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Haha, wow it's been 3 years almost!! It's been a long time.. I miss you though..

A lot has happened. I've lost a lot of friends and I fell into a deep depression. I wanted to die almost everyday.. I got back with an ex, which was a bad thing. I should have never done it. I'm still a virgin, don't worry. ; )))) wow. OK.
But like, I hate him. I hate him so much.

I cheated on him and 3 other people all at the same time. I hated all of them tbh. I never liked them, I was pretty much just using them. I regret it. I cried so much 2013-2014.. I was a ******** baby..

I gained a lot of weight, well not a lot. Just 40 pounds.. Still a lot, but I'm working on losing it..

I had a gender crisis.. I was so transphobic, remember?? I was such an a*****e.. I just always felt comfortable with everyone thinking I was a guy?? And morgan is an ugly name. You can keep calling me that if you want.. I just wanted it to sound like my real name, but gender-neutral. God I'm crying so much?? I cried reading your journal from 2014, saying you miss me.. God damn,,, I'm a cry baby.. Well, 2014, I got a girlfriend.. we're still dating.. She followed you and said you were cool! that's how I started following you on tumblr again.. I missed you a lot.. You were my first real online friend and I really liked you!! I kind of had a huge crush on you and I was really scared of telling you and gahfjsg I remember how i confessed in the dumbest way possible but you were still not into me so I was like OKAY. You are really progressing in your art though!! I left you a note on Deviant art like,, yesterday? Idk if you got it.. I have a dumb job now. I work at a fast food place cause no one will hire a lame baby who can't pick up 3 pounds.. I'm really happy right now though.. I'm trying to lose weight and find a good haircut that makes me look more like a guy. I mean, I have short hair right now, but It grows so fast sdhgjdgj.
I'm also going to live in dallas with my rich nanny. I hope she accepts me,, unlike my mom. My mom made me want to die because of this.

Also all these trans people on tumblr are killing themselves.. My friends beg me not to, but I don't want to kill myself!! So if I seem emo or something, don't worry.. i'm afraid of death, and I'd never want to leave all these people I've met.. God damn I can't stop crying. I'm like, half happy and half sad!! I was so worried when I saw that you didn't have your tumblr I thought You died. Like seriously thought you ******** died. I was so ******** scared, I had to search you down. God, I was so afraid..

I hope one day, you will see this.. add me on skype when you want, I just can't remember your skype username..

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