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And I guess I'm pleased to be serving you today.
And I guess I'm pleased to be serving you today.
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Ugh. Just ugh. So, I dated a guy a while back, who I (still?) have strong feelings for. Kind of. I kinda hope he's reading this on his new account; dunno if he's in this guild on it.
I loved him to my fullest, and he left me for some guy who was pretty unstable. He'd appear for a month, disappear. Apparently there was something this guy had I didn't. Anyway, about a month or two later, I got myself a girlfriend in my area. She's fine with me being bi, and I still talked to my ex. She did, so did I. Me and her got in an arguement, and broke up for about 24 hours. Little did I know, my ex broke up with his boyfriend to ask me out. Man. Did I feel shitty. I hurt him bad with that, and haven't talked to him since about March or February.
It doesn't mean I'm not thinking about him though. I managed to keep the out of sight, out of mind philosophy for a while, but it's like... My girlfriend said this morning she "Kind of looks like (insert ex's name) if she cut her hair." She's delusional with that much, but eh. But her bringing his name up, just... hit me. Like a mack truck hitting a deer. I was quiet while she kept rambling on, then went downstairs. I miss him. And I love the both of them. I need to figure what to do. I'm not gonna leave her, I just need general advice on anything anyone can give. Help.
I loved him to my fullest, and he left me for some guy who was pretty unstable. He'd appear for a month, disappear. Apparently there was something this guy had I didn't. Anyway, about a month or two later, I got myself a girlfriend in my area. She's fine with me being bi, and I still talked to my ex. She did, so did I. Me and her got in an arguement, and broke up for about 24 hours. Little did I know, my ex broke up with his boyfriend to ask me out. Man. Did I feel shitty. I hurt him bad with that, and haven't talked to him since about March or February.
It doesn't mean I'm not thinking about him though. I managed to keep the out of sight, out of mind philosophy for a while, but it's like... My girlfriend said this morning she "Kind of looks like (insert ex's name) if she cut her hair." She's delusional with that much, but eh. But her bringing his name up, just... hit me. Like a mack truck hitting a deer. I was quiet while she kept rambling on, then went downstairs. I miss him. And I love the both of them. I need to figure what to do. I'm not gonna leave her, I just need general advice on anything anyone can give. Help.
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そして、私はあなたに今日のサービスを提供できることを嬉しく思うよ。
そして、私はあなたに今日のサービスを提供できることを嬉しく思うよ。
