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 Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 4:12 pm
-I'm zainy
-i'll be 17yrs young on sept 22
-i want to wacth movies
-read books
-surf the net
-buy new things/stuffs
-im moOdy
-I love music
-want a good listener person
-I love to eat ice cream
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 7:45 pm
-15 years old in about two weeks.
-My name's Emilee.
-I am a little bit too obsessed with music.
-I listen to just over 250 different artists.
-I listen to music any minute of free time in the day that I have.
-It calms me, makes me cry, makes me happy, makes me depressed. All at once.
-I like to buy my CD's. From the Record store. NOT iTunes.
-I'm retro-y. My brother sometimes teases me about my infatuation with 60's and 70's pop-culture.
-I am extremely insecure about anything and everything. Usually you can't make me change my mind about something I'm insecure about.
-I give up easily. I don't finish things I start.
-I know what it feels like to have people you love turn out to be something completely wrong and it scares the hell out of me.
-The thought of growing old scares me.
-I have problems expressing my personality because people judge me on my looks too much.
-The mere fact that I don't have a lot of money prevents me from showing my personality through my clothes, my hair, my music, etc. I wish people would get to know me before judging me.
-If I could express all of my feelings through song all the time, I would.
-I wish it were always cloudy/rainy/foggy. The sun scares me.
-I LIKE being pale.
-I have terrible work ethic.
-I would rather be able to feel only pain than pleasure. I would learn more that way.
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 9:24 pm
-I am 14 years old and Mexican
-I am not in a relationship and well Ive never had a boyfriend actually and the guy i really liked changed schools !!!! crying
-I go well in school,and i have a lot of friends,not enough to be popular or anything but yes some
- I have a lot of guy friends
-I have no addictions other from gaia and the computer in general.
-I dont like fights
-Im a bit more overweight than an avarage girl but not enough to be obeesse
-I love nature........and as weirdas it sounds rainy days make me happy weird right? lol
-I always use a jacket
-I read a lot,I have many good ideas about making stories but i dont writte as a hoby.
-I like alternative,pop,reggae and rock
-My favotite sport is tennis but i dont take classes
And thats pretty much it smile
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 11:35 pm
Hrm.
I'm an 18 year old german f*****t who lives in a city known as a corpse of WWII, since in that cruel period it had it's great time and afterwards it fell to pieces.
I'm a socialist anarchist, therefore a communist who hates authority. I have to do with the antifa and antispe and saw police beating up people who did nothing on protest marches. I heard an officer claim that he can do everything he wants and would break everyone's bones if he had to. I've been in Hannover, moreso Verden, on the first of May, and will be in Berlin next year.
Since I've been a little child I suffer from OCD which got to a state in which it sometimes makes life almost impossible. I'm in therapy for that, depression, dissociative disorder, trauma and regular panic attacks.
I can not get along with happy people with nice lives in real life. It makes me sick inside since it reminds me of all the things I never had.
All my friends have at least minor issues with their life, most major.
I effectively hate my father. Since last year, I'm afraid that he might kill me and got deadly paranoid.
Fall last year, my father and brother beat me up pretty bad because I just wanted to use another way to get something they wanted. They knew the reason was that I never use the certain way to walk they wanted because of my OCD. They started to drag me along it, several feet above the ground, and just threw me on said and kicked and hit me, especially the head, when I started to scream and struggle. They weren't frequenting physical violence before, but they got worse and worse with that over a really short period of time because I wasn't acting like their slave.
Eventually, I wanted to run away, but was dragged back inside by my mother, father and brother. Strangers alerted the police since they didn't believe my father that I wanted to kill myself and he saved my life. That's what he told everyone afterwards. He got in a fight with the police as well, since he wanted to scare me so bad I'd lie to them. Since then, I live on my own. I've been 3 months in another family, though.
I'm grossed out by sexual intercourse so much that it may make me puke to see somebody naked.
Everything other than that, like kissing, is okay, though, even though I act really shyly when it comes to that point.
I met my boyfriend online. Yeah, I'm gay. I do not plan to ever come out to my father about that, but my mother knows as of late.
I'd love to just meet with him, meaning the boyfriend, but my personality issues are too big for meeting somebody that means that much to me at the moment. I really hope it'll work out in the next few years, and I've intensified therapy. I'd just panic too much, I'd be useless, speaking as of now.
I was close to a nervous breakdown several times, maybe already had a minor, but am not to judge that.
A huge percentage of the people I know frequent drugs, and I know myself well enough to admit that I will likely try out some, e.g. speed, lsd, shrooms, ketamine.
I'm way too nice in real life. I share most of my stuff, give out money when I barely have any, and yet get flamed when I complain about a single thing by several people. I just stopped caring. I'm neutral towards it, you could say. Online, most of the time, I'm a sarcastic ********, though.
I have a wide arrangement of phobias.
I currently have 13 piercings. One has been ripped out, another one I just lost- Otherwise I'd have 15. I want to get 24 total till next year, maybe 28.
I've got 9 done in one session, did 5 myself, even though the latter were just on the ear. Said 9, except the flesh tunnels, aren't, though.
I'm a sadist and have huge problems with getting affected by other people's problems if I seriously know them in person.
I'm in grade 12. German school system, therefore will be out of school 2011. I know where I want to head with my life, but I doubt that I can achieve it.
Art, seriously, is my life.
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 11:49 pm
~Im Fara
~22, female
~been on gaia since 04 (not with this account)
~I'm older that mean respect bitches
~White with a Spanish last name
~married to a solider in the USAF
~mother to 2 (boy and girl)
~college grad
~I like randomness
~I think the government is out to get me
ninja
~My favorite color is green, but sometimes purple
~I'm kinda ADD
~I listen mostly to alternative but like a little bit of everything
~ favorite band is Muse
~ I love Bones, House, Greys Anatomy and Weeds, and too many animes to list
~ my cat, Mr. President, thinks he's a dog
~I read often, oil paint occasionally, and talk constantly
~I secretly love to gossip but will never admit it irl
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 5:25 am
Hello everyone! This is me at this time of my life.
I'm a twenty three year old woman living in Sweden.
I'm a born Christian but I don't go to church or anything of the sort. I respekt, and are curious, about other religions. Even though I'm bordering on being an atheist sometimes, I think there's not neccessarily 'one God' but something else, SOMETHING, out there. It would be weird if we were the only living, evolving creatures in the universe, as nature is made to create life and use the death of others to create new life. (Take the natural cycle of a fox. It lives, and all the little deaths of the animals it eat keep the fox alive, and when the fox die its body become the home of new life, from bugs to worms to new earth for new flowers to take root in and the whole cycle of life begins anew).
I get bouts of depression once in a while, usually if something is pressuring me.
Before, when I was younger, I took out my frustration on myself, but I don't any more. I've learned to articulate my feelings instead, and I try to think before I do something involving myself and frustration. I use a journal for the more painful times.
I love writing, but I haven't been doing it for a long time (as I haven't been so depressed lately, yay? sweatdrop ) I like to write poems, fanfics and original fiction, although now I just read them.
I've never been in a relationship, and I think it's because I have trust issues with males and sex, because of something that happened when I was younger, and sometimes I wonder if I've missed some chances because I didn't press on because I felt scared.
I have big self-esteem issues.
I don't trust people easily, and I was bordering on paranoid some years ago about being afraid of people, although my dog has helped me through some of them (coz as I'm the 'supposed' leader in our relationship my dog would in the end be more scared of people then me, and I couldn't have that, so I shaped up a bit in that regard).
I go to the university, and I've taken archaeology, the English language and now how to be an archivist (I'll be the creepy lady alone in the basement), but the funny thing is I don't really know what I want to 'be', I love dinosaurs and that era so Paleonthology looks good.
I have two IRL friends and they've been my best friends since kindergarten, all the others are loose accuaintances.
Some of my best, best friends are in other parts of the world which I talk to through the computer.
I love to talk to people about anything and everything, but I tend to back off if the person in question seem closeminded about things.
I'm a computer nerd, love to play World of Warcraft when I'm not busy with assigments, love RP games and anime.
A dream of mine is to sew my own costume from some kind of anime character, and show it on the walk at a convention.
Even though I'm somewhat afraid of people, I love to sing and perform on stage. I guess that's an additional way for me express what I'm feeling in an accepted form of communication. wink
If you're curious and want to know more about me then feel free to send me a PM.
Love and Light, Arizosa.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 2:06 pm
-I'm fifteen years old.
-I live in the slowest state of the United States.
-I've lost my sister to suicide, a best friend to greed, and many good friends to death and insanity.
-I'm afraid of commitments, thus meaning I have gamophobia. I've never had a boyfriend, even though I'm attracted to men.
-I love to write. I am writing a book at the moment, I love to draw, as well, I have a DeviantART, if any of you want to see it.
-I have a joint illness that makes me collapse and cramp up, and have a very low stamina, and capacity for holding things. I also clench my teeth and give myself headaches.
-I'm very cold, blunt and honest. I am not racist I hate everyone equally-- I do not like talking to people and I am a total b***h.
-I love samurai. I love studying history, especially Japanese history. Even though I am German, Italian, Polish and Scottish.
-I am a proud German and love to speak my language (the small bit of it I can) proudly.
-I love Anime and Manga. Rurouni Kenshin being my favorite.
-I love video games. Guilty Gear being my favorite.
-My hero is Saito Hajime, I look up to him and admire him.
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Posted: Tue Sep 29, 2009 11:23 pm
-iam 21
-iam TMI
-if you read the explanation of the Lynx Spirit Totem..its like my pysch report
-Iam pisces.
-iam intuitive.
-iam a dreamer
-iam analytical
-iam instinctful and emotion based
-iam logical and imaginative
-iam extremes but never in the middle.
-iam very perceptive.
-i think way too much
-iam highly empathetic.
-i procastrinate.
-sentimental fool.
-iam philosophical
-iam ridiculously open minded.
-iam forgetful about time and names.
-i remember faces, people and certain things very easily.
-i can "read" people.
-i think in multiple views and perspectives at one time.
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Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2009 6:54 am
Self-involved,
like everyone before me it seems.
I also don't like to make lists.
I'm done.
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Posted: Tue Oct 06, 2009 11:20 am
Really now?
You want to know about me?
Where should I start?
Hmm, Lazy, annoying, Hateful, a disgrace, broken.
That's not all, I'm into Metal, Punk, Alternative rock, I like to draw but don't draw often, I love hoodies with a passion and wear them everyday of the year and seldom take it off. I'm single (By choice), I'm a really sweet guy, but I'm very shy > _ >
I'm funny and well always try to brighten the mood and cheer people up, I tend to put others ahead of me, but even then I still worry about myself on my own time. I ******** love Video Games, but I suck at Shooters unless I'm playing Solo. (Can't play online to save my life).
I'm into computers and technology and stuff. I love space, It's ******** awesome, I like to read books about Space-Time and things of that sort. I have a heavy interest in science. But I hate history. I'm in my fourth year of High school. *cough*Failed twice*cough* And I tend to get lost in my own thoughts a lot.
I love Dogs, cats, Hamsters, and Gerbils. and I get along easily with them, even tho some don't... *Cough*Dogs*cough*
I don't drink or smoke. I've only smoked once in my life and didn't like it.
Oh, did I Mention I'm 18?
Oh, and The Game
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Posted: Mon Oct 12, 2009 11:50 pm
-I am an 18 (19 on Friday!!!) year old American Muslim of Egyptian/French/English descent.
-I currently live in the middle of nowhere in the NE part of the US.
-I am in my second year in college, majoring in communications.
-I want to be a Journalist
-I love foreign languages and cultures, and want to travel the world
-I love fashion and shopping
-I'm an artist
-I LOVE FOOD. I eat like it's going out of style, and I have a very eclectic diet.
-I space out like 99.9% of the time
-I have a weird sense of humor
-I am extremely open-minded
-I am a poet at heart
-I love to read, listen to all kinds of music (except country...ick), and watch movies
-I'm a major Harry Potter fan
-My favorite season is Autumn
-I drink SO MUCH COFFEE. I love good coffee. I would probably be willing to live at Starbucks.
-I'm a good listener
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Posted: Wed Oct 14, 2009 5:21 pm
let's see...
+ As someone said before me, I'm old and I ain't sharing my age, regardless of the fact that I've been on Gaia on one account or another since forever ago. razz
+ I currently reside in Las Vegas.
+ I hate gambling.
+ I am engaged to one awesome dude
+ I have ankylosing spondylitis, but I don't define myself by my disease.
+ I never finished college, and skipped out most of the time I was enrolled. Therefore...
+ I am a complete waste of money. XD
+ I am interested in graphic design, forensics, communication disorders, outer space, homeopathic medicine, all sorts of stuff.
+ The cause I fight for is homelessness. I want to help build or run a new shelter someday.
+ I am not a religious person.
+ I am such a band geek. I did it all in high school - marching band, pep band, jazz band, you name it. I played the clarinet.
+ I am a huge baseball fan. GO TWINS!
+ I will try almost anything.
+ I have never been addicted to anything, except the internet.
+ I've never tried drugs or smoking. I rarely drink.
+ I want to live in Greece someday.
+ I am a sunshiny kind of person, but I love dark, gory things. People are usually shocked when they see me reading Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, or somesuch thing.
+ I lost my dad in 2004, and I still miss him.
+ This is probably the most informative I've ever been about myself. ... fly free. 
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 4:26 pm
Ahem.
-shakes your hand firmly-
My name is Hays, to you. Right before you is an earnest eighteen year old who is in love, but this is different. We've been together for two years, absolutely smitten for each other but our heads are screwed on correctly. No marriage for me until at least twenty-four.
I have an obsession with automobiles, which is why I'm going to college right about now. Going after a degree in Industrial Design and a minor in Journalism.
I am your typical blonde Southern lady, except for the fact that mine is natural, I actually do not have the accent, and never had a debutante. Most of my family, on my mother's side, resides in Louisiana so somehow that is where my accent is from.
If you have seen me about the guild, you should see that I do not act my age. I am a natural flirt but also a bit of a smart a**. It just works out for me, but with the flirting I am the jealous one in a relationship. It makes my boyfriend laugh, sometimes.
Writing is the one thing that has gotten me through almost everything. I do suffer from depression, I cry at a pin-drop but I also can pick up almost anyone around me.
I hate closedminded people, have to deal with that a lot at home and I really don't want to have to deal with it anywhere else. My boyfriend of twenty-seven months is black and peurto rican, and I have a father that believes colors stay with colors. So I think you can get where I am going with this.
I absolutely love randomness, usually am, especially with my ADD.
Do me a favor, PM me if you found me interesting.
<33
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Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 5:44 am
hey all
-I'm a non-conscious creative though pragmatic b***h
-Most of my issues and actions are based on intuition
-I like experiments, while my motto is "as simple as genious"
-I like energy drinks
-I sleep well
-I'm an aesthetic sexual pervert
-I'm 20, I'm from Ukraine and I eat newborn babies
-D:
-I photo, video and audio. And I like naked women legs.
-I listen to sludge, grunge, stoner, industrials and alternative hip-hop
-I'm a tall handsome blonde blue-eyed pure arian
-I'm a political nihilist
-I hate wise homegrown discovery-channel kids who lecture me about my history and handheld arms, while never have used them
-I hate dumb lame internet kids
-I hate those who say my grammar or spelling is bad, while I'm basically am communicating with you aslike you would communicating with me in russian
-I like bright chewing candies
-I like bright pills
-I don't know what caught me here
Nice to meAt you all.
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