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This was it, this was everything, it was broken, and now she had to make a choice. Everything around her bent and tore, swirled and dripped it was horrible, she couldn't look at it. She closed her eyes and tried instead to feel with her heart, she reached deep, deep down to the promise.

She promised, she could remember, she could hear her voice, she had promised to help protect, to save, to sacrifice her memories for this. Excalibur promised to return them, but she had to choose now to sacrifice them again.

Her body trembled, she couldn't, but she had promised, she had to and yet evrything had been so hard, she had endured so much for those precious snippets that belonged to her!

Like a miser with his gold Sin slowly hesitantly started to surrender her memories, sacrifice them in the hope that it wuld be enough, in the hope that Excalibur would keep the promise to restore them.



"We've chosen, you'll attend Amityville Academy, it's rather prestigeous Sin and you'll have plenty of hances to make strong alliances with other demons while being exposed to the other races."



Her fingers stroked the frightened minipet and soon it calmed under her touch. She pulled it's leg free of the scarefari trap and offered it some FEAR candy she had made. "Don't be scared you'll have a new home with me." She had a way with minipet's, a gift for training them to be more docile, except of course for her two spoiled babies.



She twined her fingers with Rosc's and looked at him hopefully, after all they had endured together and apart she just wanted to think that a time of tranquility was coming. She hoped that someday things at school wouldn't be so perilous and that when they had a little scareling of their own they wouldn't have to worry about them the way her parents worried about her.



She fought back, the tree had her in it's grasp it was battering her, but she wouldn't let it beat her. Despite the way the snow clung to her skin making it sting she lashed out and her heel struck the cheerful tree dead on. As she pulled herself back to her feet and brushed the snow off she glared around her, this place wouldn't beat her she was stronger then she appeared.



It was precious to her this fragile trust he'd given her, and so she was careful. Her fingers moved gently over his scars, when her hand came to touch his cheek she was slow. She loved him and she wanted him to understand how much he meant to her.

Sin knew she had another memory, but she couldn't sacrifice it, creation was too precious to her, the memory of the grail was something she couldn't surrender. Instead she kept it close needing it for herself and terrified that she could be tipping the scales in in favor of destruction.

She gathered up courage and started to sacrifice again, other memories, precious memories, memories she wanted to cling to desperately, but knew she couldn't.



This is where you remember, this is where you come to pour out how you feel about what's been done.



The taste lingered on her tongue, it was bitter and harsh and she quickly reached for another cup to banish it.



It was love, it lingered on her tongue, it infused her senses, she was loved and no matter what the memory of Rosc would not be banished from her heart.



She was merciful, but she could afford mercy after realizing how much power she really had inside her.



She was in the cage, she felt her heart pounding, she had to get out, get out before they came and turned her into...no she had the promise of safety, but she didn't believe it, there was no safety.



She stared down into the chasm and her fingers ached, he heart ached with the knowledge of her failure.



Everything glowed blue, this was it, this was the end, but she didn't care beause what was the point in living if everything you loved was taken?



Her hand moved across the paper as she struggled to hold the tears at bay, if he had to read this it would be hard enough without seeing the stains of her tears on the page.



She swam, she struggled, it was so important but she didn't dare give up no matter how futile it seemed when so much was at stake.



She touched them, each deep blue bubble, memories of him, some sweet some bitter, but she gave them each lovingly because she knew how special they were, knew the power of her love.



He was there when she fell asleep, he was there when she woke, and she knew that he would always be there for her.

Drained of all but the one she waited and hoped it would be enough to save all she held so dear.