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 Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 4:27 pm
Andrew, that is one of the most beautiful things I've ever read. That really helped me realize some things about myself... Why I hurt so much on the inside sometimes. Why I'm afraid of people... Why this wall that I put up around myself just seems to get larger and larger and why I can't ever let anyone in. And, well... you get the idea. I just never really understood until I read that.
Thank you. heart
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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2008 5:07 pm
Why do I always get singled out?! Oh well, its appreciated, I'm an attention hoore. 3nodding
Needless to say I just skimmed that second diatribe, can't you post anything SHORTER?! Come on man. Haha.
Granted, I don't agree with half of what you said, but you and I are very different, whether you want to admit it or not. Such is the way of things, but you'll learn, everyone does.
Oh! I want to point everyone in the direction of Youtube for a moment. If you haven't heard of the Conventioneers, you HAVE to go look them up. Granted, they make fun of cosplayers and just about everything, but its still funny. I recommend watching the footage from last years Anime North in Toronto as well as from the one previous. Holy cow are they funny!
I feel terrible, my left arm is killing me, people keep screaming about a heart attack but its just muscle strain. Been a bit too hard on my body these past few days in the gym. I have an assignment due tonight which is going to get handed in tomorrow. I'm really hating school now, I have no drive to do any work, I just want it to be over. I hate school, I've been going to school for almost 20 years and frankly, I say ******** school. They take my money and my time and give me nothing. I learn and gain nothing, I should've joined the army...
Lion
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 4:48 am
I've missed so much. I can only smile for your last post, Lea. You seemed to be spiraling down, quicker, faster, the circles growing ever tighter, the ground rising up to meet you, and in having read all twenty seven pages now I can quite clearly see that Lion helped somewhat dramatically to pull you out of it.
'Nersha
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 6:59 am
They're making me go get a menigitis shot or they won't let me back in the dorm next year. Feh. Just 'cause one girl died an horrible, sezure-filled death, we all have to suffer... at least it's free.
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 9:37 am
Don't go in the military then, i have family that's done it and they make you get a ton of shots...
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 11:04 am
I knew a guy who used to faint whenever he even saw a needle... and he joined the Air Force. He was crazy tall, too, so I bet that was funny.
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 11:08 am
I do too, i know a guy that faints at the sight of blood, he was a scout leader and one time at a camp he got a fishing hook caught in his skin and fainted when they pulled it out... eek
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 12:52 pm
Well, Inersha, I'd like to think that we all helped.
And I'm glad that you've found it, Leav. Another key to the door of life. Maggie talked about what it brought her...for me it just slammed in the lesson that the Lord and Lady are currently trying to teach me about the web of life.
I hope you know that throughout all your bitching and whining you've helped us, too. We love you, and we love you for bringing us together, and making us try to see through it all.
I love you all.
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 1:23 pm
Inersha Blue I've missed so much. I can only smile for your last post, Lea. You seemed to be spiraling down, quicker, faster, the circles growing ever tighter, the ground rising up to meet you, and in having read all twenty seven pages now I can quite clearly see that Lion helped somewhat dramatically to pull you out of it. Sometimes... what others said, it was what you wanted to hear. I refuse to blame anyone in particular. I'm always careful in that I don't offend people, and I know this post is going to offend. Hopefully you, Lea, and Lion, will understand then, what it means to have said that it was basically Lion, and Lion alone, who spared you this time, saved you from the crushing ground. Inersha Blue I have made no pretense about that: in many ways, Justin is very much like my mother--he loves me far too much than is healthy for a (person) in his position, and excels in the art of 'tough love'. With emphasis on tough. Yes, only Justin or Kiyome could ever pull me out of my slumps. I'm so glad--so blessed--to have them in my life. however, it wasn't Justin, alone. Andy was the catalyst for all that everyone else said. Including Justin himself. If I didn't have her, I'd probably still be in a terrible rut right now. But...thanks again. AND POST MORE OFTEN!!! -Andrew
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 3:13 pm
I'm here, I'm posting. I should be more often, I know, but I will be, or should be, anyhow, now that I've been made a mod to a seperate guild I'm in. It's only a small guild, and none of the other mods are on very often because of their busy overworked lives, so I have no idea what I can and can't do as temporary 'left in charge' person.
How do I accept join requests? Am I able to? Ect.
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 3:31 pm
I am getting sick. Which sucks because next week we have mid-terms. Plus it is snowing again. School is probably only going to give us a 2 hour delay again, where we have to go snow blow and shovel then get ready for school in only 2 hours. Last time is snowed all day and they still didn't give us the day off. It is even worse because I am sick, I need sleep. stressed Sorry my rant is over.
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 3:34 pm
Yeah, go to the moderator panel, and view join requests. It's in the blue toolbar.
-LD
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 3:48 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 5:39 pm
Well my current SO and I had a very important talk that--surprisingly--left out one half of Scrubs. All over some damn movie. Gods, I am so stupid sometimes. All over a damn movie. And then I call my best friend Kenny, telling him that we would have to change our movie plans for Sunday to a different movie because the BF reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally wanted to take me to the movie he got all pissed at me and I damn near started crying again.
Gah! gonk This is so stupid. Why...where in my mind did I make it okay to go and tell Kenny he was taking me to see a movie that the BF really really wanted to take me to see? Did the fact that (said BF) go without me, with his friends, to the movie make it alright to demand from Kenny that he take me? And then did I have a right to tell (not ask, TELL) the BF that I was going to a movie with a guy I've known since seventh grade and that he's only met once or twice?
And when I try to make it right with one, the other gets ******** mad at me. Damn it. Finally Kenny said he didn't care. That Weed is the boyfriend anyway and...
But it sucks. It sucks big balls of fire, sitting here knowing that I put so much pressure and pain on not only myself but also my boyfriend of over two years and my BFF, who's currently going through a rough patch with another friend who just seems to like people who take advantage of her and can only let herself go when she's in Kenny's presence....
And the problems there go on forever.
No, guys, I don't even care anymore.
At least one of you has to have some damn smart a** comment stuck on the tip of your...fingers (rather than tongue)...that I really don't need to see (hear) right now.
Damn it.
I'm sorry. I guess I just needed to vent. And cry. Just a little more.
Thanks.
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 4:58 pm
*takes deep breath* Well, do you feel any better?
If it makes you feel better, I promise not to date someone who is so protective--jealous--that I can't hang out with friends.
-LD
P.S. Do you like this Kenny guy, anyway?
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