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Well, I guess now that me and Tony are both here in lovely SA, things have somewhat gotten good. There's also bad things that we have to deal with. Being apartment problems and the like. Seeing that I am the only one working at North Star Mall, I have to work hard. I mean I have had those feelings of not going back to Brownsville. I don't really see a reason why but I guess it is the fact of leaving Tony alone. He does have a bf and all but I don't think it would be the same if I was not there. It does seem that our friendship is still being strong as always. Good times and bad times, we always get through them. But with the situation we are at right now we have to overcome it together. That is what he told me and I actually listen to him. Tony has to also take his words into consideration too. I somehow feel that we can of course "overcome" some obsticles and make both of us feel confident. I mean at the moment I am having to look for an apartment for us. Which I don't mind at all. Our roommate has been very nice and awesome in letting us stay with her but I guess on my part, me and Tony have to somewhat move on. I guess this is part of the struggling we have to do. I do want to put all of the problems aside and just continue. I think both of us are changing little by little which is good. I don't know what Tony would think but right now I just wanted to get this out. As far as our friendship goes, it's going alright. We still never argue, even when we have to deal with bills and payments. Also with my long days at work, which kinda get me in a bad mood but according to Tony, that's how he was. My first paycheck was not nice to me but I understood why I got such a low amount. The next one that comes I will probably hardly use it. I keep telling myself to save it because I kind of do to get us an apartment. I think there are other main priorities that basically come our way. Ok well, that's all I have to say for now and I just hope that this week AND next week go well...at least I hope so. Ta!