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 Posted: Wed Apr 09, 2014 3:02 am
Scarletgreen I know I'm smart. It just makes me sad that I waste it. To me, formal education in the USA is a terrible things. In order to reach a level where your school records mean anything you have to load up on a lot of things you wouldn't be interested in and it can truly inhibit your ability to learn. Rather than allowing people to fully dive into what they love and only learn what else is necessary to succeed at that activity and the few other things needed to succeed at life in general. I've forgotten a lot of things I knew about history, the long and short of it; People was greedy and took things, people was angry and killed, people was slaves and got to be not slaves, people in charge died, s**t was made, s**t became more advanced, and now we're still basically the same assholes with more s**t to s**t up. That s**t don't interest me, but I had to learn it anyway. It made me not want to go to school and all of that. So I started sucking at school. Same with math, however I was done with my work so quick that others had to catch up so I started falling asleep and eventually wound up behind/lost because of sleeping. It's not meant to let you learn how you wish to learn, what you wish to learn, and when you wish to learn. It wants you to follow the learning standards they set and if that doesn't work for you, bend over and take it up the a**, b***h.
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Posted: Wed Apr 09, 2014 10:23 am
Stripper work damn hard for their money I tell you, They need to stay in shape, dance, have very strong leg muscles to work the pole and often need to grind themselves against the groin of people that makes Ron Jeremy look like a male model.
So show them some dang respect scream
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Posted: Wed Apr 09, 2014 10:37 am
I think you're intelligent, funny, beautiful and amazing. That's what I think. Sometimes we just flop in life. This is a life lesson. Things will not always be hunky-dory and you will fail or at least not meet your own expectations (not to mention those of others). The key, and this is important, is to remember to praise yourself for getting as far as you've gotten. You could be like others who drop out or get really bad grades (3.0+ GPA is good, mine ended at like 3.2 in my high school years).
Motivation or no motivation, remember that you are a very smart person and when things start to get you down and you feel like doing nothing, that's OK. Just remember to eat. Because if you don't eat you'll die. And if you die you'll make a lot of people sad. And their sadness will lead to them losing motivation then they could forget to eat and they could also perish! Or something like that.
Just keep your chin up and keep doing better, continue improving. And when motivation is nil, and you feel like blah, remember this is a cycle of life and will pass as all things do. smile
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Posted: Wed Apr 09, 2014 7:37 pm
Thank you to everyone who has commented whee You've all made me feel very special. Except Ali...who has made me reconsider my promising future career as a stripper. I'm taking all of your advice to heart. Additionally I have a bunch of jobs, nursing internships and high level positions in my school that I should be able to get into college on my extracurriculars alone. I'm not trying to enter harvard -- just trying to get some scholarships to a decent University outside of New York that provides Nursing as a major. heart And if things always flop I can count on my back-up plan of entering the advanced Nursing program at my local community college (Wouldn't have to take the core classes then. ******** you, math!) @Pav: I totally agree with you. While I love history, I was also very anxious to begin forensic and anatomy classes in my school. BUT NOPE. Had to wait until senior year because ******** freshmen. I'll finally be able to take them next year, and in the mean time I had to take a bunch of sciences and maths that I really did not like nor did I excel in. My high school resume is a culmination of proof that I am not good at what I don't enjoy. While I hope that colleges can see this and see my motivation for my major outside of regular schooling (extracurricular) I also find it kind of outrageous that I had to take these other extraneous classes in the first place. And don't even get me started on the collegeboard. Scarlet the first time she was told about the AP exams You mean I have to pay $89.00 per test?! And even if I get a 5 on the exam it's not a given that I won't have to retake the class in college?! Why is that?? Oh, because CollegeBoard is a multi-million dollar corporation that schemes money out of students? They do this how? Oh, so colleges decided to work with this ******** of a program so that kids would have to "prove to colleges that they care" by spending time and money on a test that does nothing but deteriorate their self worth only to have to spend even more money in college to do the same ******** thing all over again? So everyone wins except the students and their intelligence/confidence? Gotcha. Sounds ingenius. /r I don't hate this place. But it sure pisses me off sometimes. Sometimes I wonder what I'll really end up doing. I think I want to be a nurse...but my family says that I'm the reincarnation of my grandfather. Apparently I'm just like him, and they expect me to take over the family law practice. I don't know how the world will end up, but sometimes I wish i did.
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Posted: Wed Apr 09, 2014 8:14 pm
Ooo, nursing?
Even though I chose to major in culinary arts, I've taken the whole nursing career path at my high school, inclusing the medical AND science anatomy & physiology classes. I'm in nursing and clinical ed right now to get my CNA license
3nodding
I'm actually taking the CNA test on the 16th, oh my gosh!
If you ever wanna talk about nursing or anatomy or anything similar, I'd love to! Those classes are so easy and fun for me
4laugh
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 12:01 pm
Rock On Hot Ooo, nursing?
Even though I chose to major in culinary arts, I've taken the whole nursing career path at my high school, inclusing the medical AND science anatomy & physiology classes. I'm in nursing and clinical ed right now to get my CNA license
3nodding
I'm actually taking the CNA test on the 16th, oh my gosh!
If you ever wanna talk about nursing or anatomy or anything similar, I'd love to! Those classes are so easy and fun for me
4laugh Yess. I would love to. 3nodding I was planning on becoming an RN actually. (It's awesome that you have a good back up)
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 1:09 pm
Scarletgreen Thank you to everyone who has commented whee You've all made me feel very special. Except Ali...who has made me reconsider my promising future career as a stripper.
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 1:17 pm
The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen Thank you to everyone who has commented whee You've all made me feel very special. Except Ali...who has made me reconsider my promising future career as a stripper. Not trying to be a septic tank cleaner.
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 1:42 pm
Scarletgreen The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen Thank you to everyone who has commented whee You've all made me feel very special. Except Ali...who has made me reconsider my promising future career as a stripper. Not trying to be a septic tank cleaner.
Now go grind ya boy.
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 2:13 pm
The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen Thank you to everyone who has commented whee You've all made me feel very special. Except Ali...who has made me reconsider my promising future career as a stripper. Not trying to be a septic tank cleaner.
Now go grind ya boy.Actually in a very complicated process right now. Was getting food with my friend the other day and he and his friends were at the table across from us - and he was staring at me the whole time. I pretty much ignored it. I don't like confrontation by big groups. 10 minutes later they leave to get in their car and they honk. I turn around and wave, and he's smiling at me and every one else in the car is, too. But the rest of them had sort of. . . intimidating smiles. I pretty much ignored him throughout the day other than that. But later that night he texts me and says that he feels shitty or something and I ask why and he says his emotions and doesn't explain it further. This was actually last night, not sure why I'm writing about it as if it was monday. I should actually stop ignoring the kid, I'm not sure why I am. I'm also confused as to what he wants from me.
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 4:41 pm
Scarletgreen The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen Thank you to everyone who has commented whee You've all made me feel very special. Except Ali...who has made me reconsider my promising future career as a stripper. Not trying to be a septic tank cleaner.
Now go grind ya boy.Actually in a very complicated process right now. Was getting food with my friend the other day and he and his friends were at the table across from us - and he was staring at me the whole time. I pretty much ignored it. I don't like confrontation by big groups. 10 minutes later they leave to get in their car and they honk. I turn around and wave, and he's smiling at me and every one else in the car is, too. But the rest of them had sort of. . . intimidating smiles. I pretty much ignored him throughout the day other than that. But later that night he texts me and says that he feels shitty or something and I ask why and he says his emotions and doesn't explain it further. This was actually last night, not sure why I'm writing about it as if it was monday. I should actually stop ignoring the kid, I'm not sure why I am. I'm also confused as to what he wants from me.Blowjobs.
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 5:26 pm
★⚓ Calling out creeps is usually the best way to deal with them, just remember if they start getting physical you might be liable to bystander syndrome (People see but don't do anything out of fear of getting hurt/messing with the wrong person/etc...). It scares me that some dudes don't know the meaning of "No", "Leave me alone" and "Back off this gun is loaded."
⚓★
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 5:27 pm
Pavilo Scarletgreen The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen Thank you to everyone who has commented whee You've all made me feel very special. Except Ali...who has made me reconsider my promising future career as a stripper. Not trying to be a septic tank cleaner.
Now go grind ya boy.Actually in a very complicated process right now. Was getting food with my friend the other day and he and his friends were at the table across from us - and he was staring at me the whole time. I pretty much ignored it. I don't like confrontation by big groups. 10 minutes later they leave to get in their car and they honk. I turn around and wave, and he's smiling at me and every one else in the car is, too. But the rest of them had sort of. . . intimidating smiles. I pretty much ignored him throughout the day other than that. But later that night he texts me and says that he feels shitty or something and I ask why and he says his emotions and doesn't explain it further. This was actually last night, not sure why I'm writing about it as if it was monday. I should actually stop ignoring the kid, I'm not sure why I am. I'm also confused as to what he wants from me.Blowjobs. That's what I wanted out of all this. But no. This s**t had to become a marathon.
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Posted: Fri Apr 11, 2014 8:34 am
Scarletgreen Pavilo Scarletgreen The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen Not trying to be a septic tank cleaner.
Now go grind ya boy.Actually in a very complicated process right now. Was getting food with my friend the other day and he and his friends were at the table across from us - and he was staring at me the whole time. I pretty much ignored it. I don't like confrontation by big groups. 10 minutes later they leave to get in their car and they honk. I turn around and wave, and he's smiling at me and every one else in the car is, too. But the rest of them had sort of. . . intimidating smiles. I pretty much ignored him throughout the day other than that. But later that night he texts me and says that he feels shitty or something and I ask why and he says his emotions and doesn't explain it further. This was actually last night, not sure why I'm writing about it as if it was monday. I should actually stop ignoring the kid, I'm not sure why I am. I'm also confused as to what he wants from me.Blowjobs. That's what I wanted out of all this. But no. This s**t had to become a marathon.
Take charge.
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Posted: Fri Apr 11, 2014 1:03 pm
The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen Pavilo Scarletgreen The Almighty Ali Scarletgreen Not trying to be a septic tank cleaner.
Now go grind ya boy.Actually in a very complicated process right now. Was getting food with my friend the other day and he and his friends were at the table across from us - and he was staring at me the whole time. I pretty much ignored it. I don't like confrontation by big groups. 10 minutes later they leave to get in their car and they honk. I turn around and wave, and he's smiling at me and every one else in the car is, too. But the rest of them had sort of. . . intimidating smiles. I pretty much ignored him throughout the day other than that. But later that night he texts me and says that he feels shitty or something and I ask why and he says his emotions and doesn't explain it further. This was actually last night, not sure why I'm writing about it as if it was monday. I should actually stop ignoring the kid, I'm not sure why I am. I'm also confused as to what he wants from me.Blowjobs. That's what I wanted out of all this. But no. This s**t had to become a marathon.
Take charge.If it hits mid-may and this is all still happening that's exactly what I'm going to do.
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