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 Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 12:04 am
Owwin I like the idea of having a kismesis. I am not interested in romantic love, romance is silly to me. But I kinda do wish there was something out there that was my rival. Some sort of rival that doesn't hate me because things I do or how I am, just because I am me, and they are them. I don't believe in destiny, but I am fascinated by the idea that some great nemesis could have watched me for my entire life, watching me grow and hating everything about me, and some day they will contact me and we will fight. Not to kill each other or anything. Just to match strength and wits because we hate each other. We will hate each other for a lifetime and beyond. I think it is very poetic. The idea of a kismesis. Maybe I have just watched the video for the beginning to act 2 part 2 too many times. It is a beautiful idea though. I know it sound weird coming from me but it isn't really just Owwin being the crazy persona Owwin. This is really me and how I feel. That First idea sounds like the best thing EVER. Someone out there who constantly chalenges you... Someone to motivate you to always be on the top of your game. You never expcet when they will challenge you, nor how ready you are for it, but you are constantly preparing and thinking of ways to better yourself. It would certainly give me the motivation I need to do anything at all...
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 12:54 am
I feel broken, but instead of feeling numb, 'feeling' feels intensified. - w- I wish I was numb some times. I don't think I have any positive personality traits either. I mean the best thing I can do naturally is make someone laugh, but since when was sarcasm positive?
Had a nervous breakdown cause I felt crowded and bottled up.
:'3 I can open up to at least you guys. Literally, I have no one IRL to word vomit onto.
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problematic briefcase Crew
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 1:19 am
My permit is on it's way to me. I can feel a road trip brewing!
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 9:44 am
Charmanders are red. Squirtles are blue. If you were a Pokemon, I'd choose you. Your smile is stronger than a Hyperbeam. Like Jesse and James, we'd make the perfect Team. I'll stay by your side like Pikachu and Ash, and I'll love you more than a level 80 Rapidash. You're more legendary than a Zapdos, Entei or Mew, but out of all 150 I choose you. heart
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 10:07 am
god DAMMIT!!
I had been invited to the last Rift Beta event, but I never got an email, so I didn't find out til today!! evil
pissed....
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 10:28 am
Medeus god DAMMIT!! I had been invited to the last Rift Beta event, but I never got an email, so I didn't find out til today!! evil pissed.... Hahaha! xd Don't worry, they've said that one of the next events will be an open beta in order to test the server loads. You'll definitely get in then. xd @Owwin: Me too, actually. I enjoy the idea of a kismesis, but my issue is that I wouldn't be able to get much farther than a playful rivalry. Much like Tavros, I don't seem capable of actual hate. Alternately, I'd get the same fluctuating black/red thing. >_>
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 11:08 am
Shiny Gligar I feel broken, but instead of feeling numb, 'feeling' feels intensified. - w- I wish I was numb some times. I don't think I have any positive personality traits either. I mean the best thing I can do naturally is make someone laugh, but since when was sarcasm positive? Had a nervous breakdown cause I felt crowded and bottled up. :'3 I can open up to at least you guys. Literally, I have no one IRL to word vomit onto. You take a genuine interest in other people, and you don't hold it against them if they don't do the same.
You say the things your friends might not really wanna hear, but probably need to. And you don't say them when they don't need to be said.
You aren't afraid of being different, even if that difference is being cast in a negative light.
You're eager-to-please and easy-to-please. That combination generally makes for a good friend.
But I feel kinda the same way about the having no one IRL to talk to. So, like, you know, bawwing buddies? smile
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 11:43 am
Wantcookie Medeus god DAMMIT!! I had been invited to the last Rift Beta event, but I never got an email, so I didn't find out til today!! evil pissed.... Hahaha! xd Don't worry, they've said that one of the next events will be an open beta in order to test the server loads. You'll definitely get in then. xd @Owwin: Me too, actually. I enjoy the idea of a kismesis, but my issue is that I wouldn't be able to get much farther than a playful rivalry. Much like Tavros, I don't seem capable of actual hate. Alternately, I'd get the same fluctuating black/red thing. >_> This next Beta event is the last one! It says so on the schedule.....@_@'
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 12:34 pm
I've been sick for 6 days straight... exactly how I thought it would play out... with expectations of another 4-5 days still.
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 1:03 pm
Medeus Wantcookie Medeus god DAMMIT!! I had been invited to the last Rift Beta event, but I never got an email, so I didn't find out til today!! evil pissed.... Hahaha! xd Don't worry, they've said that one of the next events will be an open beta in order to test the server loads. You'll definitely get in then. xd @Owwin: Me too, actually. I enjoy the idea of a kismesis, but my issue is that I wouldn't be able to get much farther than a playful rivalry. Much like Tavros, I don't seem capable of actual hate. Alternately, I'd get the same fluctuating black/red thing. >_> This next Beta event is the last one! It says so on the schedule.....@_@' WHAAAAAAAAAAT Geek Squad had damn well better get me my laptop back, then. D:<
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 1:09 pm
Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus god DAMMIT!! I had been invited to the last Rift Beta event, but I never got an email, so I didn't find out til today!! evil pissed.... Hahaha! xd Don't worry, they've said that one of the next events will be an open beta in order to test the server loads. You'll definitely get in then. xd @Owwin: Me too, actually. I enjoy the idea of a kismesis, but my issue is that I wouldn't be able to get much farther than a playful rivalry. Much like Tavros, I don't seem capable of actual hate. Alternately, I'd get the same fluctuating black/red thing. >_> This next Beta event is the last one! It says so on the schedule.....@_@' WHAAAAAAAAAAT Geek Squad had damn well better get me my laptop back, then. D:< SEE WHUT I MEAN!? I hope I didn't misread it........actually, I hope I did misread it. lol! I'd like to have played more than Once....=/
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 1:38 pm
I'm not even gonna Pretend like I did my homework for my class in an hour. lol
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 1:40 pm
Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus god DAMMIT!! I had been invited to the last Rift Beta event, but I never got an email, so I didn't find out til today!! evil pissed.... Hahaha! xd Don't worry, they've said that one of the next events will be an open beta in order to test the server loads. You'll definitely get in then. xd @Owwin: Me too, actually. I enjoy the idea of a kismesis, but my issue is that I wouldn't be able to get much farther than a playful rivalry. Much like Tavros, I don't seem capable of actual hate. Alternately, I'd get the same fluctuating black/red thing. >_> This next Beta event is the last one! It says so on the schedule.....@_@' WHAAAAAAAAAAT Geek Squad had damn well better get me my laptop back, then. D:< SEE WHUT I MEAN!? I hope I didn't misread it........actually, I hope I did misread it. lol! I'd like to have played more than Once....=/ I'd like to have played with people. D:
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 1:51 pm
Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus god DAMMIT!! I had been invited to the last Rift Beta event, but I never got an email, so I didn't find out til today!! evil pissed.... Hahaha! xd Don't worry, they've said that one of the next events will be an open beta in order to test the server loads. You'll definitely get in then. xd @Owwin: Me too, actually. I enjoy the idea of a kismesis, but my issue is that I wouldn't be able to get much farther than a playful rivalry. Much like Tavros, I don't seem capable of actual hate. Alternately, I'd get the same fluctuating black/red thing. >_> This next Beta event is the last one! It says so on the schedule.....@_@' WHAAAAAAAAAAT Geek Squad had damn well better get me my laptop back, then. D:< SEE WHUT I MEAN!? I hope I didn't misread it........actually, I hope I did misread it. lol! I'd like to have played more than Once....=/ I'd like to have played with people. D: I'd like to just buy the damn game, but I'm too poor...I think a Tattoo would be a better use of my money, what with the game being 50 + Monthly subscription....lol my tattoo will cost 50 at the most, and last me a lifetime. :3
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 2:00 pm
Medeus I'd like to just buy the damn game, but I'm too poor...I think a Tattoo would be a better use of my money, what with the game being 50 + Monthly subscription....lol my tattoo will cost 50 at the most, and last me a lifetime. :3 Ooh, fancy. I'd get a tattoo, but I'd rather not have to go with the eventual fading and other issues... Sometimes I hate having foresight. xd
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