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Aya und Wolf Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 11:59 am
Yes I understand completely. That is what I've always loved about animals. They are loyal beyond compare, and they always seem to sense when you are upset. They will sit or lay with you if they believe you are not well. It is a sweet thing, really. I think you would be good in the medical field either way. Or something to deal with people. I know you say you are not very social, but you are also a very sweet person, and everyone seems to like you. But chase down whatever dream you aspire to. 3nodding
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Why yes! It makes things interesting at times. And it is only after an argument that you truly find what upsets the person and how they felt. It allows you to know your limits. It's just a growing process I suppose. But needless cruelty, as I sometimes give him, is not good. I am working on it. =]
Mhm. We can be childish with our emotions, but that is all fine and well.
As for my phone...I receive unlimited text messaging, but he has none. xp
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 10:03 pm
Ugh. I can't believe I'm double posting, but I'm doing it. At times, I am not sure what to expect of my relationship; but these past few weeks, are a trial, surely. It's like f**king useless. I know I can be cruel and difficult, but God***it I put my emotions out in the open, RIGHT HERE, for him to see. My journal is public, I rant openly, and yet, nothing ever changes. I know he doesn't read this, and he never will, which is alright. He has better things to do with his life I suppose. But as of late, I feel that I am a failure, or disappointment to him. He is not nearly as intrigued by what I have to say, and I cannot hold a conversation. Perhaps it needs to be like it used to. He and I will talk on MSN, I will put up my intelligent, descriptive, flirtatious nature as I used to, and then he will love me more. Because as I am, I'm not good enough for him. I fear I will disappoint him badly, and now it's showing. But...
GOD***IT MINDELA I WISH YOU WOULD F**KING READ HOW I FEEL FOR ONCE. Dx
I know I can be terrible, but half the time I sit here and consider how he will feel, unless I am very upset myself. I point out things that I enjoy, and emphasize those. But for such a small thing to set me off....this was building up...certainly. I am done.
A**HOLE.
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Aya und Wolf Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 10:08 pm
I'm mad cause Aya's mad! Dx
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 3:57 pm
ninja
Sorry about that last rant.
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Aya und Wolf Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2009 6:38 am
Have things gotten better for you two? I am keeping this brief because I need to get ready for school, but are things better? Do you still want him to read what you have written? Aya, if you want it then I am sure he will read it, and if you like I could ask him to read it...it is up to you, but you really don't need this sort of stress...
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 4:16 pm
Lol. Things are better and he already read it. whee We are good. No worries. I hope everything is well with you.
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Aya und Wolf Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2009 5:35 pm
Yes, for the most part, I am only tired. But what is life with out sickness or stress to make you tired. Because of it you enjoy the world a whole lot more!
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Posted: Sat Jan 31, 2009 5:08 pm
You know, persistence...it bothers me. -_- There are times when it's good to have a reminder, but when the request is CONSTANTLY repeated, it becomes annoying. Though not only with requests, as with thoughts or opinions. "Yes...continue to repeat it. That will make me listen to you." This of course leads us into routine, which becomes very monotonous. I believe we all hate monotony, save the woman from Sarah Brightman's song Mr. Monotony, which is actually very good. xD None the less, life ceases to be fun without our random and sporadic events, which I...seem to be lacking lately. Do not misunderstand me, I am happy, having someone I can love and speak with, as well as having good friends, but ugh. x[ I need to go out and just have fun. We all have our dull times, but it doesn't make it any better to deal with.
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Aya und Wolf Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 4:04 pm
GAH!!!!!...............The stupid teachers go on and on and on about stuff that they don't EVEN KNOW! then they assign an essay on it and fail you when you have the TRUE facts in there. School is a conspiracy i tell you. Their all conformists. They want a bunch of little obedient robots.
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Posted: Thu Mar 12, 2009 12:17 pm
Indeed, teachers and school administrators pride themselves on stubborn teaching methods over subjects that aren't even relevant to us. It may very well be a conspiracy...I say, they are slowly poisoning us with gas from the air vents, killing our ability to think of our own volition. o.O Oh God! What will the children be like!!?? gonk
Umm, for once I have no rant. I um...hate the useless piles of ignorant, inconsiderate flesh that humans are, and forever will be. I believe that 80% of the population on this planet is complete idiocy, and that the intelligent shall band together and rule! Now I say not manipulative and cunning, but the truly intelligent and insightful. Are you with me!? scream
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Aya und Wolf Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Mar 12, 2009 3:36 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 13, 2009 12:13 pm
YES!!!
NOW, to release the zombie penguins. twisted
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Aya und Wolf Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Mar 15, 2009 10:34 am
*gapes* We have zombie penguins!?!?!?!?!?!?!WE SHALL NEVER LOSE twisted twisted twisted heart heart heart mrgreen mrgreen
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Posted: Sun Mar 15, 2009 3:01 pm
O.O Z-zombie Penguins.....that does NOT sound good...
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2009 1:21 pm
Join them with my penguin Army...  twisted twisted twisted twisted Note: I got this from a friend.
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