Plastic Life
Once again I have to rant on here because my journal has been taken gonk scream evil . Anyway, I came to a realization today. Out of everyone I know, there is not a single bloody person who actually believes I can or will do the things I say I will. Not a single bloody buggering person. I've talked about writing my story before, answers varied from "sure whatever" to" .....right". My jewelry shop? Pfft I go to my mom, she says "yea it looks great." Totally flat, completely monotomus, and that seems to be the general response from those I have shown my pieces to. Bloody hell. Is it that impossible to actually say "No I dont like it." or "Its nice, but why dont you try adding more color" or something!!!! *rants and paces* Sorry, I'm just seriously pissed off about that. More or less same goes for when I try to draw, I cant get any response. Its like I'm living in a bloody plastic world where no one has enough of a thought process to criticize something properly! No heaven forbid, I actually get an honest opinion! That would make me go and cry, PLEASE!!! *sighs* I actually feel better now. Ciao.
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