But it's good none the less heart . Also, it has been hard doing what I do, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Life challenges are challenging and shifting you, it isn't here for harm.
Anyway, I know I haven't written in a long time, and I hope that I can change that for the better. So that way you know who I am, and if you already know me, then hear my updates. And if it's me, then its for memories ^^
Either way I hope that you all enjoy my themes/art/journal and what not heart .
Today is a lot different than I would have suspected when I was younger.
I had a vision that I would be with my husband right about now, but that hasn't happened yet. But that's not bad, I actually had some bad things happen since I was with that guy that I was talking about in my last entry. I won't go into detail but just know that it wasn't great at all.
Anyway, so. I was living in Idaho for a while, then I escaped to Washington State.It was good there, I would enjoy the river that I lived next to. I loved my job as caregiver, in which I found out that I love taking care of people. And I found out who my real friends were while I was there.
It lasted for a while until I went with my love at the time to visit the UK, I had a wonderful time, but the relationship didn't last. Hence also the reason why my account was hacked.
He wasn't good for me and now, today I am single.
I have actually been single for almost a month now, and I actually feel good about this break, even though no break ups are easy to go through.
I have my sights set on someone, but this time I won't let it consume me. Plus he needs to work on himself anyway.
He says that he can't trust me, but that's a good reason. I will leave it at that. If you want to talk to me more about it, PM me ^^ I just don't want to publicly let people see who it is, in case he doesn't like for me to do so.
Just know that it deals with wolves.
I know that he is my love, he is great at what he does, and he is a wonderful man. I really do hope that he can trust me again.
But if he doesn't I will still love him no matter what.
Aside from that, I have more on the topic of break ups.
I want to write stories on my experiences on them. How to's and what not.
It's for people to show them the right way to go about the harsh things in life.
It is hard to go through break ups. I know for sure about how it feels to be broken up with, and breaking up.
It causes a lot of emotions, whether you are the brokeupee or brokeuper.
I will go into more detail on that later.
But as I have said, I will try to do more updates.
Until then, laterz guys!
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