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Hello any followers that may find this journal later on in life,

I am back after yet another hiatus of Gaia.. Life gets so busy as you get older it is very difficult to enjoy the little things these days. Work is always crazy.. even crazier than ever( It's good to be popular I supposed wink ) .I have a loving boyfriend that I believe is my "it" partner which as you may have read this journal has been quite the journey to find. I still attend many Kpop events and all sorts of other concerts as well in my downtime. I am writing this as my sister and her boyfriend have gone to the store and I am watching their little ones that are 3 years old and 6 years old that are sleeping soundly in bed... The house hasn't been this quiet all day and I am relishing in the silence.. But I wanted to take the time to write down all of the things that are happening in life.

I have changed so much since last year.. I have been going regularly to a psychologist who is my entire live's savior.. And things couldn't be better mentally right now for me which is a HUGE plus. I highly suggest to anyone who is having problems with life or any sort of issues in general to see someone to talk to.. It can make such a huge difference in your life. Just remember friends that you are never alone and there are always options for you in life.. and never give up.

With that being said, Our families grooming salon business is BOOOMINGGG! My loving boyfriend and my wonderful sister are my coworkers on most days and let me tell you, working with family isn't easy.. but honestly I would never want our staff to change. We work as such a great team and everyone is so caring about animals and our clients. As I've gotten older, I am really starting to value so many people and animals in my life.. My clients are the freaking best. Working with animals has its perks most days but can be quite mentally and physically stressing on other days. Being in the grooming industry requires so much patience.. and understanding of not only dog psychology but also human psychology. I think I am rambling right now.. I am not very good at writing these journals.. but I hope at least they are the slightest bit entertaining haha.

On to things that I have been incredibly worried about.. my significant other has been extremely sick lately.. We are thinking it is probably some sort of gastritis bug.. but he refuses to see a doctor until his health insurance situation is under control.. which is fine (He will be receiving his insurance cards in the mail next weeks) ,but I still worry so much about him and I hate it when he fights with me about seeking medical help. You can always make more money ,but you only live once.. ::sigh::. I even offered to pay for him to get medical attention and he outright refused my offer and we fought about it for a good portion of the evening. I am hoping that he gets back in good health right shortly for his sake.. it sucks watching your S/o being miserable and not being able to do much about it. I try to take very good care of him all the time and I really wish I could do so much more for him.. but unfortunately I am not a doctor.

Such is life lately.. lol. I will update this journal whenever I can. Work comes early tomorrow so I will probably end it here before I ramble even more about my thoughts and feelings.. and things really start not making sense. Also if my punctuation and run on sentences bother you.. I apologize sincerely. I am no English major.