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I'll add a pic later okay? I'm on my mom's account and I can't see my pictures. xp
Do you ever just want to kill your computer for being dumb? I really want to right now. The windows media player keeps crashing, when does that ever happen? I'm going to throw a brick through the monitor. Anyway, I'm trying to rip some cds for my mom because her and my dad are going to Laughlin for 3 days. Their wedding anniversary is on the 9th so they want to get away for a bit, I'll be here, at home, doing nothing. =/ Kinda lame, but I've never had the house to myself that long. I'm kinda happy to have the quiet time, in the same esteem I'm not. I become lonly quite easy and I don't like long periods of time when it's just quiet. I'll probably have on at least one tv the whole time even though I'm not a big on watching it, just to provide background noise.
I'm happy though because right now is a time of fasting and prayer. I'd been preparing all week to get more into prayer again, it's been good. I'll appreciate the fact that while i'm in my room doing what I do I won't have momma coming in there bothering me. It never fails. I always say, "when the door is closed in the daytime, leave me alone." Of course it never works. D= Welp, I won't have to say that. ^^ She also won't bug me about not eating
in the same esteem I'm not. I become lonly quite easy and I don't like long periods of time when it's just quiet. I'll probably have on at least one tv the whole time even though I'm not a big on watching it, just to provide background noise.
I'm happy though because right now is a time of fasting and prayer. I'd been preparing all week to get more into prayer again, it's been good. I'll appreciate the fact that while i'm in my room doing what I do I won't have momma coming in there bothering me. It never fails. I always say, "when the door is closed in the daytime, leave me alone." Of course it never works. D= Welp, I won't have to say that. ^^ She also won't bug me about not eating. It's going to be really hard though, at home with all the food and having nothing really to do..*le sigh* not to mention my dad just mad a cheesecake for me..which I'm going to eat because I don't want it to go bad, I only get them once a year. xp I'm really craving some blueberry cheesecake right about now. He made a strawberry one and a blueberry one. I figure that..I can practice the guitar alot because I hadn't been wanting to bother them. I'm going to pray about that, because the closer I bring myself to God the more I want to play. He's the reason I want to learn.
Last night at church was odd. I talked Mimi into going to night service...actually the coin we flipped did. xD The Spirit was heavy in there but..oddly I couldn't feel it. Like, I could because I knew it was thick but..it had no effect on me. Usually when the Presence is like that I get messed up but I wasn't and it was making me upset. Our youth leader started prophesying and saying she saw angels and I'm like, " Why can't I see them and why don't I hear God saying anything? D=" Usually when it's like that, if I can't see them I at least sense them and I hear something from God..like I know what's at least going on or what's gonna happen. I felt left out. I did get a conformation though. She said the same thing that Mother said last year, basically that God's waiting on me. After the fast, as long as I'm obedient I'm going to start seeing things happen and promises fulfilled. Now you see why this fast is so important to me. Honestly I didn't want to do it, but now..I have to try. He'll give me strength and wisdom on it.
I'm also excited because yesterday my lil sis (the online one obviously) told me that she's getting a passport and her dad asked her where she wanted to go and she said here. x3 He's not like flipping out about it either. She told him about me and everything, so she said they may come in March..or over the summer...I'll talk about that in a min. Anyway I told my parents and I told Daddy about her dad who isn't saved. Daddy said he'd like, take him fishing or something. Remember, my dad's a minister so maybe after talking to him her dad will accept Christ. I hope they come in March though because remember my lil sis that's here asked me to go to Cuba with her in like July..not to mention they Joe said he wants to come in the summer. Grr people, if you're going to do the summer come early!lol. So much going on and it isn't even the Spring yet. Long update huh? Hadn't posted in awhile so I had to fill you in. God Bless Loves.
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 t0paz · Mon Jan 08, 2007 @ 08:32pm · 0 Comments |
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