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People may not know it, but some of the things they say do hurt. Whether it be in jest or not. When so many people tell you the same thing over and over.. you start to believe it. Especially when they have no connections to each other whatsoever. Words shouldn't bother me, but I can only take so much.

Alright, lady, listen up.
It irks me that you seem to think my bisexuality is my only defining feature. It bothers me that you constantly mock me for my sexuality.
These things I can tolerate. I've heard worse.
But when you repeatedly use me for my intelligence to essentially do all of your work for you and continue to treat me like that, you'd better find someone else to falsely refer to as "friend."

My mom made white chicken chili yesterday, and it's just as good leftover as it was fresh outta the crockpot! heart

Dear EA, Please don't port NBA Jam to the iPhone. It will drain my life away. It's already doing so at the bowling alley and online. gonk

~Bleu

I hate how they recolored all the blood in Dragonball Kai.

I don't know who's to blame, Toei or FUNimation, but whoever it is, seriously, get bent. We all know it's blood; nobody's that dumb. No matter how much you recolor it, even kids are still going to see it's blood. If you want censorship that badly, then at least cut the 'blood' streaks out entirely. I'd still be pissed, but at least I won't feel like you guys are treating viewers like idiots.

EDIT: Okay, they keep some of it in, but they recolor most of it.

EDIT AGIN: God, they can't seem to make up their freaking minds. First they cut out all the blood, then they keep it in but recolor it, then leave it all in unedited, then back to square one.

Who doesnt?

So I've finally come to terms and I've accepted who I am. I don't care what anyone else thinks. I feel like I'm coming out of the closet and I guess in some aspects I am. I'm not homosexual or even heterosexual for that matter. I'm just hetero romantic. Maybe that's why my most successful relationships were long distance. No expectations of sexual contact. I will march to the beat of my own drum. I'm not going to go at the tempo society has set. If I'm marching alone then I'm marching alone.

I like the idea of having a kismesis. I am not interested in romantic love, romance is silly to me. But I kinda do wish there was something out there that was my rival. Some sort of rival that doesn't hate me because things I do or how I am, just because I am me, and they are them. I don't believe in destiny, but I am fascinated by the idea that some great nemesis could have watched me for my entire life, watching me grow and hating everything about me, and some day they will contact me and we will fight. Not to kill each other or anything. Just to match strength and wits because we hate each other. We will hate each other for a lifetime and beyond.

I think it is very poetic. The idea of a kismesis. Maybe I have just watched the video for the beginning to act 2 part 2 too many times. It is a beautiful idea though. I know it sound weird coming from me but it isn't really just Owwin being the crazy persona Owwin. This is really me and how I feel.