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 Posted: Fri Jul 22, 2011 10:59 am
XXXXXXXXXXTOXXDREAMXXTHEXXIMPOSSIBLEXXDREAMXX◈XXFIGHTXXTHEXXUNBEATABLEXXFOEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXRUN WHERE THE 《☇ BRAVE DARE NOT GOXXXXXXXXXX〖 No matter how HOPELESS ↴ No matter how FAR 〗XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat one man scorned and covered with scars still strove with his last ounce of courage to reach the unreachable starXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat one man scorned and covered with scars still strove with his last ounce of courage to reach the unreachable star XXXXX_x Willing to give ≫ when there's ↘ no more to give ♠ no more to giveXXXXʟυsтяєραωXXllXXsтσямcʟαиXXXXPUPPETEER'S WORDS:
[Lustrepaw bared his teeth, fluffed out his fur and hissed as Splinter's claws raised into the air, about to descend at him. All of a sudden, the slayer stopped and numerous cats charged at him, including Lustrepaw himself. He bit and scratched at any fur and skin he could find, though all he was doing was clawing at the existing wounds, which made him cringe inwardly. At long last, the slayer finally passed away, his soul leaving his body. Lustrepaw was covered almost head to toe with blood, though none of it was his own. The battle was over, and Stormclan had won.]
[He stared at the big fallen cat with curious sapphire eyes, although he didn't feel particularly sorry for the fallen monster, he couldn't help but wonder what made those wounds. At that moment, he felt Silverstar's nose nudge him and he turned around, beaming as she said she was proud of his strength and courage. He nodded as she told him to go see Moonblaze, his tail sticking straight up happily from the compliment as he trotted to Moonblaze's den.]
[He padded into the den and stood behind Silverstar, he wasn't hurt much apart from a few shallow cuts when the Slayer's claws had accidentally nicked his fur while flailing, but apart from that nothing much, it didn't even hurt. "Silverstar," He meowed, his curiosity getting the better of him, "Who made those cuts on the big cat?" Common sense told him that it had to be something much bigger and scarier, and to the sapphire-eyed apprentice, Silverstar usually had an answer to everything.] ✄ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬ ▬▬Layout Ⓒ iZann
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 1:44 pm
((Man, am I far behind! Ugh...I may also fall further behind! I have a trip to the Carribean to go to at the end of this month, and I'll be gone till the end of the summer.))
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Posted: Mon Jul 25, 2011 7:43 pm
((Is the blue moon happening back in Stormclan? Since you know.. they are all under the same sky....))
 ►►►ℂ Moonblazeℂ ◄◄◄Stormclan / Medicine-cat / A talented healer and stubbornThe moon will always shine through the darkest hours... ►▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄◄╔════════════════════════════╗ [Moonblaze felt the urge to sleep violently tug at her pelt, rest sounded like a dream... she was always to busy to have some. Moonblaze ignored her wish and turned to Thunderflight, opening her muzzle to speak. Before the white she-cat could even speak, her best friend head turned tail and left the den to her dismay. Moonblaze didn't want the black she-cat to wander outside where she could trigger an even worst headache. With a needed sigh, Moonblaze turned to Lustrepaw with a warm gaze as she tended to his wounds, even though they were not serious. The she-cat couldn't help but feel a wave of serenity sweep over her int he fact that their attacker had ceased in both attack and life. Moonblaze turned her head to face Silverstar, her expression patient and calming.] "Thunderflight is fine, she will be a bit... out of it... for a bit. She took off... great Starclan... like always... I'm going to fetch her, Fadingpaw dear, if you want to speak about your little change to Silverstar, go ahead. I will be back in an owl's beat of a wing." [The medicine cat then padded out of camp, only to see 2 figures in the distance, not very far away from camp. She made her way towards the entrance, gagging at the sight of the horrid star slayer's body. Moonblaze narrowed her crystal blue eyes, cocking her head to see the 2.. cats. Thunderflight and her ebony pelt... and... was that... Whisperblade? What was he doing back here? Moonblaze shrugged the thought off as she scented the strong rancid smell of... blood.]╚════════════════════════════╝►▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ◄The night's moon reveals itself with a somewhat welcoming blaze of warmth. It's hard to know how to understand a gift filled with stars and whispers...
A sapphire aura shines within me... The moon continues to blaze with strength and compassion.... So will will I ever obtain forbidden love?...
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2011 9:13 am
I can feel you all around 99999999In the silence I hear the sound 99999999Of your footsteps on the ground 99999999And my heart slows down
So now I'm   Feaϯherɧeart Mentor to : Lightpaw ↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪[Feaϯherɧeart growled when she heard something yowl and stomp into their camp. She lowered herself into a crouch and began to move forward along with everyone else. The ginger warrior hissed and raced forward, jumping at him. Clawing and biting at whatever she could find. Feaϯherɧeart jumped out of the way as the large cat lay down to die. Victory was for Stormclan. Sighing she padded to Dawnpaw's side and sat down.] "You okay?" [Feaϯherɧeart asked softly. She brought her paw to her face and began to clean her face clean of any blood that had splattered onto her. The ginger she-cat looked up and settled her pale blue gaze on the big cat in their camp. She tilted her head, seeing the rather large cuts for the first time. She had enough sense to know that it didn't come from any one of the cats. They were too big. Shrugging it off, she brought her eyes back to Dawnpaw and smiled.] ↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪  
So I can find you
In this perfect dream
Don't think that you can
Hide there in the shadows
Dude your not invisible
Your all that I can see═══════════════
Somethings changing deep inside
All my hopes are comin' alive
As we're fading into the night
I can see your eyes ═══════════════
Your all that I can see
And my heart slows down
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Leopardstreak Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 28, 2011 9:05 am
  ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ XSilverstarXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXDO YOU FIND YOURSELF BEGUILEDXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBY THE DANGEROUS AND WILDXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXHAVE YOU FELT YOUR SENSES SURGEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXAND SURRENDERED TO THE URGEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXStormClan LeaderX
WHEN YOU STARE BEHIND THE NIGHTXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
DO YOU GLIMPSE ITS PRIMAL MIGHTXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
MIGHT YOU HUNGER TO POSSESSXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
HUNGER THAT YOU CAN'T REPRESS.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ╔═════════════════════════════════════════════════╗XXXX
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╚═════════════════════════════════════════════════╝XXXX.  [ Silverstar nodded to Moonblaze, emerald eyes thoughtful. She glanced at Lustrepaw, just to see Thunderflight pull herself to her paws and stumble out of camp. Silverstar hissed in frustration, her claws sliding out. The silver leader nodded to Moonblaze, excusing herself with a flick of her tail. She growled as she neared the camp entrance, then spotted Featherheart. Silverstar padded over to her, her tail lashing. ]
"Featherheart, take someone with you and go to find Thunderflight. This is the last time she will be running out of camp when she is weak. I will have a word with her when she is back in camp," Silverstar ordered through clenched teeth, her green eyes flashing in anger- not at Featherheart, but at Thunderflight.
[ Silverstar turned and limped up to the Fernhill, leaping up nimbly- not as cleanly as before, but her leg had begun to ache again. Silverstar ignored the pain and cleared her throat, eyes darting worriedly up at the moon. ]
"Cats of StormClan! We must move quickly! There is a Gathering going on as we speak and we must not miss it! The whole Clan will be coming this time, as to not have anyone privy to another Slayer attack! Elders, queens, and kits will travel in the center of the group. Myself and a few warriors will lead, the apprentices will flank the elders and queens- with a few warriors, and the rest of the warriors will bring up the rear. I want Moonblaze to have help from those who can carry herbs. Come, now! We must be on our way!" Silverstar yowled, her green eyes blazing.
[ The silver she-cat leapt down from the Fernhill, power coursing through her veins. As if something had made her more powerful, her leg had stopped aching. It felt perfectly fine. Silverstar glanced up at the moon, her green eyes widening. Instead of it's creamy shade, it held an eerie blue iridescence that cast a blue hue over the camp. Shaking her head to clear the confusion, Silverstar padded toward the entrance, her warriors amassing all around her. She did a quick headcount and nodded, then began to head out of camp. ]
(( So sorry for the auto, but we really need to get this moving e.e We are almost a MONTH off schedule. x__x )) Is h o n e s t y so hard to a c h i e v e?
Is t r u s t so hard to e a r n? 
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Posted: Thu Jul 28, 2011 10:33 am
►►►ℂ Moonblazeℂ ◄◄◄Stormclan / Medicine-cat / A talented healer and stubbornThe moon will always shine through the darkest hours...►▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄◄╔════════════════════════════╗[Moonblaze's ears twitched with understanding as Silverstar announced the gathering. The young silver white medicine cat padded towards her den, Dawnthistle [NP], sadly their only queen, passed by with a warm grin as she herded her kits [Emberkit and Sweetkit/NP] into the middle of the Stormclan cats. She found [All NP warriors... Stormclan has alot of NP warriors] Snowfeather, Gingerfur, Shiningpelt, Cedarstorm, and Mewsong lined up infront of her den, all wanting to know which herbs to carry. Moonblaze entered with a brave heart, passing rather large bundles of herbs to each cat which carried various kinds to treat most wounds. She watched the warriors pad away, herbs safely in jaw, to join the large group of cats heading to the gathering.] Good, now if any injuries are found, we can treat them.... [Moonblaze thought as the blue comforting light of the... moon? It held an earth-real appearance of violet blue, its radiant shape coating the area, including her home, with blue peaceful light. Moonblaze looked up questioningly, her crystal blue eyes in awe as she felt some sort of strength... a spiritual one. She smiled despite the phenomenon.... Starclan would protect, she knew they would. Moonblaze was also known for her great connection to Stormclan. Moonblaze sighed and turned her head before joining her clan.] "Fadingpaw, come, we have a gathering to attend. They will need us medicine cats to help out... something feels wrong about this gathering... make sure you take some herbs, not all of it but enough. Greenleaf has been nice to us." [Moonblaze meowed politely as she picked up the goldenrod packet into her jaw and padded into the crowd of leaving cats.]╚════════════════════════════╝►▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ◄The night's moon reveals itself with a somewhat welcoming blaze of warmth. It's hard to know how to understand a gift filled with stars and whispers...
A sapphire aura shines within me... The moon continues to blaze with strength and compassion.... So will… will I ever obtain forbidden love?...
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Posted: Thu Jul 28, 2011 4:03 pm
I can feel you all around 99999999In the silence I hear the sound 99999999Of your footsteps on the ground 99999999And my heart slows down
So now I'm Feaϯherɧeart Mentor to : Lightpaw ↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪[Feaϯherɧeart jumped up and nodded when Silverstar spoke to her. The young she-cat almost flinched when she saw the anger, but... well, more hoped than figured that it wasn't for her. She looked to Dawnpaw, but then thought better of it. She would take a warrior with her. Turning her head, she searched for the snowy head of Skywisker. Brightening when she found her friend, she bounded over to her.] "Skywisker. Do you want to come with me to look for Thunderflight?" [The ginger warrior asked. Not waiting for an answer, partly because they were late, and partly because she knew Skywisker would help her. Running out she perked her ears and kept her senses alert. Where could she be. The ginger warrior sighed and looked behind her to make sure Skywisker was following her. They had to find the black she-cat, then go to the gathering. Feaϯherɧeart shook her head and sat down to wait for Skywisker.] ↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪↪ ═══════════════I'm waiting for the moonlight
So I can find you
In this perfect dream
Don't think that you can
Hide there in the shadows
Dude your not invisible
Your all that I can see═══════════════
Somethings changing deep inside
All my hopes are comin' alive
As we're fading into the night
I can see your eyes ═══════════════
Your all that I can see
And my heart slows down
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Posted: Thu Jul 28, 2011 4:26 pm
Dawnpaw
Apprentice of: Firestorm
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✎ [I looked up as Featherheart came to sit down beside me. I shrugged.] "Not really" Which was two things. One, true and two, unusual. There I was, a usually bouncy-with the energy of a kit, saying I wasn't okay. I had reasons, while this whole thing with the giant cat was going on. I was just standing there, watching from the sidelines. I wasn't much of a fighter. The giant monster of a cat scared the daylights out of me. I felt paralyzed. Stuck in place. What ever you want to call it. I couldn't move. I couldn't help. I sighed and gave her a smile. But she didn't need to know all that, she had enough on her plate. Though, they would figure it out eventually, I didn't have any blood on me.
I jumped out of my thoughts when Silverstar spoke to Featherheart. I saw her look to me, and I was about to shake my head. She should take a warrior. So there I was, getting ready to shake my head. When she turned her head away. I smiled when she got up and bounded over to Skywisker. Bound? Did Featherheart just... bound over to my sister? She never bounded. I smiled and raced in a few circles. That meant that Featherheart was happier. I jumped up and purred. Then, after that energy spurt was out. I padded over to the group of cats and proceeded to follow Silverstar to the gathering.] ✎
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  Mentor to: No one
Past Apprentices: Oakpawbranch
Mate to: Burrpelt
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[My blue and green pools searched the throng of cats for one pelt in particular. I was so intent on looking for him, that I didn't notice Featherheart come up to me until she said my name. Jumping and whirling around, I brightened a bit.] "Sure thing" [I meowed, to apparently no one, as the ginger warrior was already padding away. So, I stood up and raced after her. Featherheart seemed happier now. I had no idea what had happened that made her happier, but I was glad for it. As long as she wasn't sad all the time. When she turned her head to, probably see if I was following, I gave her a nod and picked up speed. To my surprise, she was sitting when I caught up to her. I skidded to a halt and sat down beside her.] "Do you know where she would be?" [I asked her, trying to get the scent belonging to Thunderflight. I turned my head to Featherheart for an answer]
((Out Of Cats: ))
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 1:49 pm
A storm, a flash, blue fire    ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ ㊝ Ҭɧʊɳɖєɽʄℓɨɠɧʈ ㊝ ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓❂ ❣ ϝeɱale ❣ Ӎentor ❣ Warrior ❣ Single ~<3 ❣ StormClan ❣ ❂ .｡: ¤ εїз இ εїз ¤ :｡. ☂ "The more love I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite." ☂ ✶ ❖ ✶`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´[My mind was starting to settle down. The herbs were kicking in; I was getting a burst of temporary strength. I slowly opened my eyes to realize that Whisperblade was dragging me into camp. My eyes fluttered as my vision returned to normal.
We passed Skywisker and Featherheart on the way-I heard Whisperblade murmur to them. I was too distracted by the feeling of his soft pelt and his whiskers brushing across my cheek as he spoke to them. It filled me with a jittery, tingly feeling.
Then we headed back to camp as a small group. We entered only to see most of the Clan was just leaving, a surprise to me and Whisperblade. We were going to the gathering already.
My eyes glazed over to the dead body of Splinter, unblinking. I had barely managed to put up a fight against him with the other cats- my contribution to his death was only a few scratches. It seemed so surreal now to see the thing we had just met and just started to battle with dead at our paws. As if we hardly had anything to do with it-as if someone else had done it for us.
Not StarClan. No, they could't have given him those deep scores across his flank. I didn't understand it,but we weren't the reason he was dead.
It's funny what the mind thinks about when it's not in the right sense. I just found Whisperblade, alive yet injured, and I myself was suffering from a nasty blow to the head; yet I was thinking about the dead body of Splinter, and then my mind wandered even farther to Softspirit, my former apprentice, and further to who her future apprentice might be. Further and further...
But then I snapped back, realizing work needed to be done.]
"You're gonna have to come with us to the gathering, Whisperblade," I said soflty, staring at him almost with a mesmerized look (but clearly not in the same delirious state I'd been in before). "You're gonna need your wounds to be treated, you know. On the way, please tell me what happened to you..."
I glanced back at my two friends, smiling and purring with genuine gratitude, Th-thank you two very much, by the way. You've been more than a help to me and the Clan...and...I really appreciate it. You're really good friends!"
I turned back to Whisperblade, standing and walking on my own but letting him lean on me, and continued in a soft murmur, "Now, please tell me what happened to you. Thoe wounds look nasty."
[I blinked at him with full love and worry shining in my eyes, no attempt to restrain anything. It was already obvious that it was obvious to everyone else; they gave us sly (and disapproving) looks, purred and walked away, murmuring about young love. So why should I hide it? It was evident, and hiding something obvious was like chasing your own tail. It would just lead you in circles!
I reflected on how he was such a small cat, compared to my stature; I was at least 2/3 larger than he was, and twice as fluffy. It used to make me feel self-conscious, but now I felt I could no longer give a rat's tail about that. As long as the sweet tom was alright, as long as he was alive, I just didn't care.
I was just happy.]
`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´✶ ❖ ✶☂ Mistake me for love long lost, remind me of a love once found
you paradox of a shadow, I need you around.
For when I am with you, my pain ebbs away, the pure sound
perhaps you will find your eternity shattered in one bound. ☂ .｡: ¤ εїз இ εїз ¤ :｡. ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ ㊝ ⓛⓞⓥⓔ ㊝ ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓º°”ஜ”°º º°”ஜ”°ºA life, a loss, an eternal storm
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 2:10 pm
*poof! A ninja appears!*Whisperblade Loving thunder clawed from my life by the rivers of fate
could it be that this search will last unbounded eternity on tainted slate?
Twins are dangerous, tricky things, and when a second thunder rings too late
I find too late too soon to relate.  ツマシンなバスタドのメデるれはしないだろうりてたもですフクスイワダラテグー。
[His vision blurring, leaving a trail of blood behind him as he dragged Thundferflight, who was slowly coming back to her scenes, and his mangled lg with him. Hearing the mewing of Stormclan cats up ahead his ears lay flat against his head. The memory of all their cold and scolding eyes upon him, the horrible feeling that they could see him, know exactly where he was...]
Maybe i can drop her off here and flee, that way they will not see me.
[To the loner's surprise, however, it seemed that the entire clan was on the move. Probably to the gathering, with his expertise in spying he had heard of a word or two of a hiding meeting somewhere being whispered among the clans. At least he woundt have to worry about any grief from Silverstar for being where he shouldn't be. His fur stood on end with shock when Thunderflight told him that he would have to join them to the gathering! He couldn't go! To Nightlclan he was dead, and the only reason he was free and did not have to serve was because of this belief. If he was to be seen by a Nigthclan warrior who recognized him for who he was...]
" Thunderflight i cant. I- I am a loner remember? The secrets of the clan are no longer mine to hear and it is no longer my job to discover them. I... I cant go back..."
If i re- join Nightclan, I would never be able to see Thunderflight again except for gatherings.
[The thought of it was painful. Yes, it was lonely being out in the forest outskirts, living away from the clans, but just the thought of not being able to see her was far more painful to him then the thought of living his life in solitude. As she aked him about his useless leg he remained silent. He could feel the warm love in her words and eyes as she waited for him to say something, anything. With a blank, almost stone facial expression he turned away.]
She will get in trouble again...
".... This wound? Do not worry, it doesn't hurt as much as it looks, its actually starting to feel numb... sort of. I was just helping a cat in need. When you have no one to protect all you can do is protect everyone."
ツマシンなバスタドのメデるれはしないだろうりてたもですフクスイワダラテグー。 Silent as the night
Quick as the lightning
Sturdy as the mountain. 
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 2:32 pm
A storm, a flash, blue fire ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ ㊝ Ҭɧʊɳɖєɽʄℓɨɠɧʈ ㊝ ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓❂ ❣ ϝeɱale ❣ Ӎentor ❣ Warrior ❣ Single ~<3 ❣ StormClan ❣ ❂ .｡: ¤ εїз இ εїз ¤ :｡. ☂ "The more love I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite." ☂ ✶ ❖ ✶`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´[I blinked at him, a stern expression crossing my face. A stubborn look flickered through my eyes, glaring at him with a scolding air.]
"You need treatment as soon as possible, Whisperblade, or you could loose your leg! I said incredulously (and sharply). "I will DRAG you to the gathering myself if I have to! Sides, you're not a burden- StormClan has taken little to no casualties, despite the circumstances, and I personally think Silverstar likes you, so you have nothing to worry about. "
[I could see there was another reason why Whisperblade didn't want to return to NightClan. Whenever he spoke of his former Clan, he almost looked like he was in pain. Well, to me it seemed that way; to most other cats, he was just a cheerful cat, but I had learned to read the cues.
I let out a soft sigh, tearing my eyes away from him to stare at my paws as they shuffled across the ground. He was leaning heavily on me now; I knew that the more he walked, the weaker he was getting. He was leaving a trail of blood behind him as we spoke...]
"...I might have to keep to my word sooner than I thought," I murmured with worried humor.
[As he spoke of his wound, I twitched my ears, slightly confused. Helping a cat in need? Against what?! But his last words struck deep inside me, something deep to home.]
I turned and looked at the stars, blinking, and muttered softly, "Actually, I think I know what you mean. Before my beloved father, Thor, returned to me, I felt like I was serving cats I hardly knew. I loved my Clan for saving my life and I always wanted to be the best warrior there was, but protecting your Clan is a very vague statement compromised of more complex things. Does protecting your Clan mean keeping secrets and telling lies? Can you protect your Clan by disobeying your leader's orders? Half the time, I didn't even know who I was protecting. It's very confusing to protect everyone. It's hard to understand how to deal with all of that.
It's a little better now that I know I have a father to protect (or vice versa, I suppose), but all the same, he was a rogue too, only lending a helping paw to the Clan for my sake. So by protecting him, was I protecting my Clan, or myself, from losing a father rather than losing a clanmate? The lines bean to blur and I felt very lost. I have friends, and now even family, but still it feels like I missed out on a big part of life, and it's because I had no family to call my own, to protect and fight for. There used to be someone I wanted to protect with all my heart, but things have changed with him and I hardly think of him. Still, I think I have someone I want to protect with all my life, but it still blurs the lines between my Clan's needs and my own.
How can I be fully devoted to my Clan if I'm hardly devoted to myself? I've been so blind, thinking others matter more than myself, thinking that my problems don't matter, burying feelings and thoughts to be efficient for my Clan. Sometimes it feels like it's too big a sacrifice to make.
But then I look at them-those warriors around me. Kits and apprentices, warriors and elders. They are all here to protect and teach me, just as I am for them. I was so busy giving, I never stopped to receive. So I thought I was doing something wrong. But now I know that by protecting them, I am protecting myself. Because they are every bit a part of me as I am a part of them. And they love me and care for me...and it's all I can do to feel the same for them.
So I guess that's what it really means to protect others. To protect what you know is right, what you know matters most, no matter what the cost."
I turned and blinked at him, eyes full of wistfullness, and sighed, It is a good feeling to know that what your protecting is worth the risk. I hope you do feel so, because it would be a shame if you are giving without receiving. We all deserve something in return, sometimes..."
[I trailed off, glancing away. There I went, blabbing too much. He probably got bored with me. My eyelids lowered as I flattened my ears. Way to go Thunderflight...way to go.]
`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´✶ ❖ ✶☂ Mistake me for love long lost, remind me of a love once found
you paradox of a shadow, I need you around.
For when I am with you, my pain ebbs away, the pure sound
perhaps you will find your eternity shattered in one bound. ☂ .｡: ¤ εїз இ εїз ¤ :｡.▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ ㊝ ⓛⓞⓥⓔ ㊝ ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓º°”ஜ”°ºº°”ஜ”°ºA life, a loss, an eternal storm
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 3:08 pm
*poof! A ninja appears!*Whisperblade Loving thunder clawed from my life by the rivers of fate
could it be that this search will last unbounded eternity on tainted slate?
Twins are dangerous, tricky things, and when a second thunder rings too late
I find too late too soon to relate. ツマシンなバスタドのメデるれはしないだろうりてたもですフクスイワダラテグー。
[The lone warrior flinched back as the loving and soft look in the she cat's deep, blue, crystalline eyes changed to a harsh and cold glare, threatening to drag him there against his will. With a fake, and instinctive cover up smile his head receded into his loose hanging scarf, like a turtle trying to hide it's self from a dangerous predator. It wasn't so much that he was afraid that she would cause him harm, and she was right that he needed treatment if he was ever to use his leg again, but to go to a gathering, and the largest gathering of all, was horrifying to a cat who had been trained it's entire life to NEVER be seen!!! For Whisperblade, he was taught that it was better to kill the witness than have your name spread among the gossiping of the clan cats. His heart beated faster and you could almost swear his fur turned white as a bleached ghost. He had been to gatherings in the past, but not like the other cats. He would always have been hidden, keeping a close and watchful eye upon Fathom and the leaders like a hidden bodyguard.
With shy modesty he looked down at his paws and fiddle with his scarf when it was mentioned he had actually had been of use to Stormclan, a word that he had not been described as since he had "died" that night at the river, and to even suggest that Silverstar was fond of the loner as well. He just wanted to be of use to someone once more. Glaceing up at the beautiful she cat before him he could tell, that she was the only cat left alive who could read him like a medicine cat reads the stars. She, dare he say it, even knew him better than Thunderclaw ever knew him. Silently he listened, understanding her more and more, as well as himself.]
" I think i understand now, Thunderflight. You are a wonderful warrior for your clan, a very respectable cat. Your wisdom at times i think exceeds the wisest cats i know as well as my own. I never thought of myself, or even other cats as having individual needs, only as members of a working clan. I myself was trained only to be a tool after all, to fulfill my duty until my usefulness had run out, and then become a burden upon those who i was to build up."
[The teachings of his mentor echoed through his head, permanently hardwired into him since birth. With an innocent look he had not had since he was a mere kitten, he smiled at her.]
"Thank you Thunderflight, but i cant go... i cant be seen."
[With passive stubbornness he parked his butt into the grass, not planing to move anytime soon.]
"I will be here when you return."
((if you read his profile you can see crowds/being seen is his #1 fear. This gathering is his worst nightmare. XD ))
ツマシンなバスタドのメデるれはしないだろうりてたもですフクスイワダラテグー。 Silent as the night
Quick as the lightning
Sturdy as the mountain.
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 3:23 pm
A storm, a flash, blue fire ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ ㊝ Ҭɧʊɳɖєɽʄℓɨɠɧʈ ㊝ ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓❂ ❣ ϝeɱale ❣ Ӎentor ❣ Warrior ❣ Single ~<3 ❣ StormClan ❣ ❂ .｡: ¤ εїз இ εїз ¤ :｡. ☂ "The more love I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite." ☂ ✶ ❖ ✶`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´[I purred softly, looking away bashfully as he praised me. I didn't think I deserved it (and was a bit surprisedly gleeful that he had), but I froze at his last words. My face changed from shy and happy to blank and expressionless. My eyes widened ever so slightly, and I abruptly marched right over to him, picked him up by his scruff, and marched onward, not even bothering to say anything.
My tail was in the air as I walked, carrying him by his scruff as easily as one would a piece of prey. Not that he was THAT small, but his feet curled up and he became a ball (so his feet did not drag under my chest and trip me). Only his bad leg hung freely, and I made sure not to march too quickly and injure it.
My stubbornness was matched by his, it seemed, but I was the bigger cat!
As we approached the Gathering, however, I sensed something was horribly wrong. My ears pricked as screeches filled my ears, and then I heard a sound that froze me in place.
Roars!
My heart dropped. The Slayers were attacking the Gathering?!
I quickly shuffled over to Moonblaze, releasing Whisperblade.]
"Whisperblade's leg is badly injured and he needs immediate care, I whispered quickly. "Looks like we have a fight on our paws. Sorry to dump you with another patient. Looks like you won't have to worry about being seen, Whisperblade-nobody can get over that broken treebridge without jumping and you're gonna have to stay with the others.
[As I watched the scene, it was obvious the tree bridge had been smushed down, the middle of it submerged in the water. It would take a jump to reach the end of the island now! Apart from that, there was a crowd of queens, kits, and elders, watching the island with horrified mewls and murmurs. I spotted Embergaze standing among them, pacing angrily.
Flicking my ears, I approached Silverstar, eyes wide with horror.]
"What do we do, Silverstar?!"
`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´`•.¸¸.•´✶ ❖ ✶☂ Mistake me for love long lost, remind me of a love once found
you paradox of a shadow, I need you around.
For when I am with you, my pain ebbs away, the pure sound
perhaps you will find your eternity shattered in one bound. ☂ .｡: ¤ εїз இ εїз ¤ :｡.▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ ㊝ ⓛⓞⓥⓔ ㊝ ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓º°”ஜ”°ºº°”ஜ”°ºA life, a loss, an eternal storm
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 3:47 pm
*poof! A ninja appears!*Whisperblade Loving thunder clawed from my life by the rivers of fate
could it be that this search will last unbounded eternity on tainted slate?
Twins are dangerous, tricky things, and when a second thunder rings too late
I find too late too soon to relate. ツマシンなバスタドのメデるれはしないだろうりてたもですフクスイワダラテグー。
[As Thunderflight's bashful purring came to a stop, replaced with a blank stare, he shifted, trying to plant him self to the ground better. He was NOT going in front of all the cats from all the clans! As she walked froward he expected her to hiss and try to talk him into it, bit to his surprise, and horror, the large she cat simply removed him from the ground. His usually shut eyes shot open to their fullest, his smile turning into a straight line across his face. He was not about to fight, with his injured leg and the possibility of laying a single scratch upon Thunderflight, instead curled up into a ball, trying his very best to shrink away and be as lest noticeable as possible. Speaking in a very low, unusually clam if not meek tone he tried to reason with the Stormclan warrior.]
"Thunderflight, please put me down Thunderflight. Im not going. Nope. Put me down, put me down now. Put me down, please. Thu-Thunderflight I know you can hear me. Thunderflight i strongly believe that putting me down is the best available option. You should put me down. I am not happy Thunderflight... I feel angry Thunderflight..."
[As they grew closer and closer to the huge crowd of cats Whisperblade could feel his heart stop. If the anxiety of having millions of eyes upon him would not be enough the sound of the Star slayers in the distance only made things worse! Worry and concern for the cats at the gathering took over his fear.] What if they all get killed!?!?!? We need to set a trap! We need- [Suddenly he could feel himself being carried away from the gathering and placed next to the Stormclan medicine cat, Moonblaze. With a shocked, concerned look he turned to Thunderflight as she headed off in the direction of the caose.]
"Thunderflight wait!!! Its dangerous there!!!"
[Trying to get up he dragged himself after her, stumbling over a dipping grove as she made it across the watered ditch surrounding the gathering. With a new fear in his heart he watched her form dissapear.]
Thunderflight please come back! I have lost one that i loved before, please don't let me lose another!!! Oh Starclan please bless her!
ツマシンなバスタドのメデるれはしないだろうりてたもですフクスイワダラテグー。 Silent as the night
Quick as the lightning
Sturdy as the mountain.
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