticed the lights seemed to be flashing in a specific pattern. When you look away, you might be able to see out of the corner of your eye that they return to normal--but any time you look at them, they repeat the same unique sequence. It’s not just one light, either; almost everywhere you go you can find some light repeating the pattern. Is something trying to send you a message? Could it be Morse Code, or something else? A coincidence? Either way, you can’t seem to decipher the message and it’s getting to you. Especially because no one else seems to notice it.
And if the stars held infinite wonder where they flickered above -- if the sky, suddenly blacked to vanta, and eclipsed all the lights that ever had been; that lined milkyway lines and licked Orion's star spangled crotch. Long dead reflections sucked into holes that expanded in wide, spiraling, ellipses. Gaping spaces born of blown supernovas which had probably devoured it all silently, eons ago, lightyears away from where he sat.
Did it matter?
When before him, across the edges of the forest that surrounded a city-scape alight with winter wonder; with every color known to man and beast alike, sat a sea of stars much closer at hand. Didn't need a planet to shiver on in the dark void beyond. Not when he could sit n' shiver in his own back yard. Could park a lawn chair atop a long abandoned gas station, and play a game that had gone on for nights on end.
Brought flashlights, brought strobes, brought -- Spielbergian shenanigans that he laughed on about. Played 'hey how are you' with whatever E.T. Phone Home being had been flashing about in the sticks and shanty towns that skirted just beyond gangland emptied edges in the parts of the city that languished. Where others searched for meaning, and reason and answers to all the whys that were? Waru, he just wanted the fun of it. Swaddled himself in a heavy blanket full of Orbies and leftover long hairs from Haymitchs winter shed 'bulshit your not a shorthair mau!' coat.
Didn't matter if he itched a bit while he picked a kernle or two out of his teeth n switched the swatch of light over. Cackled and watched whatever the thing was..whatever odd comunicado that transpired -- seemed to panic into yet another series of flashes that reminded him fondly of 'Headache'.
Firebrands sweet new Youma pet on hand..Thing he was going to light the tree with, string the ashen-pepper-sparks right up next to his Oribes. Order them around like they'd listen and not blare epileptic flares in his direction for 'DARING'. He didn't speak youma, but he sure as hell did understand 'annoyance', especially with Faustites firecrackle backdrop 'click' of nails wrought over glass -- that only occasionally ended in a screech and scrape of rake and chairs shoved back so Albite could 'better entertain himself'.
Warm thoughts that staved off the chill while he played the 'what color's next' game, ******** with the morse-code monster that seemed to skitter through both branches and underbrush beyond. Or mabye it was gas lights? Or maybe it was a pissed off Senshi...youma...alien...Metallia herself sending him a message that he'd rather show his a** to, then directly heed.
"You see that Orbabies? We made a friend!" and honeybutter tasted better with a sprinkling of salt, sticky mess that he had to lick clean from his fingers, would lick the bag after probably, just to get every tasty bit out of his homemade treat. "Mmhn, maybe we'll take it to lil's, she likes this kinda stuff. I dunno, speaking with lights n s**t." He wondered what she thought of Headache, of the orbies, of...
Should pay her a visit..
When he was done, of course.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2021 7:56 pm
✷Hickory, Dickory, Don't You ******** Dare!✷
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Prompt 8 (Mouse in the House): It’s snowing outside, and it’s going to keep snowing--all night long. They're not calling it a blizzard but it sure does feel like one. The power seems like it’ll stay on, which is good because it’s so cold outside. You’re safe and warm--but you’re not alone. At first, you might not notice anything. Maybe you see something move out of the corner of your eye, or hear something in the other room. It doesn’t take long to find the culprit: a mouse.
A mouse is sharing your living space, your shelter from the storm. On one hand, you don’t know where it’s been. On the other hand, it’s freezing outside, and it has big, sweet eyes. Do you have the heart to kick anything out in this weather? ...Do you really want that thing running around your place unchecked?
The couch was in the kitchen, the mattress in the hall. A pile of clothes long past pissed on - stuffed underneath them all. There were vacuum cleaners whirring - his carpet was a sin. He'd tear it up and throw it out, no rug doctor could win.
If he'd had the room to do it? Would've torn it all apart. If he didn't need to live there - would've burned it all down from the start. Woeful idiot wondered, at how many months it'd been. Was there a timeline for how long it took, to crystalize cat urine? Did his baby need a diet - his sweetest fluffy boy - that cute, innocent, catastrophic a*****e.
'Waru would bring him coal instead of toys.'
As his cleaning did continue, more damage did appear. Tiny little droppings - the worst of all his fears. Accompanied by slinky squeaking shadows, that brought Waruhiu Araulo Ushindi to angry, fiery, tears.
His house had been invaded. He was in s**t, up to his ears.
It took a ******** lot, to make the himbo cry, and being left half naked beyond his choosing?
Meant someone was going to die!
Because Rats were at his windows, and Mice were in his locks. They'd nested in his closet, chewed holes in most his socks. He'd caught them cuddled in the cupboards, then glimpsed them ******** in the pans.
Those soft-white, big-eyed, bastards. They'd eaten half a bag of HIS jerked ham.
"HAYMITCH!! YOU LITTLE s**t!" Various damnations that echoed all night long. Curses in more languages, than what belongs in Christmas rhyming songs
If he'd had neighbors? They might've shot him dead. For there was far too much screaming coming from his shoebox, when it was well past 8pm, but Waru had a war to wage - Retribution was his right to grant!
So the Himboy Henshined the hell up, and tried his hand at removing every, single, rat.
A shame that Albite is a shitty Senshi, the critters living there would confer. Who's powers didn't command fear enough to make them twitch a single whisker, nor move a single fur. Even if he screamed, even if he ran, even if he put a hole in his cracked counter?
The beasties didn't give a heckin damn.
It was clear by light of morning, where dawn shown soft on the snow. That the mice had gotten one up on him. It was their home now. The b***h known as Albite? He had to go. Had no choice but to henshin down, and curl up in a fetal ball. Let them run rings round him like they owned the place.
Said 'Merry Christmas Rodents' and 'To ******** hell with it all.'
Not a single beast had he managed to maim, evict, or even kill! Would've thrown himself out with the trash, if he'd only had the will. Instead he stared forlornly, at the couch turned upside down. The kitchen emptied out, the fridge turned one-eighty round.
Eventually he found the gumption to go and pack a bag -- he had enough subordinates. Someone would give up their couch, so he could rest his defeated a**.
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“So…run it by me again - just one more time. I’m commuting a what now?”
“A—asgh….not commute—you….*Waru*. Eyes and ears up *here*.” a vicious and litigious sort of cursing ensued, multisilabic swearing, in latin - in legalese. In a language Waru was wholly unfamiliar with. Not that it mattered.
For all that he was ******** with him.
Stringing Syrus along to the siren song of ‘stupid’ turned up to ten. Liked to see how long he would go before burned through that nitroglycerin cold outer shell. Like boiling water on a hot plate. The whole ‘sizzle pop’ sound of the sorta conversations they had. Especially when Sy was in a mood.
He loved it when his boy got loud though. Thought it better than the quiet icy stares and shunted, shut in glares, from across a room — All up in his face and ranting about….
“Ow! Listening! I’m listening, holy ******** do not — no throwing things, for the love of — Was that a textbook? Are you throwing the book at me ‘Mr. Lawyer’ to be? While asking me to do a wrong sorta thing — haaah I heard, the first two times. I swear!”
All the ways it wasn’t ‘murder for hire’ - because he wasn’t getting paid. Syrus was his friend, soon to be dragged into the fray, full force. Pulled in line and put under heel to good use of the ‘agency’. A benefit to all, a boon for Sy. A breath of fresh air for Waru. For all that he needed someone who was his on the inside, now more than ever. For all that he needed a friend, who wouldn’t turn around and stick a knife in him — not that it’d hurt if he did.
Syrus was his *friend*, after all.
His 'very super ultra trusted friend'. Not like Lina. Who would always be separate from the rest, but also close enough to crash into - to cry on - to —
Not like Lina *at all*. Syrus was intimacy at a distance. Like seven degrees of separation wrapped around barb wired meshing's of denial; except for when Waru needed him to have his back. Except for all the times need overrode propriety and made demands, bodily.
N then?
Syrus was A Storm.
No — less messy — some clean crystal thing — sterile, strange, like the cold metal of a doctor’s table — something that only mankind could’ve dreamed up, or a mad scientist?
Or…..
Waru didn’t know. Fell in, fell out — liked the gut punch free fall of it all. Cold calls and the warm glow from Sy’s bedside lamp table. Something about the way Sy’s hair tangled now that it had the slightest bit of length back to it. It’d shown like straw in the light — like haylofts that people didn’t belong playing in. It was soft tho, over-conditoned to make up for all the ways he put *heat, gel, spray* to it during ‘work days’.
It’d been short before — gone from a number 3 home done buzz, to an actual barber, to his boy Aramis — never got longer than this ears. Never saw anyone but Aramis now. Cause Waru warned him about spurning people who worked all day on their feet in heels that long and with nails to match.
So, Aramis only, now. For hair, for a clean shave, for — all sorts of other things that Waru didn’t care about.
So long as everyone was happy.
Which — and wasn’t that why he was over at Sys to begin with? He was deeply unhappy. He was three shades of livid. He was ten plans deep and all Waru wanted was the green light that screamed GO so he could get gone and —
“Have you ever wondered about the quality of a persons soul, Sy?” hummed like some botched version of ‘I can show you the world’; because he could — would — the option to stand before Syrus and show him a comparison.
The void of silence that ensued for asking — a conversational pin, dropped.
While Waru looked up, looked his fiend over like the untouchable monolith he sometimes pretended to be. It was always the prettiest ******** thing. Watching Syrus pull on power that he didn’t damn well have, as he stared down at Waru.
Spoke like butter wouldn’t met on his tongue — “I don’t know that I care.”
“Then chill.” “Then chill? You know…I’m reconsidering. Everything. Birth to now - everything. I’m also wondering which volume of my bar exam studies would be heavy enough to make your skull resemble something concave.”
“Alluvem' together, though really? You don’t own a library big enough yet, Sy. Gotta work on that. Now — paint me a picture. In exacting details — of the space I’m throwing myself into. Stepping through nothing and into something isn’t an exact science yanno…Unlike murder, apparently.“
And Thorite had left him for better people — with morals — who cared about body counts, and Nembus wasn’t around anymore. Wasn’t a phone call or stones throw away to remind him to leave bodies at hospital bay doors, to remind him to care whether or not people - good, bad, ********> — would be missed by others, and Sylvite? Alexa?
On a warpath — on a — red flags that lit up his brain. He wouldn’t touch it though. Wouldn’t ever touch any of it, so it seemed. Remembered how she frowned upon stealing — on — excessiveness towards civilian things. Needed her reasoning for doing grounded around the ideas of 'good', to some extent.
Waru would let it all lay — knew in the pit of his stomach that if he looked too closely? He’d find things and then maybe he’d ask people to care, to stay. Would get answers he didn’t like to situations that he couldn’t change.
Couldn’t call Ana — Lysi — dearest sister that would always be. She was too kind, too pure - *too safe*. He coulda wrung Eion for not knowing, not cluing in, that casual murder of 'enemies' wouldn’t be the sort of thing she’d stomach. Except how could his boy have known? Loved and forgave him that one because there was no way to know how corruption took hold — which switches it flipped. How it played with the house breaker box, smashed it ******** 'open', and left everyone scrambling in pitch black to try and get some of the lights back on.
So it was him, doing this not entirely lawful thing. Conspiring over how freeing it was to run aground his barely moral ship on the jagged shores of <******** it all — let die’ — because who remained to tell him otherwise?
Albite had half forgotten, in all the drinking, in all the aftermath.
In missions, mistakes, and missing ******** teammates.
Again again again - why did this always happen, what were they doing wrong? ******** – H o w!?
The letter he’d shoved into his subspace from — holy ******** – months ago? Was it months ago? It’d remained untouched. He had some downtime though. Free enough from his thoughts, but anxious enough that he was going to put holes in the brickwork with his head.
Soooo…..
Dear mother of all things eldritch. He hadn’t realized how much s**t he could store in one single subspace locker. There were *THINGS* – half rotten, quasi alive, was that black mold? Were there compartments? WAS IT TIME FROZEN!?
Albite didn’t know how the laws of it worked. Sprawled out on Faustites newley swept floor - now all filthied up with his crap, as he just - emptied it all out. Found a penny, a ticket to an event. The shoughtgun he’d brought to lysi’s house in a fit of panic as a person. Christmas wrappings, tinsel - so much tinsel, glitter, glue!? The glorious, auburn/goldstruck starseed of a girl with too much glitter across her chest who’d come back even after the bonfire event..
What a pretty Knight she'd turned into, lower case k, but capital case Order Energy -- it explained all her attraction to him n his boy before -- gettin' all close n nosy. Trying to touch things she shouldn't've been.
Woops..shoulda turned that in....
Shoulda…
Maybe he’d leave that for Faustite? Maybe – The starseed ended up in a glass bowl that had a bunch of little fish bowl glass pebble-beads in it, like the bags of em found at a Michaels. All clears, purples, and blues scattered around the bottom. Little plastic flowers in varying hues, still inside. Albite wasn’t sure how the ******** he got it. Was even more surprised when he found a lid to the ******** thing?
Whatever.
He had two gallons of water left over in his inventory from the Rift mission; untouched, pristine, like a time capsule. He wasn’t sure if it was only food that went bad, if it was only opened things? If it was fresh s**t like apples?
So much of what he had was going straight into a bin. Once he sorted it. The water? Got added to the fish bowl that probably was just a holding container in a similar shape. Cause fishes didn’t have lids. Or at least, they shouldn’t have?
That whole thing got set atop Faustites desk. The starseed in the center bobbed, glowed, flickered in and out as if annoyed by the irreverence. Albite thought it was pretty.
Souls floated? Cool beans!
“I need these, and this, and this s**t is ******** that’s where the gun went!”
Then he found the letter. Still sealed with that interesting crest. Still unopened, untouched. Left to rot amongst the litter of his fleeting thoughts and stuffed full space of mind.
His orbies rummaged through the refuse, formed, unformed, became many - got dirty with it - Albite sighed over the knowledge that he’d have to clean them all up. ******** - Snatched one of the crumb stuck bobbles of brightness outta thin air and held it over the letter in his hands. “This is….”
It was Earth kingdom s**t? What the actual ******** was…
Albite could read though. Read. Watched the letters ******** about because some of them were really *strange*, like code? There was one thing that stuck out, that he got the jist of. A drawing. Pictures were his friends — and all of a sudden he wanted this.
“Nettle-bone-glass…..Is this Rift s**t? Is this..The ******** is the Earth Kingdom Orbies?”
He didn’t know where, or how he was going to get it. Find it. But damn did he *want it*. He had ideas in the works, had – components he needed to make those brief flashes of need into reality. Someone to teach him how, he could get by with magic and a bit of technique. He didn’t have to be good if he had a Mau on his side. He was ******** cheating, but that was fine. Faustite had asked him about his tats months ago, after, and he’d let the thought rattle around for so long — till it caught.
Haymitch to make it, pieces of s**t to give haymitch to make it with. Special ink. Maybe he’d get Faustite to cry into a glass vial? Bleed a youma out – go find Radon – and steal another leg just for the fun of it; cause he wasn’t sure he’d ever once seen Radon truly bleed. <********. We’re going to the fresh-a** boyking for a favor. You with me orbits?”
And the orbs' only clear response was to flash in a manic frizzling pattern. Before they solidified into one fat glorb of a thing. Equally messy – filthier even – but ready to go!
“Good babies!”
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✷Rome wasn't Maid in a Minute✷
“Shhh…Don’t tell Faustite, but I’mma surprise him.”
Words whispered errantly to his wisps. Back n forth of his own silent banter with him, talking to himself, only not? Cause they always listened. His orbabies. They were the best listeners that ever were. Closest companions he had apart from – Haymitch n’ the rest. A very large rest. How their team was growing and had grown…
How it’d shrunk. Like they needed to shed people off in order to add more.
Albite sighed for that. Shook the thoughts from his head and shoved a feather duster between his teeth. Adjusted his ********, frenchlace mob-cap, and cleaned.
It was easier to think if he kept himself busy. N’ Albite had a whole bunch of surprises planned! Ran through them like checkmarks, one after another, while he cleaned up his mess: a broom, a mop, some pet-safe materials. Buckets, water, febreeze. Three whole whore-a** hours later? N he’d gotten Faustite’s office honest to god’s clean. Like, actually clean?
His calves ached, because heels. N his chest heaved, because corset - ********. It was his own damn fault for taking it too far. The hilarious idea that someone, anyone, Faustite himself?
Might walk in.
But it’d been empty - had remained so. Maid outfit and Aura be damned.
So eventually he took himself a break. He was exhausted and proud at the same time. He’d finally started working on things –
Axinite had said to ask him anything? Yeah? Right! So Albite’d gotten to thinking - and now? Now he had a plan. The sparkings of a plan? Something like that – he also had things he needed. Didn’t know how to get them, not yet, but he would.
No - not would - nothing that ended in oulds. He Had To. hadtohadtohadto!!!
Because somehow? It’d all fallen apart around them, the most precious things. Rotten floorboards that’d given way to cracked earth, dropped straight down into an endless abyss. He didn’t like the idea of adding Lysi to the list of Nembus of Thorite of – he didn’t like the idea of that list *growing* - until it strangled them all dead, and hung them from a really high tree for their troubles.
“What was it?” How the ******** did he phrase it in words that made sense. How did he pick words…It was a hell of a thing to wonder, laying flat on his back and kicking his feet up to rest, jet-black heel clad ankles that gave him inches he didn't ******** need, but liked - settled the heft of them on polished table glass. Heavy-clunk, how he’d noticed this tabletop was thicker, scratch resistant.
Really nice s**t, honestly.
“I can die for all of you, but him? Him - I need to live for. That’s — that’s ******** important, that’s new, thats…That’s something he gave to me? I think I’d only do it for him. Cause it’s not damned easy? Yeh, none of this is. Not that I’d take it any other way, of course, but…” the orbies flickered, a mimicry of a laugh. Silent things, though they bobbed and weaved about above him like they could’ve been speaking. Like they listened; and became warm static in his hands. Settled in his palms in such a way that he could toss them up and they’d float right back down - would play catch - in between doing little midair cartwheels, like the world's most dizzying rollercoaster.
“Whatever. Can’t live for him like this, can I? Step one, I gotta get to ‘Eternal’. For me, for our team, for Him, but mostly for me? So, Axinite. Step deux! Heh - aramis taught me that one – though – it means more than just two? So, hey don’t judge me orbits! French is a ******** language, I’d like to see you speak it…but! Two? I need to get…lessons..a tattoo artist..a gun….some training...a fireopal? ******** need to track down Almondjoy. I think? Unless - aliens - but - uh…”
Albite yawned as he whined about his list that seemed to be growing longer. Of things he hardly understood how to work into a plan, even if he had the shape of it, the picture. Describing it out loud was hard.
“Jet will help too…he said so. Jet first, then Axinite, then? ********>, none of that's in order, but it will be. It’ll all just happen when it happens, that’s life, right?” Albite nodded, snugged the puddle of orbs up nice and close, because they made amazing pillows to sleep on, and he was due a damned nap as reward for all his hard work!
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2022 11:48 am
✹All that Glitters Is - - -✹
In which Albite Drinks a Golden Vial, and only remembers this one, singular, thing. Himself.
Bored, rooting, and Albite’s expecting an office full of people. Has become accustomed to the low noise and murmur of others coming and going. The fizzle of wisps, Headaches telltale humm; low octaves of perpetual noise that one can feel.
It’s all absent now.
Too much quiet is just as bad as too much loud. It can be worse even, as far as he’s concerned. The loud he can combat with distractions — but the silence that leads to overthinking?
That won't do.
He’s saved from himself by a glint of gold encased in a glass beaker stopped half-full, like a fifth of whisky, and the idea that he’s getting a taste of stolen goods? Immediately catches and holds his attention; especially with the yellow-amber liquid radiating an eerie sheen. It’s mesmerizing where it sits atop Faustites desk.
Delicious looking.
Albite can’t help himself, steals his boy's backless stool like he owns a timeshare on it, and kicks up his heels (he’ll clean the thick glass-top of his heel prints later. As much a promise to himself as it is to his boy whom he’ll thank for the drinks). His curiosity is sated only when he pops the vial open to drain the contents dry, down to the drop, down to empty air…….
And immediately regrets his actions.
*It ******** burns*. It’s anything but delicious. A vile firewater swill, like the worst sort of moonshine — kicked back — and b a c k a n d b a c k a n d
And then he’s falling back. Free of his body, free of time. Like a meteorite flung through the void-spangled stars of space faster than reasoning can catch up to him. Mind an ever-expanding blurr of the cosmos, before he crashes into some distant sea.
*Ananke*
He knows the word without knowing the meaning. Know’s it’s ‘Whole’, old-old-old, ancient, deep - and he’s drowning in an ocean that holds his people. Gargantuan - titanic - colossi of the sea. He fits like a grain of sand in the palm of their hands. Sees nothing but teeth of needled daggers, hair like reefs and seaweed coils. Their forms glow and roil - the markings shift like a phosphorescent song.…
Then everything is struck into shattering.
*Praxidike*
Born a core of a core - a fragmentation that clusters it with the others, off-kilter, circling, but alive, still alive, New.
And in its remaking the ocean gives way to fresh wellsprings filtered by limestone; the sandy brine and bones of the dead become steep ridges, broken shale, and coarse, cracked, seasalt mirages. The coral erodes into fine-bone sand: whites, pinks, pearlescent blacks that bleed blue in the hazeienes beyond the thickly filtered light of the sun — Of Jupiters auric rings, astral dust, and it’s immediate sisters shattered remains which gave moons to a moon of a Godly gas giant -- *he’s buried in it* - sand scoured by winds that once held waves. They leave Albite choking on the red speckled air that runs thick with it; like acid, it strips paint, and skin, and it *burns*.
It buries him. He’s drowning differently now, a whole new experience, drowning dry as an entirely different sort of wave buries him. Leaves him on his knees to dig himself free of it, before the wind shifts again slant’s his view crossways – and suddenly he’s stumbling into view of beings so otherworldly that it hardly matters whether breathing was something he could even do before.
It’s as if time skipped - a blink and he’s watching giants arise from beyond a dune, smaller than the Titans of the sea they descended from. Yet so much larger than himself. They rise like trees with no sky to halt their climb, he cowers, like a footnote hastily scribbled into the margins of their existence.
As the winds die down the scene changes again and he’s looking upon a nomadic caravan, its people piebald, marbled, and stripped in endlessly strange patterns that sprawl over dark skin. A hue of twilight bathed by distant stars. They remind him distinctly of tiger sharks. There’s something in their eyes, he would know it as hunger but they might call it something else. In another tongue - in song - because their smiles don’t look made for speaking in anything other than harsh vowels and sharp clicks. There’s the way he imagines the texture of their skin would be if he could get close enough to – *touch*
The thought dissolves - sugar into a warm pool - Then he’s greeted with different people who are more like how he’d consider people to be - alien, yes - but their eyes are full of more than that primal yawning thing of before. Togetherness? The passing of time he can’t measure and the sorts of changes that brings.
The whole of them crest a pink/red ridge of blazing sand while riding chitinous, glistening, creatures. Nameless to him, but their steps are mesmerizing, stilt-legged, elegant, sand-striders. All multi-limbed quickness with gaping sawblade mandibles. A parade of nightmarish insect-met-reptiles that carry their riders with ease. Traveling at their knees are even more – shovel faced, stout, rumbling werms, and segmented, pock-plated, pill bugs on meth. Beasts clearly shaped to carry the entirety of the clan. A mass of nomads, and the hierarchy is automatically noticeable, especially when the lot of beast and being alike clearly defer to the One. Largest of them all. Like the last of the giants.
A dying breed.
It seems effortless, how she brings the whole of the group into direction, wrangles the creatures into docile reign under Her large auburn hands. Her stripes glow like backlashovs lines under the thin ultraviolet atmosphere. She’s stunning, and in his slack-jawed staring, he becomes noticed. He feels it like the hairs on the back of his neck rising under a sudden chill. How she stares down at him through a slitted visor carved of bone —— eyes the starkest blue.
And everything shifts again – it’s a sickening whiplash of successive scenes that he’s flung through without end. He can’t catch heads or tails of it, only the messiest, most scant details. How the sands fall away to reveal mountains and the winds that shaped the dunes so furiously finally find rest. How cities are built in the gullies of old currents, from the marrow of the planet and the bones of giants from the past. How with every successive generation, the people seem to shrink in size and grow in prominence, expand in culture. From nomadic wandering caravans to sedentary civilizations based in pillared structures.
Mauvians arrive in a crash of technological wonder — a ship striking long gouges into muddy fields. The people of Praxidike build works of glory to them, statues, carvings. They learned to reach the stars and repair the maus' way home. In return? They’re given a Senshi - one of their own plucked to greatness amongst the rest —
They seek the stars - to conquer - to reunite Ananke, to find their lost Sisters and then —
To rope the outer reaches in — with open arms and compassion, with raised spears and retribution. A pattern of circlets run through with lines, because resources were scarce and some distant moons would be better served serving them, better ‘freed’ - if Praxidike was the one doing the freeing.
If it was just? Then it was done.
And their form of Justice was blind - A force that was as kind and loving, as it was full of violence.
Praxidikes were born in succession after; a flashing sea of strong faces set with deep lines. Smiles, frowns, scars. They emerged from all corners of their society. They became family, immediately, tugged into the fold with open arms, open hearts. Bathed in tears for the Senshi that fell before them, but always welcome — for they were to become leaders.
From plump, wild haired, chibis with a gaggle of siblings that spent time on the Queen In Waiting’s knee as she instructed them on the workings of the throne; knowing it’s importance for after she passed her power on. To kneeling at the Interim Kings feet, learning strategies, tugging at beaded braids and begging stories about old star maps and their borders. Praxidikes rules seemed easy to grasp, even at a glance. Transitions made into simple steps to avoid the inevitable power imbalance, and the toppling of a hard won dynasty, because the Senshi was the Planet and the Planet was the Senshi.
Without one? The other could not exist. A reality that was even before they knew what Senshi were. It became something to live and die by, putting Praxidikes on the throne. To wage wars and ride the tides of peace that came with forming coalitions - Courts - until Praxidike took up as a symbol serving under Jupiter herself.
All Snippets of flashes of ideas that flew by —
Until Albite stumbled into his last self - got caught looking *up* - and it wasn’t like gazing up at the stars, or the tallest of trees, but it was unnerving still. To have to crane his neck *up*, even if only by the extra inches that made a foot into two. To find eyes eerily like his own. Knowing that the Eternal before him was as much a *Prince* as he was a King and conqueror.
Praxidikes final ruler - carefree in his early reign - a haughty boy that met his end like his ancestors before him, at the end of a sword, or a dagger, or— surely not asleep and old in his bed.
Praxidike treats him less like a mother looking at a small child - and more like a brother - *a friend*. He knows what Albite is there to see — there’s a grim finality that clings to the edges of his smile, and Waru finds he’s crying for it even though he can’t tell *why*. It isn’t the inevitable loss, the travesty of such a sure defeat — Albite knows those things are coming. That they must in order for him to be there at all.
Albite thinks - Maybe it’s the glint of glory that catches in this Praxidikes gaze? A feral hardness limbed with red. Pride for watching enemies fall under his own hands, and knowing something like a vicious sort of peace will exist at his end.
Because it’s never forever —- Senshi are eternal and this is a thing *known* to him.
Praxidike was happy. Before, after, in that instant. Albite knows that and aches for the differences between them that stretch beyond the span of time and fleet of stars. Yet more things he can’t cross.
The concept of Finality doesn’t exist for this Praxidike.
Because the last true Praxidike died as a King defending his home-world. He was always Senshi, born, raised, and later revered as such. He knew nothing else, and most importantly? He was never alone. Had all the heavens at his beck and call and what wasn’t his - *theirs* - his mothers and brothers and sisters and endless lines of Senshi who’d come before him? His ancestral right.
Well, they damn well took it and brought it into the fold and made it so - they displayed their enemies bones atop the points of spears, and then in writing. They laid claim to their enemies Senshi as kin. Parsed trade arrangements that ensured peace.
Praxidike’s Senshi had ‘Justice’ - and the knowledge of how to wield it on his side. Passed down and down and down and – He had been, Her, Him, had been how many other variations of himself over centuries? Had Wives, husbands, concubines — a menagerie of lovers — gaggles of babies — a legion of armed forces who *he adored!* Because every Senshi that came before set the precedent of being one with their people. Sitting with fat babies on their thrones and feeding even those that were not their own from the breast during dinner parties. Being as interwoven with their public as was possible. Even during political strife, even when outsiders brought upheaval.
It mattered little, not when they fought with their warriors at the front lines, bled and died alongside each other. Raised earth with plows in the fields as often as they sat at high tables and raised ideas. They studied the tactics of better minds by candlelight, they sought outside opinions, and they needn't ever be the best at any one thing. Not when they could simply draw those qualities from others, bind those people to them and make it so.
And Albite — never on Earth would he have that. Couldn’t recreate it, couldn’t — so many paths that felt closed and buried in rubble long before his beginnings. He wasn’t of Praxidike. He was of Earth and too rudimentarily human to even comprehend being anything more than that.
It was too sad.
He could barely protect his friends as he was, let alone *a moon*, *a planet*, *a system of celestial bodies*. He was alone and small by comparison. The sky was far beyond his reach. His moon is dead and empty — and he would’ve rather watched it die from a comfortable distance than risked being alone in an endless fight to make it thrive. Not that. Never that. Aloneness was equitable to death, of soul, if not of home, and he was flesh and body. Not some hunk of rock full of kindly ghosts.
He couldn’t do it alone. There weren’t enough Senshi left in the universe to help. He didn’t have a vast sea of *people* to arm himself with. The darkness at least was a warm comfort, full of fire and light. Even if it held a hellish glow, at least it was alive. He could work within that — *he could survive it.*
He could survive anything, really. Anything, but Nothing at All.
And at the end -- Albite find's himself laying on the floor, splayed on his back and stool tipped over, a cracked golden vial in hand. The sadness that sits in his chest hurts only slightly less then the back of his head. The image that *sticks*. The one and only thing that stays in his mind, out of all the rest? Is the searing image of Praxidike, as he was then. Alive, happy, welcoming - always welcoming.
The sense of sadness is slowly replaced with a smile, a slow guileless thing, because he also remembers to clean the glass-top!
Maybe he'll leave a sticky note about the vial? Maybe not...
That's a problem for Albites of 'later from now'.
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✹Wisp'ers in an Empty Glass✹
It'd become ornamental, something sat atop a desk, shoved into subspace, played with between Haymitch's paws after being emptied from a half cracked drawer. It'd ended up stuffed into the Christmas tree at some point, only to be found once it'd been taken down and everything even remotely festive packed away. Albite nearly forgot where he'd found the thing, soft warm sphere of otherness that he'd aimed to chuck at it's parentage like an errant rock. At least, until he'd realized there were tiny wisp fractals inside it. Little bits of maybe living things? Sea-monkeys -- only the celestial kind?
His thoughts on the matter chugged along, all sweet molasses spilled to lay across a rug, bodily warm. He was as content as he could ever remember being. Spinning the thing between his fingers and marveling at the way the bits of glow moved.
It held his attention so easily ---
He thought he could've watched it forever.
The Same as it Never Was
Praxidike and his Sister Senshi at the tail end of the Fall of the Silver Millennium.
There was the distant sound of his name being called, as if through a dream, it lulled him into the waking world. Had him swiping groggily at shadows while his gaze slid to meet the beauteous, narrow eyed, *scowl* of his dearest sister Senshi.
Oh, and he’d have told her she’d grow wrinkles if she kept it up. Would’ve told her to *smile*, and happily born every bit of vicious ire she would’ve brought against him for daring. He could hear the imagined echo of it now. All sharp snark while she demanded he “cover his nakedness with his own stupidity. So vast and all consuming was his lack of mind, that it could swallow planets whole. A black hole between his ears. Wider even than the mouth he bore which spewed such inanities.” or something equally searing about how his “fat a** and fatter ego needed to be up and moving’’, instead of laying about and bedding ever more - - - —
Empheria was Euserias's favorite acquisition of all --- his second in command. Right hand woman, the most honest of them all. Her people hadn't deserved her.
All that Outer Reaches fight and pride befitting one of *his*. Taken, chosen, *mine*. The morals of an Aretian, and manners of a vicious tactician armed with a mind like a hunters-bow. A Senshi so very undeserved by her own. Undeserved by him, and yet? There she was, brandishing her words like they held the power to move both mountains and kings. He loved her for it, the play of it when they traded banter like blows - all in love - *always with love* - the kind won over years. Her burden was far greater than his, and so when he could? He offered levity. Took the weight of balance off her scales and let her lay into him with the words she loved so much, but could little use with others. Her people had been soft-hided, traitorous things, but not him, never him.
He was as thick hided as he was thick headed. So that even her snarls fell soft.
“I’m up – I swear…” he groaned groggily, a weak lie that wouldn’t buy him any time. It was hard to leave when nestled amongst warm, sleep supple bodies, and billowing cotton sheets. He liked his sleep. Liked it better especially when unalone, but Empheria had no patience for lazing away hours when there was work to be done. Her hiss of impatience would not be ignored, nor would the sharp sound of metal heel against marble floor. Her sense of duty was almost never his own. Her justice, a leveling of the scales. His role? Over the years it’d become something far closer to the decider, executioner, and exacter of all those higher values his council proposed. Beholden to a court with passionate machinations and a people with growing dreams. His little bit of moon was so small amongst the rest – but his ambitions?
It was the reason he allowed the group to reign and wrangle him into doing anything at all. He’d learned, quickly, to let them manage the subtle nuances and grand gestures of politics so he could manage the rest. His immediate inner circle, and the larger whole that fell under the watchful eyes of a lightning lit goddess.
* * *
There were meetings - endless, droning, sat before a manymooned table, starlit tapestries, and stone-seats inlayed with runes that glowed when it's assigned member touched it — laughter; over inside jokes, one or another thing he or the girls had gotten up to that day – eating; array of colored salts and creatures that resembled smaller versions of what one might've beleived to be horseshoe crabs —
All followed with a conversation of some distant shadow, held in a cloistered sitting room, wall-scones aglow with not fire, but quartz. Things that cast a low heat through crystal. It was peacable, while Praxidike helped the three little Erinyes manage their braids, and watched Empheria speak low and lovely over wine with Migonitis about things he couldn’t’ve cared for. Their secrets were always their own to keep, so far as he was concerned.
It was well, and good, and — Except that the shadow which fell over the remnants of the distant sun wasn’t the usual night of their Mother Moon Ananke, or the off-kilter shade of the little sister moons within their cluster, and the glow was not that of Jupiter in its rising.
It was other, strange, all consuming. The encroaching darkness brought with it fire and blood. Fell upon them all heavy and fast as a hammer.
* * *
War reigned.
And with it? Rained a blanket of ash, one thick enough to smother all else. The whole of the city crumbled beneath the weight of it. The creatures, the people, cut low, one and all, by the tide of death and destruction the opposing forces brought with them.
His gaze first caught the forms of the triplets. Spills of blond braids and small forms. The fates lay still and silent; siblings tied together even in their end. Ones so vibrant and now? A pile of broken lifeless dolls amongst the rubble of the rest. All while his home licked orange and yellow as the sun at his back, all in utter silence. Noiseless against the pulsing din of his own heartbeat, the very energy of his essence sluggishly fleeing his form in thick, clotted, bits.
He was dying by degrees. Praxidike was dying with him. Poor flickering thing - he could feel it - and reeled for his lack of understanding.
He insisted it’d be fine. He believed. And every bit of warning that attempted to sway him was swallowed by a spreading cold from his center. If he paid it any mind he’d fall and if he fell —
Not yet, not yet, he refused to fall just yet!
He was blind to it all, the pain, the loss, the heat of the fire at his back. Scattered forms of his loves, his dearest Sister Senshi, court and council alike. The rage a cold dead thing in stark contrast to where his blood ran in hot rivulets from arrow nicks and deep serrated slices; where his enemies blood ran like water freshly boiled from fingertip to forearm.
Praxidike was willingly blind to all, except that which was his goal. The ending of his enemies. Empheria atop the steps in the center of it all, dark skin and twisting braids, flashes of her magic run thin; calling for him ceaselessly.
His vision was a tunnel. The bodies of his foes were merely obstacles that filtered in, died, and were forgotten. Brittle snaps of vertebrae and mangled cries. Piteous wet gurgles as they fell neath heel, fist; his magic come alive. They strangled under his power. Twisted and writhed when pierced by their own perilously sharp blades; as though they expected him not to turn them back on them? As though he couldn’t snatch a rapier the same as he could an arm or a leg or a bow?
He would tear them all free of his view. Would pull an errant arrow from his flesh and put it right back through their eyes - Would catch a wrist and grind it in his grasp until the snap of it echoed hollow - like dry kindling snapped underfoot in the brush. And oh, Praxidikes steps were heavy. Leaden. There was no discerning any more what shade of gore ran beneath his feet; if the sandstone streets were caked in mud, or something brackishly other. If it came from the sky, the fires, the bodies –
In a blink Empheria was before him. His dearest - his most perfect of Sisters - alive - watching - and then in a flash. No more. His gaze fell behind her billowing frame, as her head fell to the steps below. His gaze tracked from her dull misted eyes to the sheen of silvered blade slicked red. The long, stunning, wraith of steel that had stolen her soul.
And it’s wielder.
Praxidike marveled at the hand that held it. Delicate thing, pale, smooth, a goddess draped in red ropes and gold flecked filigree. All tight black lace beneath it, fancy trappings that denoted a rank of some kind. He wanted that blade as badly as he’d ever wanted anything. The body that held it secondary, some ugly puppeteered thing to reap his vengeance upon, but that blade? He’d mount it on his wall. Right next to her head; watch those pretty curls decay along with the soft paint of her makeup. Then the ugliness he felt inside would match all the way through to her outsides.
"Praxidike’s Divine Justice!"
The air rent open above him as the heavens lay down with bludgeoning force, the land around them was carved clear; save the mash of mangled beings that'd once encircled him. His goddess. His Moon. *Praxidike* cried out for Power - let it ebb and flow into nothing, till he was hollowed out and left with little more than a whisper in his mind. Red hazed hunt that begged for one last bite - one step more. He paved the way between himself and her with corpses, the path wide enough to run chattle through, and now completely empty of life. Save him. Save her. The Dying and soon to be Dead.
As if on wings he closed the gap between them; faster than any multilimbed beast he'd ever rode before. Her backpedaling got her nowhere, and a few feet was all he needed to cast a proper snare.
*Binding Retribution*
Her fear for this - those wide wide terrified pools that held no soul - the stun of her face as the whole of his flesh seemed to flee and reach for her and her alone; the ink of his lash ran red with it as it wound round her form. She didn't even struggle in all her surprise.
Silly thing, did she think he needed to speak his power to have it at his call? Did she think it some soft caress of a ribbon where she'd watched from on high before? Was that all she’d seen from her murderous perch above - with her clean shoes, and clean nails, and filthy blade. Praxidike roared, a thousand hounds become snakes as his magic hissed for her head, as he dragged her in, carelessly, and lashed her to himself. Her sword flashed up and through, flashed warmer reds over duller silvers, as it sheathed itself in his tawny flesh, caught fast on sinew and rib. Too late. All too late for her to try and kill him now. It wouldn’t save her.
He told her so with his smile.
Raised his arms to encircle her, a lover's embrace that ended with a caress of fingers over the flesh of her throat; there would be no escape for her. Praxidike painted the thin pale line of her neck and chin with the slick remains of her soldiers' lives. Felt the thrill of existence there, fluttering beneath the noose of his fingers like a caged bird; grinned all the wider for her panic. Only when she died did he feel warm again. Joyous for her mere mortality, that she would exist in such a short time, as some other person's pawn. While he would live on in another life, again, and again and again until he’d had his fill of them!
There was no end for Praxidike. He was Eternal. His Planet was Eternal. His people —
He took her final breath as his own, stole her last gasp, let her watch sightlessly the swath of death she’d carved out behind him, as he gripped and twisted. Made her head spin, so she could watch her men flee behind her - fall under the swords and spears of his own; where his Haliartians and Praxidicae rose up to fight and die as countless had before them. Like ancient times that’d come long before his own..….
They knelt in a heap together, her cradled there, a dead thing, and him dying.
But it was a Good Death.
He was unalone in it.
And Praxidike?
Praxidike would be fine without him. Just for a little while longer, he was sure of this.
ClickforBig Albite --- > Artist Credit To: Zhuany1
A shift of hazy moments - and Albite realized his phone was going off. A distant buzzing pinned under his hip, that dragged him back to the present. The sphere lay forgotten, another bauble to end up an additive in the ever growing pile of cat appropriate play-time toys. The memory a fractal of a puzzle to piece together like a messy dream. Later though, he had texts to answer.
Posted: Fri May 06, 2022 7:56 pm
✹A Bird in the Hand is worth Three in the bush✹
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✹Dude, where's my car!?✹
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Misplaced (13) : Things are just vanishing. Maybe it’s the heat, or the chaos of the times, but even if you swear you put something somewhere, it might be gone. Maybe as quickly as you exit a room and return. Usually it’s only small things; sometimes you might hear a strange rattling just before something disappears, but once it’s gone, it’s gone. So far, it’s mostly things that aren’t too big, but recently there have been reports of cars just disappearing, too…
Waru was losing what little of his mind hadn't cooked in the mid-day sun, weeks of beach-heat and nights of partying ---- a collection of keys with cute chains from numerous states, an incense holder shaped like a golden dragon choking down smoke n spitting flames, his ******** sawed off shotgun tucked neatly behind the couch. He thought it'd slid under a cushion, or a footboard, or the bed it pulled out into...but he wouldn't've moved it...not ever...not even now; as an Eternal and with all the power of the Negaverse at his beck n call. Cause if it ever came down to bullets or magic in the face of a home intruder?
Well...Waru knew which one he was going for first.
He usually checked, nightly, it was a ritual at this point, and that one missing thing had led into an absolute fury of him splitting off on ten-thousand different separate but equal tasks. He had to have his things. They were important. Even if it was far to early to move in with Faustite permanently (no point with no running water or electricity...or walls..or...Glass ceiling might've been nice?) but not too early to start organizing his personal items, especially considering how many times he'd missed n remised one very special ring. It was clear that he had to devote some time to cleaning over the summer.
N to be fair? His cleaning had been going fine. He'd organized the tea-rack, stuffed it's hidden contents onto a merry-go-round thing Emmy'd suggested for keeping his spices n such neat. Organized the actual spice rack after that, because the hot orange colors should've been separate from the sage green colors and should've been separate from the sweet brown baking colors...Lest he put curry powder in his coffee and cinnamon-sugar in his curry...Couldn't have that happen more than once. Not that it was a bad happening, but sometimes? Sometimes...
All his thoughts went off like a broken window at once; the sound from outside jolting him out of his spicy space of mind and wishing -d e a r l y- that he had that ******** shotgun back! It sounded like metal scraping up a drive, like a foreign wail of some inhuman thing. Didn't even remind him of the Rift, for how it put his hackles up n hairs on end - made him cold - down to his toes, and he'd been sweating just a minute ago. Then the noise shifted again, and he was pulling on power, teleporting into his drive, and staring into the gaping dark void where his beat-up pickup had just been. It was some vanta s**t. Some darker than dead space without a sun inkiness. It warped n swelled, and Albite stepped back --- got pulled in -- devoured --- and all the panic and power in the world didn't save him from the dead-space he got dumped into; where nothing worked, henshin, tablet, cellphone, penlight!
His power stayed on, the void beyond closed, and he was very much alone and hunted in an unfamiliar space.
Except for a sizzlepop. A crush of weight atop his lengthy dreads and back, he struggled, until a trio of beaks dipped into his view. It was bird! Eight pairs of owlish nonsense, long stares and an entwining of limbs n legs n feathers wrapped round *claws*.
"Ohman, Cerbs, borby amigladtoseeyou -- we're -- so, so, soooo very ********," desperation that met a tilt of heads, and then Cerbs vanished once more, leaving it's partner stunned. "Traitorous brat! I'm throwing every last one of your treats into Faustites stomach! That's right! Consider them all His Calories now!" and he suddenly didn't care anymore if all of the edges in that world came pouring out like youma from a hole after a starseed. Cerbs would have no more freeze-pops, or meat-bars, or healthnut spheres covered in dark chocolate! Albite was revoking the birds snack privilege's entirely, was converting him into a feather-duster the second he got his hands back round those scrawny, gangly, curly-straw necks! "I give you all my love, and this is what I get in return! No loyalty? No care!?" his words ended in a muffled grunt, as he caught an armful of angry personality, a flail of wings n pecking pulls across the metal rings that filled his locks at random intervals. It lasted on moments, until he found himself becoming a proper perch. "So it's my food you love? Huh? Is that it? I'm hurt Cerbs, so very, very, very hurt..." but he wasn't alone, and suddenly that was more important than everything else, more important than his missing car, or favored trinkets. Being un-alone, and having Cerbs to talk at aimlessly as he started walking on. Far too on edge to stand and stay like a tall screeching meal.
Albite decided at the first flicker of yellow eyes from beyond, at the clutch of claw n flap of wings that told him Cerbs was being a very good lookout indeed, that it was time to get up and going.
He couldn't stop till he was out.
No matter what got in his way.
WC: 840
Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2022 3:53 pm
✹ Fallen Furthest, Fastest, in Shame - Choke on the Fog - Learn a New Name ✹
Disappearances (14) : People are missing. Maybe they’re people you know, maybe you’ve just heard about it on the news. They’re just disappearing. In front of you one second, gone the next, sucked into some between-space. Into some hole that flickers out of sight once it’s swallowed them up. Maybe you got sucked in–right into a strange strange black expanse, with no access to anyone else or any exits. The pull would have been magnetic, almost unavoidable. Some might escape, but maybe you didn’t. Electronics don't work and characters cannot power down. There’s no way to reach the outside world. You might feel the sensation of creatures following you, you might run into obstacles or strange environments in the darkness. While you are in this strange location you may feel hungry but will not starve to death; you may feel tired but you will not need to sleep. Maybe you were lucky and got sucked in with someone. Maybe you’re trapped there and run into someone and team up. One thing is for sure, though–once you’re here, you can’t get out on your own. Characters who get sucked into the strange between-space will not be able to participate in the ORP immediately but will have an opportunity to join partway through so if this is something you’re interested in, please keep your eye on that! If you have questions on if something is permissible, you can PM The Space Cauldron to ask!)
And there was nothing!
Every device he owned was full of echoing, empty static that went on for an eon: dead batteries, black screens, crystal charged tablets more useless than the pens they mimicked. Mightas’welluv been a stack of paperweights at that point.
He couldn’t even power down!
Not that he wanted to right then, not when every hasty, breathless halt was met with an increase of scrabbled claws and the distant flutter of unseen wings – When pulling on Radons Echo, (so brashly unnerving that even Cerbs swerved to avoid him on occasion), didn’t ******** faze the oh-so-ominously-inky ‘they’ that hunted his trailing steps.
*Yeahp*, it was probably for the best that his Henshin continued to fail him. Now, if only Metallia’s powers that ‘were’ hadn’t decided to do the same. Teleporting out, that hardwon talent which came to him easy as breathing most days was now gone, lost, out of reach enough that he was feeling abandoned! Petulantly ******** so - with how carelessly he picked through each and every belonging he'd packed into subspace, another, another, an— A tiny fog-filled gem that fell free of the void he’d shoved his hand in, cracked open upon hitting the black-tar Earth; scattering golden glow and lightning flash that left Albite blindly rubbing his eyes, groaning at his newest misfortune, thiking briefly of Kamacite (He wished, all the ways he would've valued blindness if it meant he had a friend right then.)
“The actual ******** now…seeeriously…universe, a break?! Is this where I say pretty please? Top it with sugar and—-ahnd….” a sharp sound at his six had him whipping round, only to be faced with the unexpected sight of a giantess. Her rush of lengthy red-clay loc’s accented with deep browns, teal highlights; adorned in carapace-beads, carved bones — garbed in some scant bit of weathered sea-vine-twine and hide-string-wear that tried and failed spectacularly to cover the few parts of her towering form she deemed in need of covering.
It wasn't much. She had no sense of it's need. No desire to be hidden from any being. Her aura screamed Apex, and he couldn't help the way his eyes tracked ever upwards, like he was seeking the mid-day sun somewhere above her head-- toes, knees, hips —
*T i t s –*
“Is that jealousy I detect? Hemn, you can say it little wyrm, mine *are* better than yours,” her drawl was roughly amused, her language foreign, terrifying — some morbid combination of whale song and skittering insect, and yet somehow he understood. Like the memory of a ghost—
"Holy ******** --" his thoughts died neath the rumble of her belly-deep laughter, thunder over the ocean, tipped with a sharks sneer. It echoed through his head in ways the distant shrieking of beasts didn’t. For the briefest of moments, everything outside of whatever sphere he was viewing things through? Silent. Dim. Gone.
It was just her and him.
Nothing else. No one else. Not even Cerbs who circled patient and anxious beyond his fuzzy, vaseline filmed view, because looking beyond her was like trying to see through the bottom of a dirtied glass; near impossible, and she took some offense to it — being ignored — so he stared; tipped his gaze higher than her ample everything — He found familiarity there, in the sandy-orange hardness clasped round her throat, the gems set within; sleek kingfisher colors that drew the eye with a purpose.
He looked higher still and realized he recognized that mask, too. Like a flash seared image of something he’d seen only the one time in a hazy as hell dream, but the dark-running paint that ran beneath it was new. He’d never seen her eyes before; just deep dark slits bored into a stark, sun-bleached, bone. He was getting to see them now, as the visor tipped up, and revealed pitch black dilation rimed with the faintest flecking of yellow-gold; the reflective flash of tapetum lucidum. She saw him twice over, she knew him bone deep. He caught a brief hint of some nictating membrane peeling away with her slow blink; as if the dimness surrounding them bothered her ********. As if she’d come from some far darker depths than these, and being thrust into the light would’ve been infinitely more painful to deal with.
“That is jealousy, isn’t it?” her amused derision bordered on contempt, and he hadn’t expected it. Not the heat of her words, nor the way he startled for them,“You reek of it. Like some small, frightened thing. All your insecurities. All your hurts. Your armor is gossamer, your form is weak.” Albite snarled under scrutiny he wasn't in the mood to take, bore his small human teeth at the mere suggestion, the mockery. All the ways she was unfazed by his show, the way her eyes wrote in volumes the words she didn't bother to speak. ‘Was he all that was left? Was he what her future dwindled down to?’. “Such a shame.”
"Oh, ******** you--" and hindsight might've been twenty/twenty, but regrets? Oh, regrets were instantaneous things that happened to him.
He'd crossed a line.
He saw it in the look on her face, a fresh new twist to her features that pulled at old scars, while the markings that coated her skin flashed an array of fluorescent tiger-striped luminescence. He got to feel that. The exact ways in which she took his unworthiness *personally*. He got to witness it all in 1080p HD, from his superior vantage point of - 'crushed flat into the ground beneath her heel' - It was a unique new perspective! That of being a bug which could only scrabble and froth for air while his magic *failed him*.
The rage became panic and soared, because ******** had it failed him!? His s**t being wild and untamed, that, he was familiar with. The same way he was familiar with making countless mistakes on paperwork, or stubbing his toe on the same piece of half-rucked rug every morning, but failure. Only in death, or dreams, or ---
Albites musings didn't last, and as the sea of stars in his vision grew, he could note the futility of fighting, just this once; the way her flesh was like sandpaper, instead of smooth. How clawing did nothing save chip his nails and rub his palms raw - her foot alone spanned the length of his sternum, the width of his chest - brought to life a phantom flare of breaks re-healed time and again. And ******** Cybele and her Goose for breaking his ribs, not once, but twice! Twice!!
Every ache, old and new, woke the ******** up as she bent her weight oh-so casually, with clawed hands crossed upon a knee; till his lungs burned for the air like fire. Till he quit twitching, got quiet. Because it wasn't talking time, or thinking time. No, it was listening time. Better that he didn't have the air to interrupt her. Better that he couldn’t think. Oxygen was wasted on him anyways, he clearly didn’t use it properly.
“We are droth to you, deity, the coming dawn. We crawled from our shattered sea's deepest cradle to the highest peak of every scarred canyon and sandy mount'. We had our ways of being. Praxidicae *was*, long before we sprouted wings and traversed the stars. Before Praxidike or Sisters or Senshi. There was ‘Us’. There is ‘We’,” and just before his eyes glazed over and his lips paled, she relented; lifted her foot and gave him a swift shove - like some mewling babe who needed turned on its side for all it's crying, “and you will learn to honor this thing. Lest our blood dies a thin, watery, waste to the passage of time....”
The minutes that ticked by were filled with his heaving air, heaving dry, sucking spittle and acrid tar-tainted bitterness through each wheeze. Till he was fine as he could be, all things given. Ever patient pupil sat at her heels - hanging on her next bit of sharply worded speech.
“This place. Good as any for a trial. So here you'll swear, like all Praxidicae before you, but do not make your oaths rashly, or I’ll one day have your throat for my own.” and it sounded like the kind of threat that’d follow him into one afterlife, the next, and whatever followed beyond even the end of *that* timeline. She seemed like the kind of woman who was used to getting her way.
And she seemed to expect him to just - to know things - Like what was he supposed to be swearing to, or what was worth it enough to swear for?! The ******** did he get out of any of this!
Air. He got air. That was a thing. Breathing was worth it, maybe. Getting out alive. That. That was definitely worth playing along...
Faustite. Faustite was worth it. His team. Emmy. Haru. Hina. Hayby. Lina. Laine. Syrus. Cybele. Nembus. Alexa Every love. Every friendship, however ******** reluctant or hard won -- All of Aqua's best smiles and Kama's fiercest tears. Getting Trey to 'want' where the world could see it. Eating Axinites cookies every damned day.
Even spending time with that ******** devil of a dragon -- Almadel...
Then giving that same world over to his boy to burn, if he ever so desired, no matter what complaints arose in the aftermath of that. They had the underdark, they had the stars, they could have the Earth too....Could've, he thought, had a bevy of loyal moon sided Senshi to just hop rides with. Sometimes? He wondered why they bothered to corrupt them all, when they could've just hitched rides n seen things n had the best of both worlds!
The clawed hand that entered his view long enough to prod delicately at the gaping hole in his forehead, the narrow eyed stare he leveled ever upwards. Wheels in his head turning, catching fire, near visibly. Considering how she looked like she could see them burn; her amusement shown to the nth degree for all his frantic thinking.
“I've a gift for you still, to help you survive carrying out your oath-saying, it's never meant to be an easy journey,"and the thing she knelt to offer up was of her own being; gently unclasped as some innate magic of the place, of the dream, shifted it into his waiting hands. Her amusement only grew with his confusion, "It’s a Gorget, little star, I've no other armor to offer you. Or do you think your d**k more precious than your throat — than your heart?” the tutting soft enough to soothe whatever shameful blush seared his features, because she had a damn fair *point* with all that. Better guarded by a Gorget than gored, right?! He needed his throat more than his ego or pride, anyways.
The closer he looked at the thing -- dawning recognition --
Now that it was human-sized and sat in his own hands. He knew it from what little he'd plucked out of a golden vial. Items. Faces. Orange wreathed with green that'd sat secure over Praxidike's clavicles, and rode high to collar his throat; it was the only piece of anything near protective the man seemed to have worn. There was elegance in the simplicity of it.
Accomplished ********. Prince-King and Conqueror.
*Conquered*
A run through corpse, centuries old, blessed with a prevailing soul.
Which was his, now, wasn’t it?
To do with as he chose. To make a new legacy with, an Earth-Bound one if he desired that; the kind that would long survive the living and dying of the old guard.That would long survive him - but only if he got the ******** out of the place he was trapped in.
Heh, a new millennium of Praxidicae. There was something about it that he liked. He didn't need a title, or an adorning circlet filled with justice-sworn sister-moons, and an overdone weave — How he thought his own mantle was heavy enough, thank you very much, without all the extra add-ons.
“Go on, little star, summit your own mount, make better vows. Keep them properly.”
Everything shimmered away - he didn't feel like he'd slept - didn't feel like anything around him had changed. Cerbs was right there at his flank, a nuisance of beaks and ruffled feathers. The Gorget was gone, like a mirage.
He needed to marry to Faustite properly. Now. There. Vow One. Then his team. Then Metallia herself if she'd have him. He had to make s**t real, for his friends, and loves, and enemies...
Had to make something lasting of it all while he had the chance to do it.
Cause even Giants fell to time. Even Senshi, in all their eternity, might not be as lasting as he'd hoped them to be.
Words to Count: Allovthem! Gaining this follows the StarFest Event - *Here*
Waru smelt burnt toast, groaned at his own forgetfulness when he was between tasks. The dustpan and broom got set down, an empty plate in the hallway picked up, a mommy + daddy pair of color coded sponges lobbed from the living-room into the kitchen where they belonged!
Even his cleaning was outta sorts, but whatever, he blamed it on winter-into-spring blues n brainfog. He just had to -- yeah -- toast -- he had to manage toast because he'd been making something? Might've just been toast even that was sitting in a pan on the stove heating in a bit of butter. Could've become grilled cheese. Which, mmn, yeah, that sounded nice.
His path to food interrupted by a puff of magical pink n -- okay -- it was so cute -- his initial shock n pause devolving into the softest of warm 'awwhs' for the sight of the heart shaped letter. He was a sucker, he couldn't help himself! The sweet bit of love n the way her letters curled in all their glittery glory.
Why'd it have to be her that freed Gany? Could'a been anyone else, but no, had to be Nectaris who --
And later he'd lament his guilt for the way she betrayed Jet, how that s**t was wrong, how Gany was an imperfect who -- if not outright lied -- then eschewed the truth in her own favor. Least that was how it appeared on his end. Seeing all the messy aftermath, being a part of it, watching Jet take his due with one of Gany's peoples lives.
Stars for eyes for reincarnations n all that madness---
And then he kept reading -- it was short -- there wasn't much to read at ******** all, but he had to re-read it. To re-read it again, and again, and again and eventually he was sitting on the ground hunting for air beyond the blurring of glittered words that held far too much meaning for him to comprehend. The cuteness gave way to a cold sort of dawning horror....
How did he respond to this? Where the ******** was the reply button -- the green light return sender check box -- a place to mark so he could say something. Anything at ******** all!!
Nectaris, for the love of all that is, please, please, please, please---
The toast was on fire and he didn't care. Black smoke filled a corner of the room in which the wood burning stove and cast-iorn skillet sat upon, and he didn't care because what was a little more smoke in the home he shared with Faustite? Nothing at ******** all. No one would ever ask why something was burnt anywhere in that place...
The next thing Albite knew he was blinking into power, pulling it on with an inhale and tucking the damning piece of pink filled parchment away.
He'd never sent a voice message so quickly. If that didn't get a reply? He'd use the tablet, against his better judgement, but he would. If that failed? He'd summon him. Go to his home. Go to his ---
"Hey, Matt...Matthew, right? Yeah? Correct me if I'm wrong, I cannot for the life of me remember if it's a nickname kinda deal'r not. S'been a minute n all. I heard there's mission stuff ---" which was bullshit, he hadn't heard ********. Not that he was thinking straight at the moment, but? The reality was his head'd been in an ostrich hole, deep as could be about dealing with other things that were his own to regard. N it wouldn't be too much of a stretch or too big of a lie because there had in fact been mission stuff before with the Factory, everything about the Abyss gone weirdly wild and strange in the weeks after. So none of that was too wrong -- But? " ---but I don't wanna meet you for mission stuff. Feel like you'n me can meet just because. Not like I can summon you anymore, gotcha them nice wings n all that..."
Pushed for it, bled for it, took him the ******** in outta kindness n love n fondness for her. Had him at his wedding. Like a friend, they were friends, they could still be friends even after all this.
Right? Couldn't they?
"I'm not mad," did he sound like he was falling apart? Was he saying that to sooth himself, or relaying it to Matthew honestly? "I just wanna talk," and that felt true, certainly more in line with what he felt like wanted to say. Really, if his heart weren't beating ten-thousand miles per-hour out of his own ******** rib-cage.
The toast was beyond on fire now. It was charcoal. It was ash. The flames would go out and the place wouldn't down and the castiron could be scrubbed at a later date -- he had to go -- he had to go now.
"I'm pinning you a location to meet me at. I need you to be there, kay? S'important. Albite out."
WC: I want more!
Posted: Sat Jul 13, 2024 12:03 am
✹Raze the Town Rainbow (Eros X Albite)✹
Every—
Leap—
Larger—
And every landing a far grander one than the last!
He grinned for the thrum of power that flowed through his every limb. The freedom that sang in his veins; beneath the black, devil-like wings anchored to his a**.
The Chaos that tied him to Earth in this life while leaving him craving for the stars — to watch them shine bright — to witness in that same instance their beautiful decay into dust that would someday bleed new beginnings into fresh new worlds!! He was awestruck on the high of it— Eternal and enraptured with himself, his own vibes, and the view from so far up above. The way all the little skittering denizens drifting between the light-lined, evening streets looked so much less like people from greater heights.
And then up close enough to touch and feeling personal about it—-
The chill of slipping into a bustling throng of traffic-goers when dressed like this — all guised up and strung high on it. An immovable force that could part the average sea of people with ease.
‘I could kill them all if I wanted to, couldn’t I? Drain them dry as the desert. Leave the streets a sea full of too ******** still piled too high to count bodies—-‘
But he was hungry, thirsty, the rancid sewer-water thoughts that occasionally dragged ragged furrows through his mind were so easily placated these days. Just as long as his baser needs could be obliged at a whim, in the bar around the corner, in the middle of a rooftop fight full of white bodices and whiter auras. And if doing that meant needing the people that dwelled here?
Then so be it! Let them live and thrive and crawl—
Let them show him a good time.
Cause ******** did he want that too! A strong beer, an even stronger chaser. The warmth of a filthier backroad and dingier doorfront than most were used to— And for a moment, living in the mood that took him, marinating in it all. He hoped to find some seedier, debauched bit of terrain that existed just off the main step-paths of the city proper.
Some rave going on - some EDM beat that shook the paver-stones above it. A brand new friend, enemy, lover to take on under an incandescent lamp light — the nearest shadowy underpass or outstretched awning that’d hold his weight or hide him.
And even if he didn’t?
‘Whatever, if it lives here? I’ll find it! Give as good as I get — have a whole ******** time.’
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It was not often that the rainbow-brite figure graced the dirty streets of DC, but if you listened for the sound of techno, followed the smell of weed smoke, and wished on a shooting star made of buzzing neon lights, you might just get lucky.
Eros let out a long stream of blue smoke as she lowered her pipe, tilting her bright head back to let the trail flow up into the dark sky above the city. It was nice that the weather was warming up, making it easier and more appealing to get all powered up and go for a walkabout. She hated winter and the cold… as boney thin as she was, heat came and went with barely a whisper, leaving her shivering when most felt perfectly comfortable. Granted, the magical outfit did help with that, even with as little fabric as it sported. Spring and even summer could not come quickly enough.
It wasn’t just the weather that kept her out of uniform though. If she’d had her way, this would all be some drug-induced trip she could laugh about and forget, but life, as ever, was not fair to little girls with piercings and purple lipstick. If she didn’t power up, then she had nothing to feed her contacts with, and not feeding those meant she risked her safety, and Puck’s. Protection came at a cost, and that cost was putting on her wings and her ribbons and trying to keep from getting punched by someone who didn’t respect the little grape pin she wore hidden under her sailor collar. She hadn’t seen Quartz in years now and that fact was always a downer. He’d always been good to work with, always kept his word and didn’t try anything funny. Trying to work with his fellows was always a hit or miss kinda situation. You never really knew if they’d try to fist your chest, and not in the fun way.
Down at street level, the music thrummed like a living thing, pulsing out whenever the doors of the club opened. Eros bopped along to it, lighter in one hand and pipe in the other, fingers playing imaginary keys. She paced down the ledge around the edge of the rooftop she’d found herself on, doing the child thing of pretending to be a tightrope walker and testing her admittedly sketchy balance. No one had really shown up and she was both glad for it and annoyed, because it meant she wasn’t going to be able to pass along any of the juicy gossip she’d gathered. It also meant another night of needing to power up again and try to find one of her contacts to rendezvous with. s**t balls.
“Every step, I’m stepping higher…” She sang to herself, her voice low and rough, but true to key. “You can’t bring me… bring me down.”
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He followed the pulse, his own, the cities, slid on thick heels into a wash of warmer air down a bend of a stretch. Till he found himself in a place where a person could tell higher electricity bills were being paid than what could’ve been seen street-side. Where the blackout windows had bars over them, the doors too, but that t h r u m!!!
Ooooohhhh—-
The way it felt almost like an aura unto itself. Oh, it lacked all the magical bzzzrt that lit his neck hairs on ******** fire! But there were other elements to the feel in the air. The way some sounds carried more deeply than others; straight into his bones. Or the way people moved from a space; the occasional neon clad, box-braided, hips so skinny they had dips in them that even he could see at night kinda life! Tube-tops and BBL’s were back in season and he wasn’t ashamed to look his fill of easy energy marks. Or stare boldly after staggering, drunken starseeds that swayed to a long dead beat. The ways they reeked; cloy of wax pens that had way more than a dab of birthdayblueballs in them. The zest of some fresh new transdermal fun-time being sweated out from doing more than dancing for hours. He could nearly taste the rainbow himself, just as a passerby.
Or maybe he really was tasting the rainbow? He almost thought he was confused, wire-crossed and mixing the ever-loving-hell out of his own signals. Looking left and right for streets he’d forgotten to cross. Before realizing that what was twinging his dreads wasn’t down there in the dirt and mire with him.
It was up.
And he froze where he stood — catlike — statuesque — tilting his gaze up and counting lines of loose roof tile till he hit three and no more, and then of broken bricks, and then—-
‘Well, call me Alice! Because that is a ******** wonder of the land—‘ his grin cheshire as he tilted his head to the left, to the right, bounced a nod in time with her skip.
Just—-
Watching her weave and move so effortlessly along the line. Delicate. Dainty. Like a strong breeze would knock her over if she missed a step! Rainbow-bright if she was hooking it to get through college. Though he was also getting caterpillar vibes. Mad caterpillar vibes. Had a feeling there would be riddles involved if he approached her, and he ******** hated riddles. They just were less fancy bits of poetry with questions he didn’t know the answers to tagged onto their ends. Like tails on a kite—but not nearly as beautiful! And designed only to make him feel stupid—
Except sometimes—
But only sometimes!
Still?
Still, still, still, still, ******** it, let’s do this—-“ and he slipped a corner, round a trash filled shadow, stepped into darkness, stepped out—-
To admire her much more closely.
“Sup highrise surprise!! Whatch’a smokin?” Easy curiosity, spoken with the energy of an imploding star. Quick to throw his words out there as he was to get his form viewable for her face! Was that a lighter? Was she old school? Not a vape kinda gal— such a ******** surprise — to see someone retrofitted and chromatically washed in ways he couldn’t help but admire out loud; a veritable magpie skwawking at all the shiniest of shiny things!!
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The feel of an eternal signature on her inner senses was warning, but not nearly warning enough. Whoever had seen her decided it was appropriate to ******** teleport and when he spoke (definitely a he with that deep voice), Eros jumped, her boots actually leaving the stonework for a moment. She spun in a swirl of ribbons, a wide grin already plastered onto her narrow face.
“Eyyyyy! What’s up, Big Guy? Just doing a little something, you know?” She said as she wiggled her pipe in her fingers, both hands lifted like this was an old time western. “Girls just like to have fun, and all that. Had to entertain myself while I waited for you to finally show up. Or someone like you, anyway.”
One foot placed neatly behind the other, the rainbow senshi gave a little bow with both arms extended, her bright hair falling into eyes heavy with makeup. Metal glittered in her mouth as she ran her tongue over her lower lip, betraying just a bit of her nerves.
“I’m Eros, and I’ll give you two guesses what my sphere is. You might have heard of me…?”
This was not a corrupted that she’d met before, she was pretty sure she’d remember if she had. Big and beefy with a toothy grin and tattoos for days… Black and dark green colors, hair in long dreads… yeah, definitely new to her. Was he someone who read wherever they kept the names of their informants? Or had he known Quartz? Lot of questions she didn’t have answers to, and that was never really a good thing in her line of ‘work’. Still… the unknown could be exciting, and sexy. Just as long as it never actually got into real danger.
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“Bettn’ you’ve never met someone qu-i-i-i-te like me…” it was a haphazard guess, aimed as off center as the emblazoned arrows run through the hearts on her uniform. His grin cheesier than what he suspected even the Moon herself was made of (Gouda, it was made of Gouda.) And his grin stayed that way, all easy, peasy, lemon-cheesy; melting only slightly as she asked him to guess at something or other he lacked an answer to.
“Knew there’d be riddles with you—“ muttered under his breath, with a flash of rolled eyes and huff of petulant air. Mostly because, no, he didn’t know her, or her magic, and had just barely gotten her name! And wasn’t outright grasping anything more than the uniform itself gave away. Those grandly eternal butt-wings, badass bows. A buncha rainbow sherbert on steroids tasseled together with gossamer fruit by the foot long candies.
If he was a betting man? He would’ve put money on her being the Senshi of Bad Acid Trips — or maybe broken-hearted leprechauns? Cause short-king sugardaddies needed love too! He was, of course, too broke to bet. Too out of the loop to guess. As much a blessing as a curse.
“M’not much’ve an avid reader, yanno? Don’t mill gossip so much as I occasionally drink tea. Ones just a lot less work, yeh? Like a treat!” Though he could’ve said looking his fill was treat enough on this particular night! How she was so much like a magic eye painting from his perspective, the reveals just never ceased! The more he looked, the more he saw. The more he had to keep seeing; to satisfy his own wonderment over whether or not that makeup came with the look, or if she had done it up separately? For how that flash of silver in her mouth piqued his interests, left him fixating on her every step, the depth of her bow, the length of her heels.
‘She’s just so, so, so, pretty, pretty, pretty, isn’t she—-? Some Senshi just get all the eighties glitter glam all to themselves don’t they?’
She made him think of Lina on a good night—or a bad day—the walking antithesis to his best girl's typical vibes, save the acrid tang of something too sweet to be palatable to him lingering in the air. Way more hedge to the ledge performative, more ready to flee than fight. Smarter than him, always. Had to be. He suddenly wondered if Toddquito was single enough to date a white-moonbeam? If he liked women at all? If he liked threesomes? If he had a type. Like, any type.
Someone with a pulse probably—-
But that thought was neither here, there, anywhere in-between. Didn’t belong in this where he was trying to decide if he wanted to talk her closer to him, or straight off the ledge entirely. It was, after all, a ‘******** it’ kinda night— the ******** of them all, even.
“M’also not the cops s o o o o o—“ And he’d gotten this same reaction how many times before? From Mu, and Cybby, and pick-a member of the I-wear-white-even-after-labor-day brigade! It was frustrating when it wasn’t outright funny, and it was always funny right up until it wasn’t! Better when there was a fight, a chase, a conversation he could tease out of someone by their ******** shortest short hairs if his own personal needs be! His mouth was made for many things—
Like talking. ********, did he love talking.
But her reaction shouldn’t’ve been a surprise to him, not by now, not this long and far into the typical song and dance game. Where he should’ve long since realized this was how it was meant to go. Accepting the obvious facts: that his prettiest to him nega-paradise, probably looked a hell of a lot less green to people on the other side. That he didn’t have ‘lap dog’ tattooed on his forehead, or ‘will only bite if bitten’ carved into the grooves of his abs…..
Though maybe he could’ve!!?! No, no, nope, too many people liked them the way they were, unmarked saved smatterings of scars. Eion did, at least, and maybe Ren too? And maybe also—-
So, yeah, ab tats and forehead brands were mostly a ‘no’. Which meant he needed to do some talking! Some very, ‘no one’s getting murdered just yet’, kinda talking. Which was all well and good and fine by him!
“Simon says: you don’t gotta keep your hands up, Heartthrob. Cross my thick-a** heart that I won't narc you out to nobodies overlords, or space bosses, ******** ever you all have? Cosmos? Oh! Ida!! Wait—- - - Cybele n Gany’re princesses ********…” a half shrug as he laced his fingers behind his hips, stretching into the motion as he tilted on his heels. “Whatever! M’Albite, or Praxidike, or ‘Big Guy’ if you like? S’gotta nice ring to it. M’good with nicknames, love ‘em—Miss Eros of Riddles, but then again? M’good with a lotta things, in-so long as they come with just a little bit of info to pad ‘em—“
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The small woman laughed, bright and sparkling, as she straightened up and gave a little flourish, making her pipe and lighter disappear into her subspace pocket. The tension in her faded, hands braced on cocked hips and head tilted to send bright strands of hair brushing across her forehead and into her sparrow-bright eyes.
“I don’t answer to anyone on the bright side, Beefcake.” Eros said as she internally frowned over those names. Not anyone she’d met before… maybe Puck knew them? Probably people she should make the acquaintance of though, if they were of interest enough to be in this himbo’s mouth. Whatever. Thoughts for another day. Albite was an okay name, Praxidike sounded like some suppository medicine, but he also didn’t care, so maybe ‘Big Guy’ it would be then. Easier on her, maybe… but then again, if they ended up needing to work together, maybe it was better to have an actual name.
“Albite, huh?” She said, giving her even little teeth a playful little snap. “Gotcha. If it's information you want, then you have come to the right girl, lucky boy. I’m all information, whatever information you want, as much as you want, probably. If I know enough about whatever it is. ‘Cause I made a deal with a guy named Quartz a long time ago.” Jumping down from the ledge, she paced towards him with loose and hip-swinging steps, hands still braced above her frills. She reached up to flick the edge of her collar over to show the little bunch of grapes she had pinned to the underside, letting him see it before she dropped the cover again.
“That means, if you agree to the same deal, I can be your little shoulder fairy, giving you all the delicious gossip and low down on what’s going down in the city. For a price! Of course.” She winked and pressed fingers to her purple lips, blowing him a kiss. “A girl’s gotta get paid, you know. Nothing’s free in this world. But I might give you an itsy bitsy taste, a sample, just to whet the appetite.”
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Nobody ever did seem to answer to anyone— not even the knights, not really. At least? Not insofar as he’d seen—but maybe that was the perks of the job? Hell! Maybe she was secretly a princess too! And he knew damn well princesses didn’t do any answering to anybody.
As it should be! <******** knew if it was him…..
The idea was briefly amusing, considering how he handled being rounded up n mushed along at present. How he’d hardly answered to anyone before becoming an eternal, or after. Always insolent, even as a basic! At least with those he didn’t consciously choose to answer to already. He only needed to heed those he deemed worthy, their small-for-an-army numbers of deserving few. With all their nuanced personalities, n passions, n minds, n souls that he admired enough to devote his considerable time and muscles to. All his team–
His lovers–
His friends–
How Eros was looking very friend shaped at the moment. Even if he didn’t know of any Quartz personally, was left wondering if he was a salt, rock, or actual agent? Sentient speaking creature or youma or lump of mineral deposit? Could’ve been one of those lucky enough to dodge the all too common ‘ites’ like Jet had been? Seeing the little flash of cute grapes, he felt the sudden urge to gift her with a pin of his own. To get his best baby Haymitch to make him some Cerberus sets, complete with wicked canines and emblazoned silver-blue-greens in the magical metal of them. Was this how other agents did it? Subterfuge and spy-guy s**t. With cute pins—
With girls that oozed flirtatious, ******** at your own peril energy in every salacious step.
Hell, if it was? Then he wanted in on the club. Needed to meet this Quartz guy and get some pointers on how to handle—
Whatever he was quantifying Eros as right now. She was damned hard to place, easy flowing, full of bite. His attempts to mentally grasp her felt slippery at best. Failing, at worst; to slot her into some kinda person-shaped mold in his mind. There wasn’t a spot she fit into easily — a similar personality he could compare her to just yet — Nothing that wasn’t purely civilian, soft fleshed, slender boned, breakable. How he knew she had to be anything but; she had wings, grace, rainbow-red flags waving furiously in all directions!
s**t he consciously ignored, willfully so, latching into a chance at throwing some perceived bit of innuendo back like a starved shark taking the worlds most obvious bait. It was too easy to ignore, too fun to bog down with anything even near approaching severity and serious attitudes.
“I can see it. How good you’d look on my shoulders—“ and he watched her close in on him shamelessly, just a little bit hypnotized. Unable to help but flex where he stood; subtle little shifts as his grin widened for the attention, the challenge, the tease of a potential chase of an entirely different kind!
For the offer to talk—-
Not for free, of course. Never for free. Nothing was ever so easy in this world, but even ritzy gelato places gave out free samples! N’so long as they were gonna be playing by food stand rules?
He was absolutely in.
“Tho? You’re givin’ me more evil pixie vibes than, like, playful Tinkerbell mojo—-“ and if he thought about it too hard it’d make his head hurt, but also? He remembered that Tinkerbell had tried to commit murder. Had maybe committed many murders?! So pixies probably weren’t any worse a comparison than fairies could’ve been! Were probably on par with each other in the realm of ‘fantastical creatures that do crimes’.
“Which’s still, like, right ******** up my alley!” he laughed as he mimed catching the kiss she’d blown his way. Licking it out of his palm instead of pressing it to his heart as would’ve been customary. He didn’t know where those lips had been after all, but the colors she wore reminded him of Fafnirs more poisonous shimmer, a deeper blue, but no less deadly. Certainly not safe enough to risk his metaphorical heart on! Not till he knew more—“I’m not Quartz though. New dealer, new deal, new details—Gimme something personal, yeah? Something about you. S’the one free treat I’ll ask for, I swear it. N’ the best part is I don’t even gotta know if it’s true or not! N’then…N’then we can hash the rest out between us…prices...payment…drinks? Whatever else it is you get out of – ah – *were* getting outta the ‘Quartz Deal’.”
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She widened her eyes as he licked his palm, the fake lashes she wore just adding to the doe-eyed appearance. At least until her mouth curled in a slow, wicked smile. Maybe she should have said pixie… it certainly would fit better, wouldn’t it? Pixies tended to be more mischievous. Reaching up to her forehead, she flicked him a two finger salute.
“Aye aye, sir! And I know you’re not Quartz. He was a stick in the mud, and you look like absolute barrels of fun. Something personal, hmm?” She paced around him as she cupped her pointed chin in her fingers, tapping pink nails against her skin. What should she give him? Something fun, for sure. Something to answer his question, but also string him along and leave him wanting to know more. She was a little surprised he didn’t want info about other white mooners, but hey, she wasn’t going to look a gift horse in the mouth. She’d take a windfall when it fell right at her feet.
“I love pizza.” She declared, heel-toe-ing it in a jaunty little step. Her smile got even wickeder as she slanted him a glance from the corner of her eye, dragging her gaze down his form and back up again. “And I have twenty two piercings. Five in each ear, two in each eyebrow, two in my lip, one in my nose, and the rest… are out of sight.”
Her tongue flicked out to click against the rings in her lower lip, exposing one of the hidden piercings through the center of her tongue.
“I guess that’s actually two free tidbits, oops.” Not that she was sorry in the least.
“My deal with Quartz was strictly business. I tell him stuff about White Mooners, like where they like to hang out or any business they get up to, and he gives me protection. Keeps me safe. And my friend too. We could have that deal, or we could add a little more flavor to it. Like I said, ol’ stick-in-the-mud never wanted to have any fun. But I’m SO much fun, and I like to have fun. Just as long as me and my mate don’t end up dead or with hands in our chests. Yeah?”
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“Yeah—“ and he was laughing quietly, liquid smiles and genuine joy. How could he not agree with her when agreeing was so easy?! When flavor was the spice of life! The thing he loved most in all the world! Food analogies. New Friends. A good time. “I guess you did, didn’t you? Y’r kinda terrible at this. Givin’ it all up for free the first go—tooo easy——“ tease that bordered snark, playful and playing along, hamming it up to another level. Because this was fun! Because *she* was fun, and the spark that existed in her, the way it set him alight, made him want to match it with some equal kind of fervor.
The way he thought she deserved some protection—beneath the dramatic makeup, the eyes meant to draw a man in and strangle him in a back alley. Beneath all those rainbow rivers bright enough to blind. Albite couldn’t help but see a woman, doing something smart, doing what she could, doing what he’d talked about for so long!! Crossing the bridge to the winning side and offering to shake hands — make deals — to do what needed to be done to keep her head without being a ******** coward about it.
Smart—smart—smart—smart—-
And even if she never told him anything of worth? He thought he’d still protect her. <********, the mood he was in tonight? If she shanked him on the roof n left him to bleed out through his kidneys! Even then? He still might’ve found her the month after and offered her whatever Quartz had and more.
And then all he was thinking about was pizza and piercings, surfacy— deeply — He was shocked, overjoyed, dismayed. Flashfire frequencies of rapidly changing emotions, the way they scrolled across his features with her every new reveal. He wished he’d asked for more because just ‘pizza’ was so vague! He nearly pouted, wishing he’d been more specific when dealing with this genie! Then he could’ve at least gotten what kind of pizza she liked jotted down in his mind— thick, thin, pineapple, anchovies!?
The piercings were a damn surprise though, a number higher than he bothered to count on most days, as went from staring — to looking—
From lascivious intent, to hard, narrowed eyes. His gaze trailing after her as she wound round him dizzyingly, and he would’ve twisted to follow save how he knew he would’ve entangled himself in his own dreads; tripped himself up like a fool. He couldn’t help but wonder where she would even hide them all? Where she hid anything in that outfit! Blessed goddesses of the stars be praised, because Cosmos had done right by someone for once! Or whoever her personal cosmic tailor of the stars was.
And he had to shake it off, to stop watching her twist on her heels, to look away from that bladed grin.
Because thinking was going on! Lots and it’s and lots of thinking—
He cleared his throat, looked at the streetlights, and found real words again, “I’ll get some better pins made for you and yours, kay? Something with a bit of auric spice to it so that people can tell you’re mine. On either side. No matter what. Cause what’s mine ain’t t’be ******** touched….” hummed and agreed upon with the barest edge of seriousness. Playing copycat to Quartz, but better, seemed the right way to go! And that way she could keep it in subspace, and her friend, whoever they were? Some random nameless shape number one—
They could wear it all the time, wouldn’t get drained, mugged, and reverse-aligned. People would know whose s**t they were touching. And then they wouldn’t have hands with which to touch it anymore—-
“I’ve got my best baby bonded Hay-hay. S’the cutest Mau in existence—“ cooed as if his kippn were there, not that he couldn’t ever feel him. Distant little thrum of alive alive alive living out in the world, purring on a desk, pissing on some a*****e's shoes, playing in a pile of n** somewhere. The same way he felt Cerbs, only also different?! He couldn’t describe in words how good and crowded it felt in his soul when he reached for those burning ties just right…
“If anyone can get that job done? S’him.” pride and praise and just as quickly he was right back to staring at her, really just, the tongue rung was enticing, that little click of metal, the mental flinch he had for how he couldn’t wear one — wouldn’t — but did so admire that look in others. How he realized he lacked in the piercing department entirely compared to her.
That his curiosity was killing him—
“Also—tasty as the free bits were? I might halv’ta confirm the, ah, th’truth of them. Personally. Might have to see you eat some pizza. Steal a cops magic-wand n reallly check those piercings are there—I’ll probably need your help counting them…” He wondered how close to her he could get, if he could touch the rainbow before she dissolved away like a mirage — like real rainbows always did — kicking his tipped dreads out the way of his feet, listening to the barbs on their ends scrape like old chimes. There would never be a time where he could sneak up on anyone ever again, not since he’d hit eternal, but he had long since acquiesced that he wasn’t built to be sneaky. He wasn’t made for quiet stealth, for anything that required cautionary actions and silence.
“Yanno—tooo—seal the deal, yeah? N’make sure you won’t stab me in my back once I turn it. I mean…if y’really gotta stab me? Then you do you. I just prefer it from where I can see it coming — but only if it’s with a knife —“ and he snorted to himself, laughed at how terrible the line was, skittered his gaze from those dancing heels, over thick socks, higher. Always drawn back to those eyes. The way he couldn’t quite read them at ******** all — the way that made him eager to pour his time into trying — “I prefer it when it’s fun, too! Put hot sauce on the hilt or some s**t—add all the seasoning — I mean, what the ******** is living without flavor, right?”
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She did like the way he grinned. It was broad and wild and uninhibited. Like he didn’t know the meaning of subterfuge or caution. An open book and hearts on sleeves, just how she liked it. She was the same, really. What was there to hide? Street-trash gutter rat that she was, all knobby bits and glitter slathered over all the cracks to make it look good under club lights. No one noticed the dark circles under your eyes in the dark, or how your collarbones stood out.
As she passed behind him, Eros reached out and ran a fingertip down his bare arm, running over the thick, black lines of his tattoos as she came around to the front again, closer this time.
“I don’t think my mate will be up for wearing a pin… He doesn’t actually know I do this, and would probably be pretty pissed if he found out, but whatever. A girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gotta do, right? But I’d be happy to get something that lets other people know we’ve got a thing going. Anything that keeps them from trying to stab me before I can say ‘Hey don’t stab me, I know Albite!’” She giggled, the sound like soda bubbles popping, or pop rocks. Magenta eyes looked up at him through her lashes, intentionally coy, and she rocked up onto her toes, giving her lower lip a bite. “If you wanna know where all my piercings are, then all ya gotta do is ask me to show you… no metal detector required! But!”
She winked as she wiggled a forefinger at him.
“You already got your freebies, so this one will cost you something.” Eros grinned again as she popped that forefinger into her mouth, biting the nail as she rocked on her heels now. “Wanna make a deal? I’ll show you where the rest are, but… I want a kiss. Just a little one. Eensy weensy. Innocent…” Or maybe not so much.
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“Girls gotta eat, girls gotta live—But no worries, we’ll get ‘em something they’ll willingly wear, yeah? A gift! Plus? Green looks good on everybody—“ and he had an image in his mind, a stone that worked like a pager, a pre-set meeting point. Something small enough that it could be set into any sort of jewelry. Jewelry made obviously enough with his symbol on it, that it’d stand out like a third degree burn to those who needed to know it, glowed so brightly with his essence that no one would damn dare try s**t once they saw it emblazoned on there. It made him think of Praxidike — suddenly — the parts that were all his predecessors — and now all his own. All those symbols and their meanings so unknown to him, he’d seen them change though, had watched one become many. Old lines become overtaken by new ones as the one had come to serve under another, as a piece of a severed group had returned to a large planetary fold.
All the ways that symbol had changed back then. How it could change more, again, for this! For her. He could make it all the more his own in this lifetime. Could make it mean something for people like Eros!
It wasn’t impossible, might even be easily done—-
His thoughts scattering at the touch of a fingertip, fish spooked from a shoal, they came back together just as quickly, regrouping hungrily at hearing the price she’d be exacting for the info on offer. Her laugh, the coy look, every well choreographed movement that screamed tease! Not that he cared if she teased him bloody black and blue. It was all seltzer water on his brain and it all lightly hissed a million bubbly ‘yes’s’ punctuated by a symphonious series of ********! So many ******** to so many yes’s!!
“Deal.” Easy as instant ramen, and he bent until he could be over her, up in her space, basking in her vast sphere of influence over him. Leaning in and giving it up with eyes that didn’t search any further than the gossamere surface of the moment. With lips parted softly for the next breath he took, the next words he spilled like dark honey-mead. “Y’know? All the best songs start with a kiss. The happy ones, the sad ones, the breakup ballads n pain-metal blasts—“ and it must’ve been alright, he thought, to brush her hand away from her face slowly. To slide his fingers under her jaw and tilt her head up ever so slightly. “All’ve ‘em needed a kiss somewhere in there. One really good kiss.“ Just so he could see those eyes. He loved people’s eyes, endlessly, wished he was as high as she might’ve been. Wished he could see her that way too— with pupils blown dark and wide enough to swallow the universe. Mirrors that would reflect only him after a while, because he intended to drown himself in them. To fill them up with his presence, to make so ******** good on every promise he was offering to her tonight.
The ones he said aloud, happily, with a grin. The ones he kept all to himself, pent up and clawing in anguish at the walls of his mind. Yowling to be spoken. Screaming for him to take because she was offering and because it was easy!! Because it would fill him up for awhile— hush that always hungry center in his chest — quiet the way it yawned for more, and more, and more than any amount of power born of darkness would ever be able to sate completely. Even a hand thrust there wouldn’t shut it up.
But this? This with her? Tentative thing that started with a whim and a promised kiss! Maybe this time, maybe this thing, maybe this body drenched in glitter and cheap perfume would finally be the toppled domino that did it for him.
‘Here's to hoping!’
“Sooo— addendum to the payment-plan, interest m’addin on jus’ cause I know imma be in heaps of debt without it. ‘Specially dealin’ with a loan shark like you,” he leaned close enough to whisper the words across her lips, to ghost them there; hissed things that could’ve been lost in the breeze if they weren’t already so close. “Let’s make it a good one. Ain’t s**t little or innocent about either of us—is there, Eros? Means the kisses shouldn’t be either. So don’t b***h out on me with this gradeschool s**t…” closing the atom of a gap, sealing his lips to hers in a gentle press that became a beg of tongue, a promise to make it good and give as good as he got if she’d let him. To leave swathed in her lipstick and the kind of makeup-grade glitter that wouldn’t wash off for a week or more.
Because they weren’t children, there were no playgrounds. He didn’t want kid gloves and hand holding. Not from her. Not like this. He wanted to kiss her like a man was supposed to kiss a woman. To let his hold on her chin be a little harder, to stand close enough to her rainbow bright fire that he could taste what she’d been smoking. Till he smelled like that too — reeked of her and hers and everything that had made her exactly like this: worn out, cracked open, trading favors with chaos for protection. Wearing cute pins in grape shapes as if that’d save her from the worst of it!
As if any of them could ever truly be saved—-
But he liked her ******** optimism, loved it, had his own lofty believes so foolish that he thought he could fly above it all on the wings of them. That he thought they could all be friends someday! He wouldn’t smother it out of her. Would instead stoke it, stir it up, let her fervor whip him into a matched frenzy.
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Her eyes widened as he leaned in and grin curled like a cheshire’s in anticipation. It zinged and buzzed through her as he closed the distance, moving her hand away, and talked music to her… her love language. She had a wealth of ready quips to sling back at him, but there was only so much space to pack them into the air between their lips. He did earn himself raised eyebrows and a throaty chuckle, though, both for calling her a loan shark and saying there was nothing little about him. Her look said speak for yourself, but she kept that behind her pierced lips.
Her manner changed completely then, like he’d flipped a switch. From fun and flirty to hungry and sly. It was true, there was nothing innocent about the way her lips parted instantly for him and her tongue snaked out to curl around his, teasing him with a slide of the metal bead in the center. She pressed into the touch as she hummed an eager note, reaching to slide fingertips along the edge of his sharp jawline around to the back of his neck, where she could stroke the finely cut hairs across the back of his skull.
The full foot of difference in their height had her pushing up onto her tiptoes to reach him and lessen the distance he had to bend, but it was still an effort, pleasant as it was. And he was so pleasant to kiss too… his lips warm and plush, his mouth as well-experienced as hers was, it seemed. She’d tried to keep things light, in case he wasn’t the type to accept more, but if this was what he wanted? Oh, she could do this, and so much more. There was so much she could do, if he allowed it… She could already imagine how his fingers together could span her whole a** as he lifted her up, and how well her slim thighs would wrap around his trim waist. Or maybe how those same fingers would cover almost her whole skull as he dug them into her technicolor hair while she wrapped her lips around the root of him.
Would he let her take it so far? They were on opposite sides, even if in a truce now, and he would never truly know the person behind the glamor of rainbow ribbons. Ultimate anonymity, and she’d be gone as soon as they were done, completely beyond his reach. It wasn’t, exactly, all that different from the one night stands she had at the clubs sometimes… strung out on the drug of the day so she wouldn’t even remember their faces properly the next day. But not everyone was okay with that sort of thing. Eros had long since accepted that her view of the world was wildly different from most.
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✹ A Little Breaking in The Making Of Something Wonderful! ✹
The Crystal he'd asked Jet for -- and in the end he wasn't sure what magic the man had worked to ensure a stockpile of them? If they were something basic, or magic made, or --
But that wasn't his concern, was it. His time was meant to be spent pestering his precious maus and finding the best way to bribe gold shells out of an overfed pill-bug with acid breath and burning kisses. The b***h stung when it was feisty, but Albite couldn't help but find something cute about the way the little kosopod wibbled about in it's magically built cage with all the creature comforts to -- dissolve --- apparently? The pill bug was the fun bit, all the rest? His real concerns, the minutia, the tedious parts he'd never considered having himself be questioned on a day in his life. That those tiniest of things were the most draining of aspects in any project---
He did his best to tackle it, in blocks, like a game of tetris. To work small over the months, pitch what he disliked, settle for what he knew the limitations of a thing were.
To gather up the list Aqua had asked for and make it comprehensive as his often scattered mind could manage.
One for Gems:
Todd of 7/11 At the Corner Store Eros of Love Murikabushi of Hunger Roka (of the deep? Fish faced freak?)
One for the Vehicles:
Trey Lovely Adam Ren
It was small scale, practically nothing to start on. But with the way things had been coming over the months since he'd started on this little side-quest? Since meeting Eros on that singularly dark and not at ******** all stormy night -- or since breaking into Trey's place and trying to shove pieces of what he now knew would've never worked into that avalons chassis? It felt like something major. An actual accomplishment, one he'd pioneered on his own (albeit with a lot of help!). He felt good about it this one time. Like maybe this thing here would help improve -- ******** -- something? Truly. Like he could do a genuinely smart thing, even if it was for purely selfish reasons. Like the lessons he chose to learn the hard way could benefit someone other than himself...
This was him keeping his promises. The way he'd always meant to, how he needed to, no matter who agreed with him, at least try in this one way to bridge some gap that'd come up barren and burned and abandoned. To rebuild a network that appeared to him the closer he looked at it utterly unwound. He could knit it back together with this, he hoped. Could give back a little of what he'd gained. His people deserved something nice for all they put up with in this wider world! Those they'd made promises too of protection -- a generation ago -- longer? They deserved those promises honored. He grinned for that as he sat there pouring over pictures that made his head spin, and smiling at the final products in his hand.