Damn_Lucky
Kaosgirl
Damn_Lucky
Yah. I think I'm the only one here who doesn't want to become a girl. To tell the truth I don't care what gender I am.
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I *think* for most of the guys here it's mostly an appealing fantasy more than an actual desire. Tho I could be wrong about that. Blanchard and Bailey would call it autogynophilia.
For me, it's not so much wanting to become a girl... it's a feeling that I already am a girl inside, and this having a boy-body is wrong.
Kinda the opposite of lot of TG stories in a way; they get turned into girls on the outside and (often) become one on the inside. I'm already one on the inside, and it's pushing me to become it on the outside.
(Bailey would still say it's autogynophilia for me, due to my age and my not being exclusively attracted to guys. And while I admit there is an element of that I still think he's mostly full of crap.)
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But it must feel horrible when stuck in that situation thow.
I've come close to suicide and bordered on developing a dissociative disorder because of it.
I'm sorry to hear how dear this is for you. I hope you find a solution to your problem. Fate can be so curl.
There's an imperfect solution out there, if I can just find the strength to reach out for it. But thank you.
