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So, the title is self-explanatory. Things have changed greatly in this world of chaos, love, truth, deceit and all that other s**t...Wasn't that poetic?

So, from now on, I'm going to try not to melt down. In the first two weeks of school I was melting down at night for some (STUPID) reason or another. That's not going to happen anymore...I must find more useful outputs of my rage and aggrevation.

I'm now the ultimate band geek...yes, even more geekish than the Johnsinator... eek
I'm in Sports Band, Wind Ensemble, Orchestra, Symphonic Wind Ensemble, Youth Symphony Orchestra, and a quintet that meets on Fridays! ^.^

I have a shitty relationship with my dad because he won't admit that he doesn't love me...yeah, no changes there... Except one. The evil doctor (shrink) has made it so that I have to see him almost as much as I did before...and he hasn't even improved much...oh well...*hits herself and thinks to herself: STOP WHINING, b***h!*

My mom's not anemic anymore! *dances* She's been in a generally better mood...she still yells but I can handle it. Things prolly won't change with that... ^_^;

My bro's in college but he still talks to me even if it's just "download this torrent for me {please}" But that's okay. ::hugs::

I'm losing weight, which makes me happy, and I'm getting taller...I don't look like a fatty at all now...in fact I'm quite perty. =B I'm still a zit monster, but not as bad as some people... My rosatia is still purty conspicuous, but rosy cheeks used to be desirable...heh heh?

I'm doing badly in school, but surprisingly, I'm okay with that...I do my best, but it's not good enough...I admit that. I mean, it's not that bad, but it is for me.

I'm in the school's production of "An Evening of Monty Python" I'm in three sketches, all hilarious. And I make them damn funny... I'm also in the sci-fi club, I just bought my own dice...they're prettiful. D&D rocks my socks. whee

I miss my Jenny crying but I survive.

When I get upset, even if mah maja yells, I go downstairs and listen to music. That calms me down...I just bought a new French Horn, his name is Full Brass (my old one was Full Metal French Horn)...he's a cutie! whee

Everything else is pretty much grand.

LIFE'S GOOD!!!