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 Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 6:58 pm
NolaIvory And Tommy, my mother saw those pics...yeah. Whatever, though. She doesn't know what she's talking about. Oh no, I'm curious now. XD What did someone's mother say about me?
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 7:08 pm
Good pictures. A little weird, but.... Good. Thanks for the post, Tommy. It makes me feel...wanted.
-Lea
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 7:13 pm
Oooo, now I'm curious as to what everyone else looks like. In my head you're all just your avatars... xd
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 7:19 pm
I'm a camera whore. XD I take all kinds of pictures, all the time, in all kinds of outfits. That one (outfit) is actually something I would (and have) wear (worn) in public. I've worn the dreadlock hairfalls too and at work. I wore them at the rave Thursday night as well, when I met my pretty little boy.
Actually, the dreadlock hairfalls I made myself out of yarn. XD I plan on making more, in other colors. I ordered some special yarn just for it, which arrived today. So I'll have no pics with new hairfalls soon. <3 Its a fun hobby.
Drew, you ARE wanted. I don't think I can say it any other way and still be as blunt about it.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 7:34 pm
Yeah, Drew. Don't ever get it in your head that you're not wanted. And...baby...if need be I'll fight Tommy for you and...gods...I deserve you W-A-Y more than her. lol Anyways, Tommy, Mom said...and I quote: Quote: Eww! Her tits are hanging out. Eww! Eww! Take that girl off your friends list! Do you want to be associated with that?? But I've gotten into a habit of not answering her questions like that. Personally, I think it's cool that you put yourself out there like that. I would never do it (I've got several badges of honor to hide.), which makes it ...very brave. I may be vocal and somewhat/getting there with my assertiveness (and bitchy-ness), but my body? I'm embarassed if my family (the girl side) sees me in my undies! And my sister...Ok I'll stop. Please don't take offense to what my mother said. I've debated posting it...but I think you're a big girl and you can handle it. But as for taking you off my friends list...I'll have to add you first! wink Yeah, Drew, love you babe! heart And you know it's true. You would be missed if you ever left for whatever reason. Believe me. I regret it now that I wasn't there for that long. We did just kind of stop. *sakes head* No going back now.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 7:48 pm
I make is a habit of dressing to shock. (I dress this way to annoy the drag queens, because my boobs are better.) Someone's mother saying ew is actually a compliment.
Besides, I've long since come to terms with the fact that I'm gorgeous no matter what one person may say. I've got character, and I look good like this. I'm loud, opinionated, and strickingly beautiful. All of that makes me very visible...
... And the more visible I am, the less often I have to be the one to start a conversation. This is all to make myself seem interesting enough that I don't have to talk to people, they talk to me. Because despite being loud and beautiful and all of that, in reality, I'm scared to death of talking to strangers if I have to say the first words... I mean, this is who I am, I love the way I look, and I love the cut of my clothing, and I love how tight this pinstripe vest is around my chest, and I wouldn't trade it for all the verbal courage in the world. But I became this person because I'm still the other person, the shy person who couldn't walk up to someone and say hello to save her life. Have one, long for the other.
And I can't explain why I can't talk to new people... When I was a child, I used to say hello to everyone, chatting up the cashiers, chatting up people on the bus, chatting up the ducks in the park... I can still chat, I'm good at it, I'm a great public speaker, and I'm even great at improve and quick thinking... But to go up to someone in a one on one situation and say "Hi! I'm Candice. Would you think I were crazy if I said I wanted to know you?" takes so much courage that often times I feel like having a breakdown afterwards. Its so ridiculously hard.
So anything that makes me less likely to have to instigate conversation is amazing, and that is where this... Visual side of me comes into play. Because this is how I want to look, not only for myself, but for the reasons previously stated.
By the way, feel free to call me Candice.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 7:53 pm
Um, okay, Candice. I was wondering if you let it slip and if I should ignore it...but...
Anyway, I knew you'd either take my mom's opinion in a good way or a really bad way and run off doing this: crying
But my intuition was correct. Again. Yay for me xd
Anyway, Drew...oh, I just remembered. That emoticon I was talking about last night is this one: scream only it was more animated. And bigger.
I'm signing off for the night.
Hope everything's well, swell, and sweet dreams to everyone!
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 8:04 pm
I never slip. I'm very candid with my name. ^_^
Goodnight, Nola.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 8:43 pm
I don't know, babe--I think you'll always be Tommy to me.
-Lea
P.S. ...Don't worry about it, you two. I think everything's gonna be okay.
-Andrew
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 8:50 pm
Everything better be okay. Don't make me come down there. XD Though maybe one day I will anyways. When I can afford it.
Maybe I'll buy a car, and bring the other Andrew, too. XD
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 9:18 pm
Yeah...it's way past time I should be asleep. Talk to you tomorrow (later this afternoon)?
-Lea
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2008 9:34 pm
Yeah, I should be sleeping too. See you soon. heart
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 5:53 am
Blarg, I'm always late for everything. Here's two cents anyway:
Drew, dont you dare stop caring. You're the most loving, caring, and open person I know, and if you stoped caring... that would be like if a polar bear walked out of the swamps and started eating tourists. Utterly confusing, but scary nonetheless.
Edit: I wish I was brave as you, Tommy. I can't even wear proper swimsuits, I wear surf shorts because I'm scared everyone's looking at my jigglieness crying
Edit Edit: I just noticed that when you submit a post it says "Information: Your post has been sumbitted," and in the Doctor Who episode Voyage of the Damned there were these robot angels walking around going "Information: you will all die," and then chopping off their heads with halos. It was awesome.
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 2:02 pm
My computer is being stupid and not letting me see certain pages on gaia. I am also curious as to what people really look like, I was kinda shocked to see those pictures, cuz in my head you all look remarkably like your avatars. Like Lea there is this guy named Andrew in my school, weird huh, and he looks exactly like your avatar hair and all.
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 3:55 pm
Yeah, Tommy, it is weird calling you by your real name. Just like Drew will forever be "Drew Leav" like he is in my phone right now. He doesn't have a last name, and I told him that. smile
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